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I can't by AngstyHxcker
Fandoms: Wicked - All Media Types, Wicked - Schwartz/Holzman, Wicked (Movie 2024), Wicked
26 Feb 2025
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There were times when Elphaba felt wild, wicked one might even say. Her emotions burned through her like a single flame reducing a forrest to ash. Afterwards, she would be left quiet, empty, still. But while the fire still burned, she felt a frantic chaos that she couldn't ignore.
The flames that consumed her usually acted as a reminder of one of many painful truths in her life. Today, she longed for a life she only so briefly had. One where she knew acceptance and love, if even only in a small, shared bedroom with two twin beds.
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Elphaba is struggling and thanks to a certain intervening monkey, she doesn't have to struggle alone.
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Galinda wonders if Elphaba has ever been told that she is loved before.
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The Only One That Sees Me by AngstyHxcker
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
25 Apr 2023
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“Oh just what this town needs… Another loudmouth dyke.” The bubble of peace, the feeling of being two kids running off after being reprimanded, and the thrill of doing something bad shattered around them and Ellie burst through the pieces.
“What the fuck did you just say?” Ellie demanded, tearing herself away from Dina who refused to give up her arm.
“Ellie, Ellie don’t!” Dina pleaded, trying to draw her back, but it was too late. Ellie grabbed the fabric of his shirt with her free hand, causing Dina to let go of her other hand in shock.
Seth just laughed. “Oh, you want to fight?”
The fightings the part I like most.
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A rewrite of the scene in The Last of Us Part II where Ellie and Dina experience homophobia. Except, this time, Ellie takes matters into her own hands before Joel can step in. When the experience causes her to have flashbacks to her time with David, she and Joel mend their strained relationship to help her through it.
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Ellie’s nightmares have an unexpected connection to her reality and Joel remembers how to be a parent.
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A very honest look at the ways Ellie’s trauma effect her life in Jackson.
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“Do you keep track of the date?” She asked in a soft, distant, un-Ellie-like voice.
Taken off guard by the question, Joel thought for a moment before answering. “In a general sense… yeah… but I could be off by a day or two…” His brow furrowed in confusion which his morning grogginess didn’t aid in. “Why? Is it your birthday or something?” Joel asked, fighting the panic in the corner of his mind that he was supposed to know what today was and how to respond to it.
“No.” Ellie replied simply. After a moment, she added, “Kind of a birthday I guess… But you missed the real one, asshole.” Ellie said in an attempt at sounding like her usual self, an attempt she knew failed.
“Ellie… I…” He stumbled, wanting to understand but not knowing what to say or do to get there.
“It’s the day I got bitten.”
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Ellie and Joel reflect on their past and Ellie lets Joel in on who she is in the present. (Coming out story.)
TW: Mentions of suicide.
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Police AU
Yasmin Khan is a police officer with a great life. She loves her job, she's best mates with her partner Dan, and even has a boyfriend, O. However, tensions begin to raise between Yaz and O and she finds herself escaping to a bar after work most days where she's captivated by the mysterious blonde bartender.
Between her rocky relationship and developing feelings for her new blonde 'friend', Yaz is starting to think it's time to make some changes in her life. But O is one step ahead of her and things take a dramatic turn for the worse when she learns he's involved in a crime.
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Yaz has one last favor to ask the Doctor before they say good bye.
Two years later, with the help of her friends, Yaz returns the favor.
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During the journey home from the meeting, Yaz tells graham something that's been on her mind.
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Yaz’s mind was overwhelmingly loud. She was acutely aware of the fact that she would be facing her old life as a new person and debating how to reconcile those differences.
Yaz knew she had to face it head-on. She couldn’t throw away all the progress she’d made with the Doctor. She had to honor her by living each day as the person the Doctor had allowed her to become.
“Graham?” Yaz asked softly, though it sounded deafeningly loud in the silent car.
“Yes, cockle?” Graham asked, glancing over at Yaz for a moment before back at the road. He could sense something important was on her mind.
“I think I’m gay.”
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Post POTD Yaz takes a trip up to the hill where she'd stood years ago, contemplating how her life could go on. Now she's back, not to give up, but to feel how much she's grown in the life she's led since that day.
While she's sitting on the side of the road, someone unexpected joins her.
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Yaz meets the fourteenth doctor.
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Things are getting serious between the Doctor and Yaz, but there's something important the Doctor needs Yaz to know.
*Ace coming out story*
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“I just…. I hate that every time I love someone I have to keep telling them no all the time. For once I just wanted… I just wanted to be able to say yes.”
Yaz’s heart ached for the Doctor thinking of the lifetimes she’d spent feeling like the love she could give was never enough for those who loved her back.
“You said yes to us, to trying to hold onto this for as long as we can.” She said softly. The Doctor nodded silently.
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After their conversation on the beach, Yaz and the Doctor continue their talk.
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Set during the Flux while Yaz and Dan are trapped in the past without the Doctor.
The first time Yaz was without the Doctor, she ended up taking antidepressants. Separated from the Doctor once more, Yaz only has a few pills left when she finds herself trapped in the past. Dan helps her cope as best as he can, but there's really only one person who can make Yaz feel okay.
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“I'm telling you because… I need someone to know. In case it starts going bad or something. I might not be able to help myself.” Yaz’s voice was thick with fear and Dan couldn’t decide which was scaring her more; opening up to him, or whatever would happen next.
Dan reached out and gently put his hand on her knee. “We’re mates now, yeah?” Yaz nodded speechlessly. “I’ve got you, Sheffield.” He assures her.
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Yaz had been holding herself together. Walking the tightrope of her emotions. She’d been slingshotted back and forth between time periods, between hope and loss, between joy and despair, between lies and honesty. Between seeing herself for who she was and falling back on the comfort of old habits.
Yaz walked the rope, convincing herself it was solid ground. The rope wavered and swayed, threatening to drop Yaz into the abyss at any moment.
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Yaz has a panic attack and the Doctor uses her psychic abilities to help.
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“I tried to hate you.” Yaz said, shattering the silence in a moment formed when a passing sense of boldness aligned with her thoughts.
The Doctor looked up surprised. “Seems you didn’t try hard enough.” She retorted, deflecting reflexively at the slightest hint of emotion brewing despite all the progress they'd made.
“I tried to hate you cause it scares me.” Yaz confessed softly. “Because… I can’t ignore it. I can’t pretend I don’t feel differently about you than anyone else… I can’t pretend that I’m… that I’m not…”
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Yaz has a passing moment of bravery alone with the Doctor in the console room one night which leads to them both acknowledging who Yaz has always been.
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“Graham… I saw that other TARDIS… tell me the truth, while I was gone, was Yaz okay?” The Doctor asked, trying to hide the emotion in her voice.
Graham wrapped his hands around his mug of tea, trying to seek comfort in the warmth. “No.” He answered simply. The Doctor deflated slightly, but she had to admit, it wasn’t a surprise.
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The Doctor finds out how Yaz was really doing when she was without the Doctor for ten months and does what she can to make sure the next time she leaves Yaz on her own she doesn't feel so alone.
Spoilers for the Flux.
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Rose Tyler finds herself back in her original universe and back with the Doctor. But the blonde woman standing before her is very different than the man she said goodbye to on a beach in Norway all those years ago. And the Doctor will soon find she wasn't the only one changing over the years...
The first chapter sets up the premise and from there it's a series of one-shots and drabbles set after that point. Almost entirely angsty because I like to suffer and share that with the world. Tags will update as is relevant.
May have a conclusion eventually, but for now, I will keep adding chapters as I have ideas.
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After the events on Krop Tor Rose is forced to face her mortality.
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"Doctor..." Rose looked like a child, stumbling into her parent's room after being scared in the night. "Can you tell... if someone is going to die?"
The Doctor took off his glasses and crossed the room to Rose. "Sometimes... Why?"
"Can you tell if I am?" Rose's voice shook slightly.
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Canon divergent after Journey's End.
The Metacrisis is never created. Rose is able to stay in her original universe with her Doctor. But her mother now calls another universe home and Rose finds that even though she's reunited with the Doctor, not all of the damage losing him caused has been undone.
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Slight AU missing scene from Let's Kill Hitler (AU because there is no mention of/appearance of Mels)
'They summoned the Doctor back after a difficult lonely summer. Amy was relieved he responded to their crop circle message, but she still felt like she didn't entirely know how to be herself.'
Rory confronts the Doctor about the months he left them on their own to cope with the aftermath of A Good Man Goes to War.
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Set after Revolution of the Daleks.
Yaz and the Doctor are adjusting to life back on the TARDIS together when the Doctor realizes more happened in the ten months Yaz spent without her than she originally thought.
TW: Implied/referenced rape and alcohol use.
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