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Run For Your Life by Feelysonheelys
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
26 Nov 2025
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When unforeseen consequences threaten the Science Team’s peaceful postgame life, Gordon and his AI friends must face the past and go back to where it all began. Armed with nothing to lose and one hell of a plan, they’ve got no qualms with tearing the game apart from the inside out– on purpose this time.
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- Part 10 of The One True Streamman
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Start Again by Feelysonheelys
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
07 Apr 2024
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Bubby wasn't sure where he'd planned to go after Tommy's birthday party, but it wasn't here. Where was here, anyway? How did he get here? Why didn't he remember leaving the party? What's Coomer happy-crying about?
And why isn't Gordon there?
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- Part 3 of The One True Streamman
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A Couple Miles from the Highway by Feelysonheelys
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
18 Jan 2024
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"If everyone got to escape the computer for one (1) day, what would everyone want to do with their time? Together, or individual?"
The Science Team considers a hypothetical.
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- Part 8 of The One True Streamman
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Haptic Feedback by Feelysonheelys
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
24 Feb 2023
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Minific crosspost from blacktobackmesa on tumblr. Taken from a reply to an ask:
"I also think about Gordon getting one of those fancy haptic feedback suits. Y'know, those crazy expensive vests and bodysuits that simulate physical sensation in VR? Maybe after he's built up a few years of twitch popularity as 'that VR guy with the AI friends', he could get a sponsorship deal with one of those big tech startups to let him demo their stuff. He'd cry. You know he'd cry at the first soft touch. Big babyman."
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- Part 11 of The One True Streamman
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Pinky Swears, or: Gordon Has A Weird Time by Feelysonheelys
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
12 Nov 2022
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"Here’s my pitch. Gordon gets back from getting his passport in the past, taking the portal that Paradox Coomer made for him. But spacetime is already pretty jacked right now, and once he’s back on Xen— did Benrey get even bigger? No, that’s not right. But he’s stopped fighting them and seems to be trying to protect them now, that’s good. But— hang on, why is everyone ELSE— they’re not Benrey size by any means, but they’re taller than him now—?
'Ah, fuck,' mutters Gordon Freeman, age four."
A gift/weird brain tangent for @hlvraik on tumblr, based on ideas from their AU. Transplanted from a tumblr post.
Recent series
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The One True Streamman by Feelysonheelys
Fandom: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
26 Nov 2025
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An ongoing exploration of the canon universe. Gordon is a man with a computer, a thriving friend group, and unimaginable existential questions. How does one maintain a healthy friendship when you’re functionally on a different plane of reality than your AI friends?
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Jimmy's body is left in pieces following a battle, as are his friends' emotional states. In an effort to rebuild him and save their dear robot, they return Jimmy to his parents' farm, lending a hand as they collectively try to cope with rebuilding.
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It's the amazing, invulnerable, impossible hero that the resistance needs, but the shy, awkward, ordinary man beneath that Alyx wants.
Bookmarked by Feelysonheelys
06 Nov 2025
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“Sonic? Like, The Hedgehog?” by bongo_spindash (bongo_balderdash)
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic the Hedgehog (Video Games)
09 Feb 2024
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The thing about being a global hero whose entire schtick is running faster than the eye can see is that, well, people don’t actually see an awful lot of him. They know his name, they know what he’s done, and they recognise the iconic blue blur he leaves in his wake—but, just walking down the street, you don’t expect every single blue Mobian you see to be the one that routinely fights off giant mechs and ancient deities.
Really, how were they supposed to know who the guy actually was?
(Or: Five times Sonic invoked the Tony Hawk phenomenon, and one time someone recognised him.)
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- Part 2 of Bongo's Sonic Zone!!
Bookmarked by Feelysonheelys
22 Oct 2025
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don't sing the depths of hell (without me) by apricotzel
Fandoms: Half Life VR But The AI Is Self Aware, Half Life VR But The AI Is Self-Aware, HLVRAI - Fandom
20 Jun 2021
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“Are you,” Benrey trails off, eyes bouncing around the room, “okay?”
Gordon exhales heavily and places his head on the kitchen table in defeat.
“Takin’ that as a ‘no’,” he hears Benrey say, “Do you, uh, wanna talk about it?”
That is the exact last thing Gordon would ever want to do.It’s been six months since the Resonance Cascade and Gordon Freeman is O.K.
It’s been three months since Benrey moved in and Gordon Freeman is O.K.
It’s been almost a year since the last time he hasn’t been able to speak like this and Gordon Freeman is...well...well, Gordon Freeman is…
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Gordon wakes up and realizes today's a day where he just cannot speak. Benrey tries his best to help.Bookmarked by Feelysonheelys
13 Jul 2025
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Somebody Real by FallingGravity876
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
30 Mar 2025
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After the game, Gordon and Dr. Coomer have a heart-to-heart.
Bookmarked by Feelysonheelys
31 Mar 2025
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Gordon Freeman declines the G-Man’s offer and faces the consequences of those actions. Twenty years later, a vortigaunt with some of Gordon’s personal effects shows up outside of the City 17 train station…
Bookmarked by Feelysonheelys
11 Feb 2025