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    It's normal to think of your best friend while fucking somebody else...right?

    University life is simple for Suguru. Studying, cigarettes, casual flings with Satoru always at his side. It's good, its fun.

    But after spending a night with someone who looks a little too much like his best friend, Suguru is forced to confront a truth that he's been quietly avoiding.

     

    A slow burn of the dangerous intimacy of knowing someone too well.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Suguru hates Satoru. For years he has been in his shadow, hours wasted studying just to always come second.

    They compete relentlessly, it's a known fact.

    But where Satoru thrives on it, Suguru burns himself out chasing first place, always trailing just behind someone who never seems to try.

    But winning isn’t enough for Satoru anymore. Suguru’s frustration no longer satisfies him the way it used to; he wants more than second place, more than resentment. He wants to see Suguru break, to beg for something only Satoru can give.

    He wanted Suguru to yearn for him.

    It turns obsessive, destructive and very hard to stop.

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    19 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    gwaine/merlin turns into gwaine/merlin/arthur because gwaine is a menace and starts playing with them both. He teases merlin about arthur while they’re having sex, and then he starts giving arthur orders about what to do, how to touch himself.
    Meanwhile, Merlin and Arthur are knee-deep in druid chaos. What started as one guilty favour turned into a steady stream of enchanted letters delivered at the worst possible times. Now they’re secretly helping druids behind Uther’s back.

    Hope you enjoy ;)

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Mike (idiot that he is) still doesn't know what this unnameable thing is, but what he does know is that it's always been there. Has always been inside of him, has always swirled within the depths of his chest, and has always tried to make itself known whenever he was (and is) in the presence of Will Byers.

    But seeing Will in this new light was the equivalent of being whacked across the head with a baseball bat. A baseball bat built solely to amplify any and all already present feelings, making them impossible to ignore. Suddenly, the thing inside him wasn’t quiet anymore. No, it was (and is) loud. Loud enough to override all the other thoughts that should be occupying his brain space right now, and loud enough that even he can’t shove it back into whatever mental closet he’d kept it in.

    OR: Mike doesn't clock it. Robin does.
    (And then Mike does. And then Will does, too.)

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    23 Dec 2025

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    “I can show you the real thing, if you want me to.”
    “What?”
    “We could practice. I mean, actually kissing. I wouldn’t mind.”

    Or Will is getting ready for a date and looks defeated, before it even started. Helping him practice might be just the thing to help Mike make sense of his own confusing feelings.

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    21 Dec 2025