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Jyuto hated himself every single time those thoughts kept creeping back. He’d take steps further and further away from that smoke wall, waste another pack or two just to make sure it’d stay up. It was a self-hatred he could never truly vocalize, or even write down in proper words, but he felt… Dirty. Disgusting for even thinking Samatoki Aohitsugi of all people would love him.
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jyuto falls in love with the yakuza he's formed a team with, and has to live with the fact that samatoki will never feel the same.
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“...Yeah. It’s nothing.” Jyuto shook his head, as if to physically dismiss the thoughts spiraling in his subconscious.
“Stubborn rabbit bastard.” He sighed. “We both know that’s not true. If you need to talk, just say it. If not, just tell me you’d rather not talk about it. I know today is rough, so saying ‘it’s nothing’ just makes me more fuckin’ concerned.”
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jyuto attempts to cope with an unfortunate anniversary that haunts him, samatoki tries his best to help.
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you'll grow to love him (eventually) by 0509_m
Fandoms: ヒプノシスマイク | Hypnosis Mic (Albums)
22 Feb 2024
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“Well, c’mon, officer.” Dropping the soccer ball on the field, he lightly kicked it in Jyuto’s direction. “You came to play, yeah? Let’s play.”
“Alright,” he shifted awkwardly, moving a hand up to loosen his tie. “I haven’t really played since I was in highschool, so I’m probably a bit more than rusty.”
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post 2nd-drb, samatoki and rio INSIST jyuto stop arguing with the 17 year old he has such a weird feud with, and decides to bond with him in the only ideal way: a soccer match.
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“I thought it was you, Izanami.” Jyuto gave a signature smile that confirmed his identity more than any words could. “But I wasn't so sure what number one Shinjuku host Hifumi Izanami would be doing crouching alone in an alleyway.” Jyuto emphasized Hifumi’s title, not as if to mock, but to put some sort of respect and glamor to the name. Hifumi looked away, face hot out of embarrassment.
“I…” Hifumi wasn't sure what to say. Jyuto had caught him in a vulnerable position, not one he'd want anyone to see him in… Especially not someone he barely knew. Jyuto’s eyes darted around their surroundings, and back to Hifumi, as if to analyze a crime scene.
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hifumi tries his best to escape an uncomfortable situation, ends up finding a way out from a man he never thought would care.
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when i say your name my heart goes up in flames by 0509_m
Fandoms: ヒプノシスマイク | Hypnosis Mic (Albums)
13 Dec 2023
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“There’s been…” Another drag of the cigarette. “Something on my mind lately. Something I thought I should tell you.”
Samatoki awkwardly moved his way closer to Jyuto, placing a hand on his shoulder to try and seem supportive. Tension rose, the air feeling more stale and tense, despite the calm winds of the bay.
“Whatever it is, man, just tell me.” Samatoki exhaled a puff of smoke. “Keeping it in isn’t helping anyone, and it’s pretty clear it’s been fucking up your work.”
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jyuto doesn't quite know how to properly come out to samatoki.
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What happens when two people with body-related self-hatred discover that they share the same crush? They could compete but they decide to cooperate instead. Rachel and Hazama both have eyes on Ragna but their melodramatic natures hinder them from acting upon their love. If only they could be someone else for a day, maybe that'd help them being more carefree. Hazama gets a twisted idea and Rachel follows it. She has nothing to lose, neither has Hazama.
The body of one another can't be as bad as the one they were born with. Or so, they think.
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Everything you left behind became my everything by redskiesandblueminds
Fandoms: ヒプノシスマイク | Hypnosis Mic (Albums)
16 Mar 2024
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«Why today?» he asked. «What makes today different? I never saw you like this.»
Jyuto had to look for the last bit of his strength before being able to answer.
«Today is the anniversary of his death.»In which Jyuto has a conversation with Samatoki and steps over an invisible line. Multiple times.
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20 Mar 2024
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Jyuto takes Jiro out into uncharted territory: roads, relationships, and fast food drive thrus. The driving part, surprisingly, goes well. The rest - well, it needs a bit of work.
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- Part 2 of Uncle Iruma
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22 Feb 2024
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Jiro latches onto the nearest adult when he's going through a dilemma. Jyuto realizes he doesn't mind the feeling of being relied upon so much - at least this moody teenager is more predicable than Samatoki or Riou; what you see is what you get. Jiro still manages to blindside Jyuto.
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- Part 1 of Uncle Iruma
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22 Feb 2024
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Jyuto hummed softly and covered samatoki's face in kisses. Samatoki just closed his eyes and let him do as he pleased, it was a rare moment of agreement between them. There was only the sound of rain outside and jyuto's shallow breaths. Samatoki knew there was no way to reassure him except letting him claim what was his.
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07 Jan 2024