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Vincent has spent his whole life trying to figure out what kind of man he's supposed to be. His father's kind, probably. The kind that walks into a room like he owns it, orders the right drink, says the right thing to the right person. The kind that never pauses in a doorway.
On his twenty-first birthday, he puts on his best shirt and his nicest tie and walks into a bar alone to practice.
He does not practice. He sits in the corner for five hours and talks honestly to a stranger for the first time in his life, and somewhere between the drink he hated and the one he didn't, jazz, cherry stems, and the walk home, something shifts. Not dramatically. The way tides move. You never see it happen, but eventually you look down and the waterline is somewhere different.
His name is Alastor. He is, Vincent will think later, a considerable amount of time's worth of not yet.
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Jihoon has been composing symphonies in his head since childhood - too many tracks playing at once, too much noise, no pause button.
He finds the mute button in a blade.But silence bought with blood has a price that keeps rising. Eventually, he can't afford it anymore.
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The thing about breaking is that it's never just one moment. It's alarm clocks and protein bars and dance steps you can't quite land. It's blood between fingers and the cold weight of a roof at midnight. It's twelve pairs of hands that won't let you fall, even when you're not sure you deserve the catch.
Chan learns the difference between breaking and breaking open.
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- Part 4 of He ain't heavy, he's our maknae
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Jeonghan is tired of being everyone's pretty princess.
Seungcheol just wants Jeonghan to be happy.It takes a photoshoot, a 2 AM crisis, and one very honest conversation for them to figure out they've been wanting the same thing all along.
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Chan gets a tongue piercing for their upcoming comeback - something edgy, something mature, something entirely his own. He hides it from his members for three weeks, not out of shame but because it feels like the one thing that's just his. When they discover it during practice, what starts as curiosity about the piercing becomes something deeper: an acknowledgment of how much they love him, how much they love each other, and how sometimes the scariest thing is letting people see every part of you.
Sometimes being fully known is the bravest thing you can do.
Or: Chan gets a tongue piercing and everyone wants to know what if feels like when kissing
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- Part 3 of He ain't heavy, he's our maknae
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whilst looking at you, i dream of us by orphan_account
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), Boys Planet (Korea TV)
24 May 2023
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“Why did you kiss him?” Hanbin's tone was insistent.
Hao couldn’t ignore the answer anymore.
Because he looked like you, and you’ll never want me in that way.
“Because I was drunk.”
Hanbin stared into Hao’s eyes for what felt like an eternity. The quietness of the next few beats presaged the calm before the storm.
“You’ve never kissed me while drunk,” Hanbin muttered. His voice was low, yet latched with so much anguish it Hao wondered whether he was hallucinating the whole thing. “So why him?”
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25 May 2023
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In which Jihoon is overworked, but not exactly under-appreciated.
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And yeah, just as expected, Minghao comes out with “never have I ever had a lip kink” and then points directly at Mingyu and says, “drink”.
“What.” Mingyu manages as the room breaks into uproar. He instantly regrets his own inability to shut the fuck up, especially around Minghao and especially when talking about Wonwoo’s mouth.
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wonwoo has a habit and mingyus list of things he loves about wonwoo is getting far too long
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12 Aug 2023
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When Mingyu’s doctor advices him to take a break from everything due to his insomnia, he defers the next semester at university and packs his things to visit his grandmother in a small village far away from the rush of the city.
Once there, he meets Wonwoo, and quickly realizes that sleepless nights are going to be the least of his problems.
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Destiny has never favored Jeon Wonwoo, and he knows it never will.
He has come to accept his cruel fate, used to life's tribulations, but Kim Mingyu makes it harder for him to simply give up.
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27 Jul 2023