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    “I was thinking,” Hayden says slowly, carefully, “that it might be nice to add Lily to the WAG group chat? He couldn’t come to events or anything still, and he’d have to go by Lily, but it might be… nice? A way for him to— to be a part of things.”

    Jackie sits back in her seat, taking a sip of coffee as she considers her husband’s proposal.

    It wasn’t a terrible idea. It’d involve lying to all the other WAGs, but Jackie wasn’t too bothered by that. If Shane ever decided to come out, they would either understand or they wouldn’t—a line that would probably pretty closely mirror those who would be okay with Shane being gay and those who wouldn’t. And those who wouldn’t—well, fuck them anyway.

    “That does sound like it might be nice,” Jackie finally says, smiling when Hayden immediately sits up straighter at her approving words.

    “Yeah?” Hayden checks anyways.

    “Yeah,” Jackie says.

     

    Or, despite his refusal to let her add him to the WAG group chat, Jackie manages to quickly befriend Shane’s boyfriend. It takes longer for her to understand exactly what that means.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    17 Jan 2026

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    “We’re lovers.” Rozanov offered.

    “What the fuck?” Hayden said.

    Shane groaned. “Stop saying that, oh my God!”

    “What? Is not true?”

    “You two. You’re like- together?” Drapeau asked, his eyes flickering between the two of them.

    “Christ, I’m gonna be sick.” Hayden said faintly.

    Shane’s head reared back and Rozanov immediately stood. “Then fucking leave, Pike.”

    Hayden realised what he’d said and held his hands up, a look of panic on his face. “No. No, I didn’t mean- Shane I’m fine with you being gay, I swear-“

    Rozanov rolled his eyes. “Someone give this man a medal-“

    “For fuck's sake, Ilya-“

    (post-ilya moving to ottawa, hayden, jj & drapeau go to the cottage and find someone unexpected)

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    17 Jan 2026

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    "Roz?"
    Everything was too loud around them. From the outside, these moments, a player getting hurt, had always been disgustingly silent, but Cliff's ears couldn't stop ringing.
    He shoved a foot forward, the muscles on the side of his thigh smarting as he tried to skate closer, but the referees were already there.
    Hands on his shoulders pulled him back, pulled him close.
    "I didn't mean to." A whimper. The arms around him tightened, pulling him further back, off the ice. "I didn't mean to. Didn't mean to. Didn't -"
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    What if Cliff Marlow had hit Ilya in a game against the Ottawa Centaurs and had to deal with the confusion that was his crazy former captain and best friend high on pain meds. At least those meds were hopefully the reason for his craziness. Why else would Rozanov be calling Shane Hollander his sweetheart?

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    16 Jan 2026

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    His teammates were not treating this as the hard interview Ilya imagined it. Gone were the serious "intervention" faces, replaced with the glee of anticipation. "Roz was going to tell us about his fiancée," Dykstra told Hollander.

    Shane choked on his bite of Raisin Bran. "Oh?"

    "Yeah, I assume you know her. Did he say anything in the car, Hazy?"

    "Dude didn't say one word."

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    The Centaurs stage an intervention.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    The video leaks on a random Tuesday, halfway through Shane Hollander’s first season with the Ottawa Centaurs. After the relationship and subsequent marriage between infamous rivals and to-be Hall-of-Famers Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov was revealed at the end of the previous season, all eyes were on the Centaurs and their newlyweds.

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    A video from the Voyageurs locker room before Game 4 of Ottawa vs. Montreal leaks.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    The public knows about them, so why shouldn't Shane and Ilya go do their grocery shopping together?

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Shane decides to surprise Ilya after he beats him.

    Shane smiled at him. “I wanted to cheer you up from your loss.”

    Ilya glared at him a little, but there was no ice behind it, instead a warmth that spread from his head to his toes. Ilya stalked toward him, like a predator locking on to his prey, and Shane only let his legs fall open as his boyfriend fit between them. “Maybe I let you win,” Ilya whispered as his nose nudged along Shane’s jaw.

    “Fuck you,” Shane whispered as he tilted his head so he could catch Ilya’s mouth with his own. He didn’t think anything could feel better than kissing Ilya, nothing could quite compare- well maybe winning a cup would beat it, but only by a smidge. Ilya licked into his mouth, claiming Shane’s tongue as his own, and his right hand snaking down to rub a thumb over the jut of Shane’s hip where the lace laid beautifully against his skin. Shane gasped as his head fell to the side allowing his boyfriend the access to his neck where he could nip and bite.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Ilya tutted. “Uhm like Father Christmas- Santa Claus, yes? Only, on New Year. Old man visits home, walks through front door, and greets children with present. Less creepy than Santa Claus.”

    Shane furrowed his eyebrows. “You think Santa is creepy?”

    “Listen to song, Shane. He sees you when you’re sleeping- knows when you’re awake..” Ilya waved a hand and scrunched up his face as he gently leaned over to inspect the small Christmas village people. “He watches like some pervert.”

    Shane surprises Ilya by decorating for christmas....Shane gets railed....and Ilya makes the Hollander parents cry.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Shane is used to feeling fuzzy with Rozanov. Like he’s floating higher, higher, higher. But this - this isn’t that.

    Shane isn’t floating, he’s falling. Sinking down, down, down below, into darkness. It feels like there are waves crashing over his head, cold and sharp like needles against his skin, and when he does manage to breach the surface for a moment, he’s met with thick fog and a starless sky. It feels sort of like a concussion, but not. There’s no pain, just…haziness. Just a gaping, empty feeling, right in the centre of his chest.

    (Or, Vegas rewritten.)

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Through the haze of darkness and body heat and drunken partygoers, all Shane could see was Ilya. His eyes were fixed on Shane and Rose: the way she touched him, the way she kissed him, the way they moved together. And the look on Ilya’s face - the agony in his eyes - pierced Shane like a blade through his heart.

    It made him want to peel his skin off; made him feel ashamed for having a body that had been touched by someone other than Ilya.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    It kind of looks like junk, at first. Just a random collection of items, like the lost property box at the arena for things the cleaners find after games. But Shane quickly realises that the collection isn’t random at all.

    No, this is a box of memories.

    Ilya’s memories of Shane.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “My - it’s my,” Shane pants, his hand flapping like Ilya’s sometimes does when he’s searching for an English translation that he can’t quite remember. Shane’s heart squeezes painfully. “He’s-“

    He wants to say my boyfriend is on that plane. He wants to cry, and throw things, and scream the love of my life might be dying while we stand here. But he doesn’t. He can’t. His voice can’t find the words, can’t find the strength to speak, and even if he could - would he? Would Shane tell the whole world that for him, it has always been Ilya? Will only ever be Ilya?

     

    (Or, the plane scene in The Long Game goes a little differently.)

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Shane took a long sip of his ginger ale. “Lily isn’t… I mean… she’s not-”

    “She’s not a she, is she?”

    Shane shook his head. “No. She’s a he.”

     

    Or: Shane decides to come out to Hayden after breaking up with Rose, and Hayden is determined to find out who Lily is.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    When Ilya proposes he could marry Svetlana to get citizenship, he did expect Shane to be a little surprised. However, what he didn't expect was for Shane to look away from him without saying anything.

    Ilya had never regretted anything more in his life.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya?” Shane said in that same dreamy, loopy voice as that morning. Ilya exhaled in a rush.

    “Shane,” he said, and wanted to sag against the glass with relief. “What happened? Is something wrong?”

    “Not! Any moooooooore.”

    Ilya swallowed. Shane hadn’t gotten any quieter in the past seven hours.

    “Why are you calling me? You need to be resting,” he said, and it sounded softer than he’d meant it to.

    “I forgot to tell you something. Important.

    “You should not be telling me anything, you should be—”

    “My cottage has really good water pressure,” Shane announced.

    Ilya stared out the window while a small plane taxied past.

    “What?”

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    Shane's cottage has a lot of amenities, and he needs to tell Ilya about all of them.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. It’s too much. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.

    Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”

    “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.

    Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. Shane watches, his vision blurry, as a myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.

    He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.

    OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Lily: is it too late now to say sorry?
    Lily: cause I'm missing more than just ur body
    Lily: is it too late now to say sorry?
    Lily: yeah I know that I let you down
    Lily: is it too late to say I'm sorry now

    OR: an exploration of Ilya's Spotify listening history the 2 months shane ghosted him and started dating Rose. ft an uncomfortable number of songs about heartbreak, jealousy and a man whose “I don’t care” playlist says otherwise.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.

     

    Inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Rozanov glanced at Shane's phone screen, reading the top notification. Then his mouth curved. “Duolingo, huh? So fucking boring, Hollander.”

    Shane’s face went hot. “Yeah,” he said. “Learning French.”

    Rozanov’s eyes snapped to his. The smirk deepened. “Bad liar, Hollander. You are fluent.”

     

    or - Ilya finds out that Shane has been learning Russian behind his back.

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    15 Jan 2026

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