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"I think El would love to see the world outside of Hawkins. But this isn't like the end of a campaign - it's not enough to just set the scene, you have to actually live in it, and through it, and beyond. You're not writing an ending."
Or, Mike tries to tell Will about the waterfalls. He's half successful.
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- Part 2 of A Conversation Cycle
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Similarities. Faults. Cycles. Again, again, again.
She thinks about bullet ridden flannels and pregnant women and blood pumped into veins. She thinks about sharing something in return, a truth for a truth. She thinks about cycles and faults and cowardice.
“Do you ever think, about what happens, after?”
Or, El, Will, and a conversation before the end.
(Takes place loosely after Will's coming out scene if they had more than the canonical 15 minutes to talk. Obligatory first fic, no idea how to do tags or summaries)
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01 Jun 2026
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It is December, and Scott has been out for long enough to pretend to be used to it, and things are not perfect but they’re fucking good, and Ilya Rozanov is at his apartment for dinner—has been for over an hour—and he’s still waiting so stupidly hopefully to introduce a boyfriend who very, very clearly isn’t coming.
(Or: studies on coming out, learning patience, one-sided conversations, and other absurdist waiting games.)
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11 May 2026
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none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.
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07 May 2026
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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28 Apr 2026
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to find my own peace by scarlettroses
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Apr 2026
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28 Apr 2026