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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    What if the alternate universe in S10x10 “Luthor” wasn’t one in which Clark had been raised by Lionel, but one in which Clark was married to Lex? Canon divergence S10x10. Clex.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Rating:
    Mature
    Archive Warning:
    Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
    Category:
    M/M
    Fandom:
    Smallville
    Relationships:
    Clark Kent/Lex LuthorClark Luthor/Lex LuthorClark Luthor/Tess Mercer
    Characters:
    Clark KentLex LuthorClark Luthor | Earth-2 Ultraman (Smallville)Earth-2 Lionel Luthor (Smallville)Tess MercerTess LuthorJor-El
    Additional Tags:
    Clex - FreeformSmallville Season 10Season 10 rewriteAlternate Universe - Canon DivergenceParallel UniversesGood Person Lex LuthorCanonical Character DeathCharacter Death FixFix-It of SortsLex Luthor Needs a HugRating May Change
    Language: English Stats:Published:2025-12-27Updated:2026-01-24Words:27,133Chapters:3/?Comments:24Kudos:92Bookmarks:15Hits:858
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    Summary:

    What if the alternate universe in S10x10 “Luthor” wasn’t one in which Clark had been raised by Lionel, but one in which Clark was married to Lex? Canon divergence S10x10. Clex.
    Notes:

    Content/Trigger Warnings: implied/referenced domestic violence (not graphically depicted), implied/referenced past child abuse (not graphically depicted), mentioned death of a parent, cheating.

    Spoilers for all 10 seasons of Smallville.

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Rating:
    Explicit
    Archive Warning:
    No Archive Warnings Apply
    Category:
    M/M
    Fandom:
    Heated Rivalry (TV)
    Relationship:
    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Characters:
    Shane HollanderIlya RozanovHayden PikeSvetlana VetrovaRose LandryOther Character Tags to Be AddedCliff Marlow
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    Alternate Universe - Canon DivergenceSecret Marriagemarried for nebulous Visa Reasonsexploring canon events through an Okay But What If They Were Married lensMutual PiningPining While FuckingSlow BurnLike Emotionallyfast as fuck for everything else
    Language: English Stats:Published:2026-01-06Updated:2026-01-23Words:18,950Chapters:3/?Comments:84Kudos:542Bookmarks:191Hits:5,087
    there is no heart for me like yours
    profdanglais

    Summary:

    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    15 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Rating:
    Mature
    Archive Warning:
    Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
    Category:
    M/M
    Fandoms:
    Heated Rivalry (TV)Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
    Relationship:
    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Characters:
    Shane HollanderIlya RozanovHayden PikeYuna HollanderRose LandrySvetlana VetrovaJ. J. BoiziauDavid Hollander
    Additional Tags:
    Alternate Universe - Canon DivergenceCanon Divergence Long Game Chapter 23 (Post Christmas)Angst with a Happy EndingInternalized HomophobiaEstablished RelationshipBreakups & Make UpsIdiots in LoveComing OutChoicesHurt/Comfort
    Language: English Stats:Published:2025-12-29Updated:2026-01-14Words:34,649Chapters:4/6Comments:178Kudos:494Bookmarks:185Hits:7,427
    courage [it couldn't come at a worse time]
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    Summary:

    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    14 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Rating:
    Mature
    Archive Warnings:
    Creator Chose Not To Use Archive WarningsNo Archive Warnings Apply
    Category:
    M/M
    Fandoms:
    Heated Rivalry (TV)Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
    Relationships:
    Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovShane Hollander & Hayden PikeCliff Marlow & Ilya RozanovIlya Rozanov & Boston Bears Team Ensemble
    Characters:
    Shane HollanderIlya RozanovBoston Bears Team Ensemble (Game Changers)Cliff MarlowYuna HollanderDavid HollanderRose LandryHayden PikeJackie PikeCoach LeClaire (Game Changers)Victor St. Simon
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    Shane Gets TradedEstablished RelationshipAlternate Universe - Canon Divergencepost-heated rivalryLiving TogetherMoving In TogetherBuilding a home togetherBoston Bears (Game Changers)Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSDAutistic Shane HollanderCloseted Characterqueer people's complicated but valid relationships with the closetFluff and AngstDrama & RomanceHurt/ComfortIdiots in LoveHockey (like they actually play hockey in this one sorry)BanterHumorThe Boston Bears (Game Changers) are Good BrosHomophobiaOutingExplicit Sexual Contenthow to turn your ten-year situationship into uhual lesbianismBlood and Injury
    Language: English Series: ← Previous Work Part 2 of something you can fix Stats:Published:2026-01-03Updated:2026-01-13Words:56,277Chapters:8/?Comments:2,387Kudos:8,962Bookmarks:2,167Hits:116,769
    something you can build
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    Summary:

    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    After five years of touches that aren't enough, of words that are never said, Shane finally knows what sex with Ilya Rozanov feels like. It feels like the beginning of something more - something that will take them past this silly rivalry and into each others arms. It's perfect. It's all he's ever wanted, before he even knew he could have it.

    But by the next morning, he's faced with news that derails everything. And Ilya has no idea.

    Or, Shane sees Ilya in the tabloids with someone else and realizes he is in way over his head. The best response? Go no contact, find a replacement, and spend the next three years pretending you didn't knock yourself off course.

    *spoilers for future series/book events ahead!

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    18 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Rating:
    Explicit
    Archive Warning:
    No Archive Warnings Apply
    Category:
    M/M
    Fandoms:
    Heated Rivalry (TV)Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
    Relationships:
    Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovShane Hollander/Original Male Character(s)Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana VetrovaShane Hollander & Hayden Pike
    Characters:
    Shane HollanderIlya RozanovSvetlana VetrovaHayden PikeOriginal Male Character(s)
    Additional Tags:
    Slow BurnAngstJealousyJealous Ilya RozanovJealous Shane HollanderMisunderstandingsHurt/ComfortExplicit Sexual ContentBook/Show SpoilersHomophobiaInjuryShane Hollander Loves Ilya RozanovIlya Rozanov Loves Shane HollanderFirst TimeDepressionAnxietyPOV AlternatingNot Beta ReadSuicidal ThoughtsImplied/Referenced SuicideEmotional/Psychological AbuseDepressed Ilya Rozanovguys we have to build up trauma before we get smut but i promise it's coming
    Language: English Stats:Published:2025-12-11Updated:2025-12-14Words:31,005Chapters:3/4Comments:33Kudos:378Bookmarks:120Hits:4,478
    transfixed in the afterglow of you
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    Summary:

    After five years of touches that aren't enough, of words that are never said, Shane finally knows what sex with Ilya Rozanov feels like. It feels like the beginning of something more - something that will take them past this silly rivalry and into each others arms. It's perfect. It's all he's ever wanted, before he even knew he could have it.

    But by the next morning, he's faced with news that derails everything. And Ilya has no idea.

    *spoilers for future series/book events ahead!