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Nancy grits her teeth. They’re wasting time. The blood on the kitchen floor's gonna start drying again. Nancy needs to keep going and Robin needs to stop looking at her like that. Like she doesn’t know what to do. Like she did at the hospital—like Nancy’s some ghost to stare at, some phantom.
“You want to help?” Nancy says, unwilling to become a spectre. “Go home.”
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In the aftermath of El's sacrifice, Holly can't sleep without Nancy, and Nancy can't sleep at all. Robin keeps coming over, keeps being there. It doesn't help. Until it does.
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Robin tries not to think about it.
She remembers a time not that long ago when she’d look at another girl the way she thinks Will looked at Mike at that stupid barbecue and her heart aches for him, and for her past self.
Aches and aches and aches.
But it’s fine, because she’s not thinking about it.----------
Something's up with Will. Robin's sure of it. She wants to help. She can see how scared he is, how lonely. She knew that feeling, before she and Nancy fell in love and all that. It doesn't matter that she's too chicken to tell anybody they're together. It's fine. It's great. She's just worried about Will.
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the lights you make by BluejayBoi for RedPanda92
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
09 Jun 2025
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“How did you know? That you… That you wanted to go on hormones.”
Lest blows out a lungful of sweet-smelling smoke. “What makes you think I have?”
Oh, nice one, Vi.
“Sorry,” Lest says then. "Your face is all cute when you think you’ve screwed up. Think I got to a point where I couldn’t handle all the wondering anymore, I suppose. That I had to try.”
“Try?”
“To feel better."
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After a difficult run-in with an assclown ruins his date night with Cait, Vi's growing confidence in his identity is thrown off-kilter. The world is loaded with reasons to not bother being who he really is, and plenty of people who'd rather he wouldn't. Cait tries to help, but Vi struggles to let her. His floundering leads him to a surprising conversation, and an important realisation. And also, happiness.
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- Part 2 of the kids from yesterday
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laugh until my head comes off by BluejayBoi
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
24 May 2025
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"You think I’m here asking you to sign an agreement, something that involves financial compensation for undertaking the work you’d be agreeing to do, and you think it all makes you subservient.”
“Doesn’t it?”
“It makes you important.”
Sevika looks to the ceiling. Thinks of the concept of a joke, and how Caitlyn Kiramman’s in the habit of going around telling a whole lot of them lately.
“Right,” she spits. “Only as long as I’m useful.”
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Kiramman pays Sevika a visit to formalise their new alliance, limping into Zaun unaccompanied. The reality of their situation, and their partnership, starts to sink in. Sevika chafes at the possibility of history repeating itself, in more ways than one.
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- Part 2 of where i end and you begin
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call somebody closer to you by BluejayBoi
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
05 Jan 2025
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“You need something,” Lest says. “That’s why you’re here. What is it?”
“I’m not here to render your services.”
“As a healer, or your little spy?”
Mel says nothing. As if her plan was to show up, knock, and have the two of them stare at each other over the threshold for as long as they can both stand it.
Lest doesn’t have it in her.
“Thrilling,” she says, already pushing at the door. “Thanks, doll.”
“I’m leaving. Tomorrow. I’m leaving tomorrow.”
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The night before she's due to return to Noxus in her dead mother's warship, Mel Medarda pays Lest a visit. She's here to say goodbye. Lest thought they'd already done that, a long time ago. Being wrong is bittersweet.
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Teenage Vi's experiences of life, love and gender. A somewhat-modern AU with a slice-of-life bent.
Series title from the My Chemical Romance song.
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Caitlyn and Sevika, after the war.
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looking like a beautiful day by BluejayBoi
Fandom Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
08 May 2023
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Loosely connected explorations of Vi and Caitlyn's reckonings with the events of season one. So much has happened, to each of them and between them, and so much more will surely happen still.
Each work something of a standalone planet orbiting the same sun; read in any order. Series title from "Light Years" by The National.
Written before S2 was released, so no spoilers or deliberate references to those events.
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Connected standalone stories, in which Nicole explores their gender identity and Waverly goes happily along for the ride.
Contains bumbling around in the dark, hollering in victory at the light, learning to work without all the information, and as much love and support as any one person deserves.
Posted in the order they're written, and written in no particular order. Life is not linear. Neither is this.
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Nancy wore shorts sometimes, in the summer. Short little shorts that presented their own challenges to Robin's fragile psyche. And to bed, too, when they'd slept over each others' houses and dorms and now apartments. Shorts or pajama pants. Sometimes not even that. Not that Robin noticed. Not that it mattered. Not that it was any of her business what kind of clothes Nancy liked to sleep in, even if they were sleeping in the same bed.
But in the daytime, Nancy wore skirts. And at night, if she had time to change after work before they went out, sometimes she wore dresses.
And Robin was the worst person in the world.
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31 Dec 2025
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Nine years.
Nine years of beatings and cold and loneliness. Vi, the last living Thorn of the Rose King, has been forgotten—rotting away in the Stillwater Penal Colony. Her past? Erased. Her future? Buried. All she has left is survival… and Isha, a sharp-eyed girl with too much courage and too little caution.
When the pair stumbles across a secret they were never meant to see, everything changes. Escape becomes the only option and their only chance lies with an unexpected ally.
Now, in the unforgiving wilderness, Vi, Isha, and Caitlyn must work together to stay alive.
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16 Jul 2025
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crushcrushcrush by nirav for StrangelyThirsty
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
12 Oct 2025
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"You're illegal," Valentina says, blunt, impatient, annoyed.
"Undocumented," Mel corrects hastily.
"And?" Yelena raises an eyebrow. "Would you like one of my many entirely legitimate American passports?" She folds her arms lazily over her chest.
"The world knows your real name now." Valentina folds her hands primly in her lap. "Your passports won't help you. You need another way to legitimize yourself. This is the fastest way."
also known as: The One Where Yelena Needs a Green Card
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15 Jul 2025
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A frozen, staged body is found on the Blackfeet Reservation in Montana. The victim is a local woman—someone Officer Vi Lane once knew intimately.
Chief Grayson calls for help, but no one answers. Another Indigenous woman. Another local matter swept under the federal rug.
Until a second body appears. This one a British national.
Now, Grayson doesn’t have to ask. The FBI doesn’t offer help—they send it. A British liaison. No warning, no questions, no diplomacy. It just happens.
As soon as Vi lays eyes this liaison, deep inside a reptilian part of her brain, one sensation rules them all.
Danger.
And its name is Caitlyn Kiramman.
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13 Jul 2025
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“It’s quite refreshing, actually. My parents were always strict on table manners, it’s a nice change of pace. You’re clearly, uh— devoted. With food, I mean.”
Vi suppresses a snort. Who the fuck says devoted?
“Yeah, it’s probably a prison thing, although I wasn’t much better as a kid either.”
Caitlyn blinks, taken aback, “Oh, sorry, I wasn’t trying to—”
“It’s cool, don’t worry.” Vi dismisses her quickly.
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Vi is navigating her way back into life. Caitlyn just happens to be her stress-baking neighbor.
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09 Jul 2025