11 Works in Benjamin "Ben" Hope Does Not Exist

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    Nick had just found a rather delicious account about rugby training videos (seriously, how is this sport still considered straight?) when Heather puts down her phone again and looks at him.

    “Do you reckon we’d match?”

    “What?” Nick raises his eyebrows again. “You do realise that we are already together? Or do I have to slip you a piece of paper – yes, no, maybe later?”

    “Of course I do. But do we actually match? Like, would we find each other with this algorithm?”

    -
    Or, Nick is in a happy relationship – but is he as happy as he thinks? We (and he) will find out, when his girlfriend wants to use a new dating app to confirm that they're meant to be together. What could go wrong?

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    English
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    Chapters:
    4/10
    Comments:
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    155
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    39
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    It's Year 12, and Charlie Spring is having casual, enjoyable sex with several of his rugby teammates.

    All the while, he is secretly lusting over a disappointingly straight Nick Nelson, who he’s been admiring from afar.

    One day, Charlie asks if Sai has any more friends that might be interested in getting in on the action. Charlie tells Sai he has a special fantasy that can only be achieved with a boy he hasn’t had sex with yet.

    Soon after that, Nick accidentally overhears the lads sharing their experience with an amazing person they are all fucking.

    And, look. Nick’s a teenager. He’s horny, his girlfriend just broke up with him. He’s secretly pining for Charlie - his bi-awakening - who is way too good and smart for him and who probably doesn’t even know Nick exists.

    So, what’s a boy to do?

    Nick asks the lads if he can get in on the action too.

    Charlie’s fantasy?

    That the new boy he has sex with has no idea who Charlie is while they’re fucking…

    Charlie wants to be a mystery boy…

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    English
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    64,028
    Chapters:
    8/9
    Collections:
    1
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    494
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    571
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    176
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    27,395
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    Nick versteht seine eigenen Gefühle nicht, als er sieht, wie Charlie jemand anderen küsst. Er sollte sich für seinen neuen Kumpel doch eher freuen...

    Series
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    Deutsch
    Words:
    640
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    2
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    “You noticed me?” Charlie asked quietly, almost like he was surprised, before the corners of his lips curled up into a smile.
    Nick realised he had been paying so much attention to Charlie’s more obvious attributes that he had not noticed just how pink and soft his lips were.
    “I did,” Nick replied.
    “You will probably not believe this,” Charlie began, “but I also happened to see you on the platform that day. Actually I’ve been seeing you all over Barcelona.” Charlie gave him a grin. “I promised myself that if I saw you today, I would try to talk to you,” he added with a quirked eyebrow.

    Or,

    When Nick decides to stay a few extra days in Barcelona, he doesn't suspect that a meet-cute in one of the most beautiful places in the world will change his whole life forever.

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    English
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    8,425
    Chapters:
    1/1
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    90
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    270
    Bookmarks:
    40
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    2,295
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    What would happen if the Springs decided to uproot their lives in Kent and relocate to the other side of the world. Geraldine, New Zealand to be precise. Otherwise known as the arse end of nowhere. How will Charlie adjust to his new life, his new school and making new friends? What would happen when he meets a seemingly straight rugby boy who might just turn his whole life upside down…

    Or, an AU first meeting fic featuring first love, a slice of rural life, teenage antics, and lots and lots of swearing.

    Spoiler alert: a LOT happens in Geraldine.

    Rating is M for chapters 1-17, but changes to E down the line for some chapters, which will have warnings.

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    English
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    136,743
    Chapters:
    51/51
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    3,065
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    2,037
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    440
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    93,943
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    A breath before, “I think I love you in an infatuated haze. It’s strange because it’s not a love that even I understood at first. And it’s a love that I fear the world will never understand.”

    They were facing each other, legs tangled, but Nick’s eyes were closed as he smiled and said, “The world wasn’t made for a love like this.”

    "Then let's show the world what love is made of."

    This is not a love story (Nick and Charlie version).

    Nick and Charlie have been best friends almost all of their lives, but recently, Charlie has been wondering if this is all their relationship to each other will ever be. Then when Nick takes an interest in popular girl Imogen, Charlie struggles to navigate these newfound feelings towards his best friend.

    Or the queerplatonic Nick and Charlie that you never knew you needed.

    "I can't be your friend, can't be your lover, can't be the reason we hold back each other." - Conan Gray

    By the writer of Serendipity and Cosmogyal~

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    English
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    19,282
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
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    91
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    38
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    1,696
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    Charlie Spring is a bored temp, starting a new work placement and tasked with dropping his young nephew off at school on his way to the office. His workplace also happens to be next to a fire station, and he can't help but notice the rather gorgeous blonde fire-fighter in the yard, who looks unspeakably good in his uniform.

    Or how Charlie meets Nick in adult life and helps him discover who he really is. With sexy uniforms.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    65,668
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    199
    Kudos:
    526
    Bookmarks:
    125
    Hits:
    14,659
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    Charlie rides back from a rugby match sat next to Nick. Some covert hand holding ensues.

    Based on a real event in my teen years. Except Charlie’s ends better than mine.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,888
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    129
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    436
    Bookmarks:
    68
    Hits:
    6,713
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    This work will now serve as an historical artifact. 🥰

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    25,540
    Chapters:
    41/41
    Comments:
    1,236
    Kudos:
    374
    Bookmarks:
    36
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    27,190
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    Nick Nelson is home for a few months and looking forward to some quality time with his mum, Sarah. He wasn't expecting her to have hired a cleaner to help around the house, not to mention developing a serious crush on the guy shortly after they meet. But is the feeling mutual, or is Nick destined to miss his chance at romance and happiness? Only time will tell.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    89,766
    Chapters:
    34/45
    Comments:
    1,036
    Kudos:
    990
    Bookmarks:
    152
    Hits:
    39,477
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    What if Nick and Charlie met in their thirties and THEN there was an awakening…

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,578
    Chapters:
    68/68
    Comments:
    2,623
    Kudos:
    844
    Bookmarks:
    172
    Hits:
    27,456

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