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  1. Public Bookmark 72

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    Omega Shane presents in Vegas after years of being a beta and is accidentally bitten by Alpha Ilya. It results in the end of his career and a pregnancy he has no choice but to keep.

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    14 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    During the timeline of The Long Game:

    Shane falls ill in the shadow of an injury.

    Ilya, struggling with depression, never sees it coming.

    The fight mirrors Chapter 22 of the long game exactly—raw, brutal, final. ( Not exactly but with a brutal twist, angst and pain)

    "I gave you everything , and all you did was break me.

    Loving you cost me more than I knew!!!.

    I wish we had never crossed paths....

    I wish... I wish I had married Svetlana"..

    Only now, we watch what follows.

    They fracture beyond repair.
    Silence grows between them.
    They drift.
    They unravel.

    And from the wreckage, the Longing Game begins.

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    14 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 56

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    After a few rare days of not leaving each other's side, Ilya runs out to get Anya some food. Shane doesn't think it will affect him much, after all, he won't be gone long. He was wrong. Shane starts to have a panic attack at the sudden emptiness of a home without his husband in it. Ilya is taking too long to come home; what if something happened to him? Ilya comes home and fixes it. In more ways than one.

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    14 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya gets into a bit of a scuffle after a bad game, and Shane is there to put him back together.

    Basically, I make Ilya suffer and then let him fuck his boyfriend, as a treat.

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    14 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    Shane wants to share everyday boring life things with Ilya and Ilya wants to show off that he belongs to Shane and neither of them can get what they want right now because of reasons. They can make plans, though.

    aka The Great British Bake Off triggers Shane into a panic attack.

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    14 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 37

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    It’s not fair.

    Shane doesn’t want to be with Rose and Ilya doesn’t want to marry Svetlana, but it would be so much fucking easier if they did want to, so much less complicated and actually accepted both legally and by the public. 

    Sure, gay marriage is now legal in both Canada and the States but that’s only the tip of their problem-iceberg. 

    It sucks and it’s stupid and it’s not fair and Shane feels childish whining and drinking about it but it’s not. Fucking. Fair.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    After Vegas, Shane is convinced Ilya is done with him, and finds another man to sleep with in a desperate hope to fix whatever is wrong with him. Except Shane drops hard after his one night stand, and accidently picks up a call from Ilya while he's sobbing on the floor of his hotel room.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.

    Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured and angry and frustrated and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.

    (or, everything is same but Shane has a slight stutter that gets bad when he's sad. Ilya has never heard it because Shane has never been sad around him. Until their night in Vegas.)

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Shane decides to give Ilya space. He’ll call when he’s ready. So Shane accepts an offer from one of his endorsements to fly to Washington ahead of his team for a promotional shoot and tries to be patient. When his plane goes down in the mountains, Ilya struggles to find hope and isn’t sure how he’ll live in a world without Shane in it.

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    13 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 10

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    What happens when after an argument, Shane is invited to Ilya and Svetlana's wedding ?

    I suck at summaries so yes..

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    13 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 1

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    Shane leaves Ilya after a moment of intense intimacy, and Ilya struggles with his emotions as Shane avoids him. Tensions only heighten when there’s an interference in their dynamic- Rose Landry.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Before a game against Chicago, Ilya receives a text from Shane that he never thought he'd receive. As he rushes to be by Shane's side, Ilya gets in contact with Hayden and Shane's mom to hopefully make it in time to save Shane from himself. When they'd been outed months before, Ilya hadn't worried because Shane had told him he was fine. Now he's questioning everything to figure out what he missed.

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    13 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 21

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    After the accident in the ice Shane Hollander was forced to retire early, he suffered from concussion, broken collarbone, a broken arm and the worst is head injury that caused him to lose his memory. Shane was advised to not force himself to remember everything and he decided to just move on and create new memories. He moved on to have a new life.

    What will happen if he encounters Illya Rozanov, will he ever remember the person who's so dear to him in his past.

    On the other hand Illya Rozanov will only be the one who remembers what really happened between them.

     

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Ilya liked Shane’s parents. He really did. David and Yuna Hollander were entirely devoted to their only child–maybe sometimes a bit intense, if not a little overbearing, in Yuna’s case–and their attentiveness had moulded him into a kind, hardworking, and thoughtful man. Truly, their son was a testament to the quality of both their character’s–Shane’s soft underbelly nurtured by his father’s patient tone and earnest gaze and his shrewdness and talent sharpened by his mother’s fierce mettle. Shane was the sum of his parent’s parts, yet entirely his own, and Ilya was very grateful to the tender, yet firm, hands that had shaped the man he loved. But right now, well, right now Ilya was not their biggest fan.

     

    Jane:
    My parents are going to be staying at my place after the game on Friday.

     

    Ilya missed Shane. Ilya really needed to have sex with Shane. Now the man's parents were in the way.

     

    Or: Ilya is finally seeing Shane for the first time since their summer at the cottage but Shane's parents crash their first evening alone in weeks. Set during that agonising final season Ilya plays for Boston.

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    12 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 10

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    Connor and the fine line between love and obsession.

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    10 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 54

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    Victor squinted. “Is he…?”

    Marleau nodded solemnly. “Yup. He’s crying. On the dance floor.”

    Brad behind him tilted his head, watching Ilya spin under the lights, tears streaking down his face, magnetic and wrecked and impossible to look away from.

    “Why is he,” he paused, impressed, “kind of serving though?”

    or, an alternate ending to episode 4 where instead of getting with a girl at the club after seeing Shane with Rose, Ilya gets white-girl-wasted and goes crash out on the dance floor

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    10 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 23

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    What if there was a re-do of "Dinner With Hayden"? What if Rose was there and Ilya ended up making an unexpected friend?

     

    This is purely me trying to imagine how I thought Ilya felt and giving myself a re-do and some angst.

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    09 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 24

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    After a homophobic scandal rocks the monarchy, the Rozanovs propose a desperate PR stunt to the Hollanders. A royal wedding between the “Ice Prince” Ilya and Shane Hollander. It should be easy, really. They were best friends once, until Ilya left and never looked back.

    Now, Shane has to choose between saving the crown or protecting his heart from the boy who spent 10 years forgetting he existed.

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    07 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 45

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    Ilya is sitting on the floor. One hand grips a vodka bottle. The other rests weakly on the toilet seat. His face is bright red, eyes glassy, clearly just sick.

    “Oh my god,” Shane breathes. He crouches down immediately. “Hey. Hey— are you okay?” He cups Ilya’s face gently, checking him.

    Ilya can barely lift his head, but when he does, he looks at Shane and suddenly giggles.

    “Ty takoy krasivyy,” he mumbles. You’re so beautiful.

    or;

    a fic where ilya and shane have played on the same team for years, ilya confesses his love to shane in russian while unbelievably drunk in a bar bathroom.

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    07 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    ...I guess I should just say it. I was wondering if you'd—”

    “I think we should stop seeing each other.”

    “—like to come to my cottage this summer.”

    The plate slips from Shane's hand and shatters on the kitchen floor.

    Or: Shane doesn't get injured that night Montreal plays Boston. Ilya follows through on his plan to break things off with him. Well, he tries, at least.

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    07 Feb 2026

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