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    “I’m not okay with leaving you out here, Dennis.”

    “I’ll be okay.” Dennis dismissed, but Robby persisted against his better judgement.

    “I won’t.”

    Dennis was quiet.

     

    OR : Dennis gets a part time job after Trinity starts needing rent. Robby worries that Dennis’ subsequently poor sleep hygiene will affect his performance at PTMC, and rather unprofessionally invites Dennis to sleep on his couch during work nights to save him the hour’s journey back home.

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    Jack was mouthier, more confident, louder- qualities Dennis knew made a good doctor and an excellent ER doctor, of all things. He was Robby's parallel in a lot of ways, the one who could cut in, but bring gentleness when he needed to. He’d seen it firsthand from the quiet corners where he observed, from the fleeting glances of understanding the two older men shared in shift changes.

    Jack took another hit, his eyes fluttering shut, and Dennis found himself strangely entranced by the salt and pepper in his hair, in the way the curls flipped behind his ears, and he could feel his own mouth water and his stomach flip at the sight. Which was… something to note. An inappropriate physical reaction to his appreciation. His appreciation for Robby having such… good-looking friends.

    It was the secondhand smoke getting to his head, surely.

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    Whitaker doesn't see the appeal of Dr. Jack Abbot. Robby has always seen the appeal of Dr. Jack Abbot.

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    “Too deep—too deep, I can’t—please.” Kevin throws his head into Jean’s shoulder.

    Jeremy quickly studies his face. “Jean, his eyes are watering. Maybe give him a break.”

    Jean drops any weight of Kevin’s he may have been holding, causing the other man to ragdoll into him. Kevin heaves, trembles, twitches as he’s stuffed full without support lifting him up.

    Tears stream down his cheeks; Jean licks one of the drops on his jaw. The salt hits like epinephrine, tastes like victory.

    “Remember,” Jean says, “one word and we end this. One word and it can be over. Do you wish to use it?”

    Kevin shakes his head.

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    AKA: Kevin asks to bottom for the first time. His mistake is asking Jean, who has very different moral standards regarding Kevin.

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    “Kevin,” Jeremy whispers, “you want me, don’t you?”

    After his goosebumps rise, Kevin nods.

    “And you want to feel good, hm?” Jean adds into his temple.

    Kevin swallows a lump in his throat. He nods. Jean releases his grip and runs a finger from Kevin’s collar to his chin. Meeting his partner’s gaze, Jeremy understands what it means: I am entrusting him to you.

    “Will you let me help?” Jeremy asks with a lingering kiss to Kevin’s hairline. “Will you let Jean see? Let him sit back, and watch me take you apart?”

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    AKA: Traumatized men throw themselves headfirst into a threesome—and use shockingly effective communication to make it all work out. Complete with: a dom, a sub, and a switch, helping your boyfriend fuck his first love, being called baby by your celebrity crush, and psychologically tormenting Kevin Day by being gentle with him.

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    He can barely feel anything while Ilya uses him, carefully tipping over the fine line between pain and pleasure, and his heart stops in his chest when the console tilts just enough for him to catch a faint glance of himself in the screen. Cheeks red, eyes wet and cross-eyed, and somehow looking perfectly at home.

    Shane feels his head turn back in a silent question.

    Ilya’s gaze feels like a death sentence.

    “Toys aren’t supposed to cum, are they?”

    It had taken them a while to realise that being useful to each other could happen in many forms.

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