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    Rhysand returns home broken after the horrors of Under the Mountain, and his family must help him put himself back together, while he suffers with knowing that his Mate is far away and in love with someone else.

    Flashbacks to Under the Mountain.

    Heed the tags.

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    03 Dec 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is so freaking BEAUTIFUL. This fanfiction does justice to Rhys and what he went through Under the Mountain, unlike canon where it's barely talked about at all, despite Rhys being one of the MAIN CHARACTERS.
    Thank goodness fandom can take care of that on its own.

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    "I-It was so loud... in my head. I just needed to quiet the noise. I-It was the only thing that would make it 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙥."

    Mike's teeth are chattering so hard they hurt. He's shaking, his voice is shaking, and everything is spinning. The world ripples like murky water through his tears and blotchy vision, but Will is still. He focuses on him, on the fingers trickling soothingly down his spine like they're strumming a harp, and the smaller hand wriggled into his own, on the warmth of the body beside his own.

    "I-I thought I-I could just stop whenever I needed to..."

    "But you can't?" Will whispers. He sounds anguished, and it floods Mike with more shame than he can stomach. He gulps loudly, and at the nauseated look, Will looks slightly alarmed before Mike manages to reel his sickness back.

    "No..." Mike echoes. It's horrific to admit, "I can't."

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    Please read the tags <3

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    09 Nov 2023

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    Incredibly, beautifully, juicily angsty and probably the best fanfiction in the 'Mike Wheeler angst' tag. READ IT, IT'S AMAZING!

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    Laurence is pardoned for Temeraire's sake, but he manages to punish himself anyway.

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    22 Aug 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I'm not a bookmark person, so any fanfiction I do this for is somehow special. And this REALLY HURTS, OUCH. The angst?! I love it so much😭.

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    The free androids of Detroit start building their brand-new future, but peace is only relative in the troubled times that follow a revolution. One of the major figureheads of the revolution and finally a deviant, Connor now has to learn how to handle free will. The AI that both guided and punished him is gone, but at a price, and he struggles with his newfound freedom when guilt and fear are the crumbling foundations of his new life.

    They say they want him there with them, but Connor can't understand why. He's afraid of himself and what he's capable of, afraid that maybe these feelings don't have their place within him.

    Despite all the doubts he may have, Connor finds that he desperately wants to live, because whenever he feels himself slipping and falling, they're here to catch him.

     

    Please heed the tags. Look after yourself!

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    05 Apr 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The best fanfiction on this site, and maybe on the whole damn planet. It left a huge hole in me that can only be filled by re-reading this work of God, but I tell you... It's worth it. I don't think I'll ever find better 'angst' fanfiction than this in my life.