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Because once a week, he had the house entirely to himself from nine am to eight at night while he had his usual day off at the library and Robin was in class all day (and Eddie was on tour). He didn’t need the run of it, of course, because Robin would actually kill him if she found out he was engaging in sex acts in the kitchen — but it was nice to know he could be, like, loud and shift if he needed to.
(That, actually, might have been the only other thing Robin judged him for, but, in his defense, he grew up alone in a big ass house — he never really had to learn to be quiet.)
So he took advantage of it, and put on some pretty clothes and imagined some guy railing him in them.
In which Steve has a fantasy. Couple of 'em, in fact.
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10 Jan 2026
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It's been a couple weeks since the Russian coverup and Steve can sleep roughly two hours before he's wide awake gasping for air and clutching at his bedsheets. But hey, at least the bruises are pretty much gone, the cuts leave fine white lines on his body and he has a newfound fear of drugs.
But he's doing okay.
He's fine in every sense of the word.
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In other words Steve is not fine as he stumbles his way through the pain of losing someone he loves and struggling with trying not to get anyone else involved in this giant mess.
This is a what if Eddie and Steve met before the start of season 4 au.
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09 Jan 2026
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"It starts out simple. Eddie notices that Steve sometimes spaces out, but no one really pays him much attention. Usually, he’ll try to enter back into the conversation, and he’ll earn a few eye rolls when he has no idea what anyone’s talking about.
But what really haunts Eddie is the way Steve will sometimes be zoned out with his jaw and fists clenched, looking as if he’s reliving the worst of the upside down. He’ll gradually come out of it, and sometimes Robin will nudge him and quietly whisper if he’s okay, but he just shakes it off.
It’s like he has to appear fine in front of everyone, but Eddie gets it. He’s not sure what the group would do if Steve fell apart.
But a few times, he looks like he’s on the verge of it.
One time, he’s far away enough from everyone that Eddie is able to inconspicuously make his way to the former jock and nudge him. 'Penny for your thoughts?' Eddie asks."
Or, the way a dumb phrase and penny go a long way.
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07 Jan 2026
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"Eddie's eyes widen as he mutters out, 'The speed at which you're bypassing this gay panic is alarmingly fast.'
'Bisexual panic,' Steve corrects trying the word out again to make sure he got it right..."
Or, the one where Eddie's coming out has Steve realizing some things that should send him into a panic, but it doesn't.
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07 Jan 2026
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"Steve looks at Eddie and takes a deep breath. He can ask this. He really can. It's not that big of a deal.
'Hey, Eddie?'
Eddie glances up from the small book he's writing in and raises his eyebrows.
'Can you give me a hickey?'"
Or, the one where Eddie gives Steve a hickey to help him reject a girl but ends up awakening something in him.
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07 Jan 2026