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[He knows it doesn’t mean anything, and he knows there are rules, and he knows it’ll break his heart when Eddie finally gets tired of it, of him, and finds a nice girl to marry and settle down with. He knows all that and it’s fine.
It has to be fine.]
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OR, after Eddie comes back from Texas, he and Buck begin a friends with benefits kind of relationship, and get a lot more in the process- Language:
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Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
26 Oct 2025
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“But with Bobby, I’ve been trying to do better,” Eddie says.
A hand rests on his shoulder, a thumb stroking. It’s a familiar gesture, but the fingers aren’t calloused enough to be her brother’s. Maddie’s fingers are slimmer, more delicate. It eases the hurt all the same.
“I think you have been,” Maddie reassures him, “at least you’re not joining illegal fight clubs this time. Just very legal book clubs.”
Eddie snorts. The callout was unexpected.
“You’re not what?” Karen’s eyes bulge out of her head as she sits back down.
Eddie chuckles and finally meets Maddie’s gaze. “I hate that Buck tells you everything.”
OR: Eddie joins a book club with Maddie and Karen after Bobby’s death, while Buck slowly drifts away.
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Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
18 Oct 2025
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Buck (9:50am)
Can't wait to suck your cock laterEddie (10:03am)
Ok 👍or: buck texts the wrong person. eddie responds anyway
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Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
11 Oct 2025
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Join Bareback Rider Rodeo Cowboy Eddie as he falls in love with city boy Buck.
When Buck moves into a ranch in Cody, Wyoming, to help his pregnant sister Maddie, he meets the openly gay catholic cowboy Eddie Diaz and immediately makes his way into his life. Follow Eddie’s story as he surrounds himself with the noise he’s been longing for his entire life. Eddie goes on to discover how to be his true self. Allowing himself to just want something with no guilty aftertaste for the first time in his life, Evan Buckley.Or where Maddie has been living with Eddie during her pregnancy in his 40 acre ranch. Eddie is a bareback rider and Buck is a born and raised New Yorker obsessed with matcha and- well now Eddie Diaz. What can go wrong?
Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
05 Oct 2025
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"We should take the BDSM test."
Eddie nearly spat his beer out.
Or, Buck and Eddie take the BDSM test and discover they are more than compatible.
Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
01 Oct 2025
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He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.
He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”
Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.Series
- Part 1 of Love is a Place
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Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
01 Oct 2025
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"I'm really glad you came back,” Buck said. “You and Chris."
Were they standing too close? Since when had they been standing so close?
“We wouldn’t have been able to stay away long. Who would have made us pancakes?” Eddie joked as he tried to get his heart to crawl back down his throat and behave.
Buck huffed. “Is that all I am to you? A pancake wench?”
“Don’t sell yourself short,” Eddie grinned. “You can wench a lot more than pancakes.”
“I don’t think that’s how you’re supposed to use that word.”
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Eddie has a lot of feelings about kitchens, or more specifically, the people in them.
Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
01 Oct 2025
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Buck’s not sure how it happens, but they find themselves falling into a rhythm. Buck goes on dates, not all of them as disastrous as the first, but none that warrant a second one, and afterwards he makes his way over to Eddie’s. They watch TV; they work on Eddie’s yard together; Buck starts teaching Eddie how to be a better cook.
And if Buck finds himself looking forward to seeing Eddie after his dates more than the dates themselves, well, that’s normal, right? It probably means nothing.
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Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
29 Sep 2025
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cause the sign on your heart said it's still reserved for me by bellabrady
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28 Sep 2025
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“Uh, excuse you,” Buck said with an offended scoff. “You would be lucky to have me as your wingman. Actually, you are lucky, because this is happening, Eddie.”
Eddie met Buck’s eyes again with a heavy sigh.
“Does it have to?”
“Yes.”
If Eddie hadn’t insulted Buck’s wingman skills, Buck wouldn’t have had to double down, but he had something to prove now.
Or: After Eddie comes out, Buck offers to be his wingman. It goes about as well as you'd expect.
Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
29 Sep 2025
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Buck manages a few more reps, and Eddie watches intently the whole time. When he goes to place the weight back on the rack with a loud heave, his muscles tensing, Eddie can’t help but blurt out without a second thought, “When did you get hot?”
Buck freezes. He pants and catches Eddie’s eyes again from above. “Uh, excuse me?”
Eddie regrets ever opening his mouth. He runs a shaking hand through his already messed-up hair. “Just– you weren’t this hot before, and now you’re…” he trails off.
Buck sits up on the bench and turns around to face Eddie. “Hot?” he asks, filling in the gaps with a pointed look. A stupid smile grows on his face with that fuck-ass tilted eyebrow.
Eddie hates him.
OR: Eddie comes to the sudden realisation that Buck is stupidly hot, and it awakens a whole new side of him that Eddie never knew existed.
Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
28 Sep 2025
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It hasn't been Buck's day, his week, his month, or even his year. He's (not) in love with his best friend, and he's putting himself back out there, except the universe seems to be screaming at him that dating is a bad idea...
How long will it take for him to listen?
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28 Sep 2025
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"So," Pepa says without missing a beat, her crow's feet sinking their talons into the delicate skin around her eyes as she smiles beatifically at him. "You love him. What are you going to do about it?"
Eddie's brakes come to a screeching halt again, proverbial smoke coming out of his ears. "I…hadn't got that far."
Right. "I mean, uh, tell him…eventually?" Eddie guesses when Pepa doesn't respond to him and instead stares at him like he's just started speaking Pig Latin.
"Ay," Pepa says in an exasperated little huff. "We used to have romance."
Pepa teaches Eddie how to woo Buck. Buck doesn't quite get the picture.
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Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
28 Sep 2025
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“So…” he drags out the word, long and languid, taking another pull from his bottle. Pushes harder. “That’d be okay with you?”
“What would?”
“If I… you know, brought someone here?” Buck drapes his arm over the back of the couch, expectant. Eager for Eddie’s answer.
Eddie just shrugs.
So Buck shoves. “Maybe we need to make some rules?”
“Rules?” Now Eddie’s frowning.
“Y-yeah. Or, like, a system. For… guests?”
Eddie’s eyes narrow in confusion and then widen. He chokes a little, coughs, and when he speaks, his voice has dropped an octave, husky at the edges. “What’d you have in mind?”
or: Buck and Eddie implement a system for sexiling each other. Except it only works if you respect the system.
Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
28 Sep 2025
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Maybe he just needs to meet the right person. That’ll help with the giant best friend-shaped hole in his chest. He clicks the end of his pen and writes:
I’ll meet the love of my life tomorrow.
Or, Buck's journal grants wishes. It's not his fault that the only things he wants are the things he can't have.
Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
28 Sep 2025
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As it turns out, Chris had been waiting for his dad to confirm they could stay in LA.
“This is home,” he’d stated simply. And that had been that.
However, that left the Diaz boys with one tiny problem - their former house was currently occupied. Luckily for them, said occupant loved their company and welcomed them back home with open arms. There wasn’t much by way of discussion - Eddie had told Buck that he and Christopher were staying in LA, Buck showed Christopher that his room was ready and waiting for him, and they celebrated with an evening of pizza and video games.
For a while, things were easy. Simple. Eddie was back at the 118, all of their belongings had been shipped over from El Paso, and the three of them developed a rhythm that made living together seamless.
At some point along the way, though, something shifted.
or; Eddie is in love with Buck. Buck is in love with Eddie. Neither knows how to deal with their current living situation, and instead of talking about it, things spiral out of control.
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Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
28 Sep 2025
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Buck looks around one last time, an old habit, even if they’re alone. Buck nods, and Eddie takes it as a confirmation that it’s all clear. Eddie presses backwards towards the shower. Buck shoves him against the shower stall door and meets his mouth with a kiss that’s rough and desperate. Buck can feel the urgency and the hunger.
Buck breathes into the kiss, hand threading into Eddie’s hair, tilting his head back ever so slightly to expose his neck. He plants a wet his on his pulse and hums loudly. “You really should work through your stuff more often,” he mutters against Eddie’s neck. He pulls back and looks into Eddie’s eyes. “You’re gonna get us caught.”
“Then stop picking up extra shifts,” Eddie demands. He pushes Buck to the other side of the stall.
Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
25 Sep 2025
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“Well, I was up late last night thinking about what you said, and I think that’s what I want to do.”
“Want to do what?”
“A gay sex bucket list?”
“Eddie, I was joking, you’re not serious.”
“I am and I did some research.”
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Buck and Eddie make a gay sex bucket list after Eddie come’s out and wants more experience.
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Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
22 Sep 2025
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Time moves forwards without mercy. Buck is firmly in the captain's seat. Except this time, he isn't keeping the seat warm for when Bobby returned. With Bobby playing advisor for a Hollywood show that resembles their lives a little too much, the 118 is officially Buck's. And of course, disaster is imminent.
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Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
20 Sep 2025
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After a pause, Eddie asked, “You ever think about just… keeping it going?”
Buck blinked. “What, like living together forever?”
A snort filled the air, and Eddie looked half amused and half serious. “I dunno, maybe? Something like that. I mean, look, it’s a new year, right? Anything could happen. But neither of us wanna be alone forever. So, maybe if we’re both still single in a year or whatever, we could just—” he waved a hand vaguely, like he was lassoing the future— ”make it official.”
“Official?” he echoed, head even fuzzier now.
Eddie’s mouth twitched. “Yeah, we could just get married, or something close enough to it."
Buck’s heart tripped over itself.
On New Year's Eve, Buck and Eddie made a drunken pact: if they were both still single in a year, they'd marry each other. They didn't mean to start sabotaging the other's love life to make it happen, but somewhere along the way, that's exactly what they ended up doing.
Now the only question is... how far are they willing to take it?
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Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
18 Sep 2025
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Buck supposes he didn’t realize he loves Eddie because of a fucking mustache. He’s not that stupid. After the initial freak out when Eddie walked into the fire station on a normal Monday morning a mere five days ago with that thing on his face, he regained his breath and said to himself “you’ve been in love with him this whole time, you’ve just found an excuse to accept it today” Which was probably the smartest thing he’s ever said to himself, or anyone really.
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Eddie has a mustache now.
Buck realizes he’s in love with him and now he’s losing his mind.Bookmarked by Taketheplanspinitsideways (Bec_86)
14 Sep 2025