16 Works in Self-Hating Blitzo (Helluva Boss)

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    Blitzo is stuck. Barely scraping by as a backup clown at Loo Loo Land, most of his days involve kids telling him how much they like Fizzarolli more than him and sulking in dark corners away from any of the guests. But after a chance meeting with an old...friend?...his life is turned upside down. Maybe being a clown isn't all that bad?

    AU where Stolas and Blitz reunite while Blitz is still working at Loo Loo Land.

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    Angry at Blitzo for making Millie upset, Moxxie’s frustration finally reaches a boiling point, and he marches right up to his boss to give him a piece of his mind for how he’s treated him over the course of a week. Naturally, this leads to another argument between the two…

    … And perhaps a reconcilation…?

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    Blitzø hated knowing that he was the cause of this, and part of him – the self-destructive, self-hating part – felt that it would’ve been better if Stolas had never shown up to save him, but he couldn’t deny the part of him that was thankful to have been able to return to his home with his daughter; he just wished Stolas hadn’t lost his home and his daughter for it to happen.


    Blitzø is having a hard time understanding Stolas' sacrifice and he's not sure if he's strong enough to keep Stolas together when he's barely holding on himself.

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    9
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    Over a week has passed since each of I.M.P’s disastrous missions, and Barbie Wire’s harsh rejection of Blitzo is just as painful to him now as it was then. The opening of old wounds is something he’s reminded of again and again, especially when he sees Moxxie…

    … Except that he really had nothing to do with that. And Blitzo knows it.

    As a result, he’s slowly begun to feel really guilty for how he’s treated his sharpshooter, but his own traumas flaring up still prevent him from stopping himself. But he’s got an earful coming his way… And little does he know it’s gonna come from more than one place.

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    After the events of Ghostfuckers, Millie convinces Blitzø to see Moxxie's new therapist. It goes surprisingly well, but Blitzø eventually learns that to truly heal, he must undergo the difficult and painful process of being vulnerable.

    Or: Blitzø needs therapy so fucking badly that I invented a therapist capable of giving it to him.

    This is a weird one, with lots of twists and turns. But Blitzø will get the help he needs, because Dr. Smith is very good at their job.

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    Chapters:
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    3,197
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    Blitzø would do anything to get Stolas' happiness back.

    What if that meant being the sacrificial part of a ritual to have enough evidence to put Andrealphus on trial and give Stolas everything back?

    Bitch, he said everything, didn't he?

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    Chapters:
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    94
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    5,385
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    Post-Mastermind, Stolas finds himself living with Blitzø and Loona. Stolas struggles to adjust to his new life, feeling lost without his powers, his status, his home, but most importantly, his daughter, and he doesn’t know what to do with himself.

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    16
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    After a long day, Stolas sees Octavia come home with a mark on her face. They agree that the best choice is to find someone trustworthy to protect her. Thankfully, someone Octavia is already close to accepts the offer.

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    13
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    Blitzø needs to get over Stolas, since it's obvious that Stolas is getting over him. That's going to be a challenge, however, because Blitzø is deep in his feelings for the Goetian prince. (Does he dare call it "love"?)

    So, yeah, Blitzø discovers how friendships aren't just veneers and exploits, and perhaps that maybe... maybe he's deserving of the love he wants.

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    4/6
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    Blitz is at the anti-Blitzo party, listening to how Stolas just wants someone to care. And of course Blitz wants to be that someone, but he's not stupid enough to think he could be. Stolas just wants someone, and he deserves someone better.

    Or: What if Blitz actually managed to talk to Stolas before someone better came along?

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    407
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    4,764
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    Blitzø is an assassin at an agency called D.I.K., or Demented Immoral Killings. Just when he thought his business was crumbling, he receives a call to off someone of status - Stolas Goetia. But what happens when he can't succeed, and he and the Demon Prince keep running into each other? And when Blitzø starts to feel an emotion other than hatred, will he be able to accept that what he feels is real?

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    Chapters:
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    129
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    23
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    What if Stolas doesn't hide his face in the House of Asmodeus? (A reimagining of Helluva Boss S1E7, Ozzie’s). I started writing this before Full Moon came out.

    Each chapter will switch perspectives between Blitzø and Stolas in the third person.

    Part 1 of 4 (maybe more?) in the series “Before We Grow Cold”. Reimaginings of Helluva Boss Episodes.

    Currently planning reimaginings for: S1E7 (Ozzie’s), S2E2 (Seeing Stars), and S2E4 (Western Energy), S2E6 (Oops).

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    Blitzø crashes hard after the battle with D.H.O.R.K.S. Who knew that strange unregulated drugs would have adverse delayed side effects? At least Stolas is there to take care of him, even if it does stir up some weird thoughts and feelings.

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    1/1
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    25
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    Blitz gets kidnapped, and things sure do happen.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    60
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    5,761
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    “I don’t give a shit,” Blitz said, rain dripping down over his covered horns and onto his face. “You pay me, that’s all I care about.”
    Except that obviously wasn’t true. Blitz very much “gave a shit.”
    --
    After the events of Season 1 Episode 7, Stolas tries to apologize, fails miserably and ends up with a completely dilemma on his hands when he is made aware that the realities of imps in Hell is worse than he imagined. In attempting to fix his mistakes, he might just find a middle ground with the imp he truly cares about.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    536
    Bookmarks:
    101
    Hits:
    8,122
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    One day, a long time ago, a small owlet hid behind Blitz's Balloon Cart.

    Twelve years later they realize that fact.

    Language:
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    1/1
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    147
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