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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    Once they were settled Evan looked over only to be greeted by the most gorgeous man he had ever seen in his life.

    They made eye contact and the man smiled at him, showing off perfect teeth and expressive brown eyes, the olive green of his jacket making them pop. His arms were lazily draped over the bar, poles in hand.

    “Hey.” The man said.

    “Hey.” Evan replied.

    “Well, looks like you’re stuck with me for the next ten minutes Evan, sorry to crash your solo ride.”

    “H-how do you know my name?” He asked, feeling very flustered.

    The man chuckled, his eyes crinkling with it, “You’re wearing a name badge.” He reminded him. Shit, of course, his name badge, “I’m Eddie, in case you were wondering.”

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    After leaving home Buck moves to the mountains and begins a new life in the snow, only to meet a cute skier on a broken down chairlift.

    Years later they meet again, this time at a fire station in LA.

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    25 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    “Dad?”

    “Yeah?”

    “Can you stop being such a loser?”

    He blinks a few times and turns to look at his son with raised eyebrows. Chris, who is wholly unimpressed, eyes him with practiced teenage irritation.

    “Excuse me?” Eddie asks.

    “You look so mad that Buck is talking to Tia Sofia.”

    “I’m not mad,” Eddie insists. “I’m fine. I’m eating my churro.”

    Everyone in the Diaz family loves Buck, but Eddie misses being the center of Buck's attention. He is super normal and subtle about it and Chris is soooo wrong to call him a loser. For sure. Definitely.

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    It feels homey, everyone chattering over each other and filling their plates. She relaxes just a bit, watching Eddie grab the pepper and wordlessly hand it to Buck just as the other man raises his eyes to presumably look for it. Buck smiles softly and takes the shaker, rubbing a subtle thumb on the underside of Eddie’s wrist. Huh.

    Is everyone in this firehouse gay?

     

    Or, sometimes it takes an outsider to figure it out.

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    “This is the most thought that anyone, of all time, ever, has put into adjusting a driver’s seat, Eddie.”

    “Buck—”

    “I’m serious. That rearview mirror has lived through so many angles and lives in the past six minutes that it’s about to start recounting its first-hand experience on the Titanic.”

    Just for that, Eddie reaches up between them and tweaks the mirror again. A ray of sunlight hits it and bounces across Buck’s eyeline. Buck’s face scrunches up as he rushes to shield his forehead with one hand. It does not remind Eddie whatsoever of a small, bashful dog hiding behind its soft paw, because that would be deranged. He twists the mirror back into position.

    “The Titanic probably would have gotten us to Nashville better than this truck.”

    Buck’s indignant squawk rings out in time with the turnover of the engine as Eddie hits the ignition.

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    Gay Thoughts: A New (Nissan) Frontier

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  5. Public Bookmark 92

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    “You shouldn’t be here, either. He’s an asshole, he’s not even—”

    “Why do you care?" Buck interrupts him, raising his tone, “It’s not like I’m gonna marry him!”

    “I sure hope not!” Eddie replies loudly, offended, then, thinks to himself, you’re gonna marry me.

    (Or, Buck decides to date again. Unsurprisingly, Eddie crashes out and sort of steals someone’s identity in the process. It goes better than expected… Truly.)

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