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Nicky closes the door behind him. He can't help giving her a wider berth than necessary as he walks past the coffee table to the opposing armchair, and if he were less tense he would have hysterics at how he is circling around this truly tiny woman as if she is a physical threat. He sits, posture straight and centered. The therapist sits down as well, and crosses her legs.
"How should we start?" he asks.
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"So, are you guys dating?" Nile asks during their lunch break. They are at the Indian buffet, and Nicky is telling Nile about a thrift store he and Joe went to that he thinks she would like. It takes a him a minute to parse the question. "Well, you keep mentioning him and smiling," she adds when he doesn't say anything. "And you haven't been seeing anyone for a while, so I just wondered if that was why."
"No, not at all," Nicky says. "We're friends, and he lives nearby, that's all."
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"Please," Nicky whispers again. It is prayer and devotion. Sprawled loose for his love, Nicky is worshipful and worshipped. "Please."
"I know, my heart," Joe replies, just as reverent. "You are doing so well for me."
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"Did we break him?" Nile finally shouts in Andy's direction.
"Like I said - now you've done it," Andy replies.
"Is Nicky a sloppy drunk?" she asks, incredulous with laughter. "I can't believe this is happening."
"It's the Catholicism," Andy says.
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Shortly after arriving in Naples, Katya receives an invitation to go shopping with her old friend Sophia. They haven't spoken in more than a decade. How much has changed?
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Draw's Advent Calendar by Cendiar
Fandom Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
19 Dec 2019
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he looks so cute wrapped round my finger by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Apr 2026
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“We’re just, well-“ Choui hedges, then glances round as if he’s looking for back up.
“We’re worried that you’re a bit too controlling,” Hayes blurts out. “Of Rozanov.”
Shane opens his mouth to respond, but he closes it again when he realises he has no fucking idea what to say. He’s - what?
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To Sleep, Perchance to Dream by papisadhu
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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In some cruel twist of fate, Ilya can only recall his mother’s face in his nightmares.
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11 May 2026
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Shane finds a new family in Ottawa. It just takes him a bit.
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- Part 2 of like a bright new dream
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10 May 2026
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Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.
Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.
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10 May 2026
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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