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Buck is confronted with the undeniable truth: Eddie Diaz, as it turns out, is beautiful both as a man and as a woman.
Fuck my life, Buck thinks faintly.
Unfortunately, his mild panic does not go unnoticed.
“You—you like me?” Eddie asks quietly, voice disbelieving. “Other me? Me as a woman?”
Buck turns wide, panicked eyes to Eddie. “No!”
“I know what your face looks like when you’re into someone, Buck,” Eddie says under his breath. “You’re—looking at her.”
“Politely. I’m polite,” Buck stresses. He bumps into the counter and comes to an abrupt stop. He realises only then, of course, that both Lady Eddie and Lady Buck are staring at him.
OR: Buck and Eddie crash the car. The universe, finally sick of their shit, kidnaps them.
OR: a totally, super-serious spec fic featuring inter-dimensional travel.
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- Part 10 of cjo + 911
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11 Mar 2026
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Buck, predictably, answers within two rings. “Yellow. You’ve got Buck.”
“Hey, Buck.”
“You okay?”
Eddie lifts his head to confirm the state of his house. The orange tree is still very much there, amidst the wreckage of his home. The sole perpetrator, even.
“Sure,” he says.
Buck hesitates. “...Sure?”
“There’s a tree.”
“Where?”
“Inside my house.”
“Oh.” Eddie can practically see Buck’s eyebrows furrowing. “Like, you bought a tree?”
“No,” Eddie says. He hasn’t blinked since Buck picked up the phone. “It’s the orange tree.”
A beat of silence. “It’s inside your house.”
Eddie lets out an exhausted huff, leaning back in his chair. “Apparently.”
OR: there’s an orange tree. It’s in Eddie’s house.
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09 Mar 2026
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“What do you want to do?” Buck asks. It feels like a safe enough question—something neutral, not too leading.
Eddie’s brain does not, apparently, think so.
“Touch— myself,” Eddie blurts, before his entire face flushes. He presses a thumb into the corner of his eye, nostrils flaring as Buck stares, jaw hanging open.
For a long, horrible moment, neither of them says a word.
OR: fate forces Buck and Eddie’s hands when they get doused with truth serum.
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- Part 8 of cjo + 911
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06 Mar 2026
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A misunderstanding leads to dramatic overthinking leads to a very wet Frank leads to reaffirmation.
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25 Feb 2026
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This is about dying and about making amends. (This is about love and survival.)
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- Part 1 of Second Chances
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24 Feb 2026
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That week in March by Ren_Saxon
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
23 Feb 2026
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“Uh,” a voice that isn’t Phil’s, and it isn’t his, except it is, says from the door, and they both flinch and look up at the same time, Dan propped up in Phil’s lap, speechless.
In the door to their bedroom stands Dan, except Dan is pretty sure that he’s in the bed and also, he’s not that young anymore. The face of the other Dan is smooth, free of any crease, full, his curls shorter, his expression lost. He stands pressed against the side of the doorframe, arms wrapped around himself like a security blanket.
“Dafuq?”
In 2016, a younger Dan attempts suicide and wakes up in his own future.
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24 Feb 2026
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“We did switch bodies,” Buck answers.
“Well, yeah, but would you believe if he told you he and Hen switched bodies?”
Buck wrestles with the air in his throat for a few seconds. “Fine, maybe I could’ve—it’s just because you won’t stop flirting with him.”
Ravi swipes at some of the sweat on his brow. “Yeah, and if you haven’t noticed, he’s into it. I’m taking the initiative you have refused to for, like, eight years.”
OR
Ravi is presented with a golden opportunity.
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20 Feb 2026
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In the brutal hierarchy of prison, new inmate Sasuke Uchiha catches everyone's eye.
Fearing for his safety, Sasuke makes a deal with the crime boss who rules the prison: his body in exchange for protection. His heart wasn't meant to be on the table, but plans rarely go the way you expect.
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18 Feb 2026
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Everything frank has ever let go of has claw marks on it from where he held on for too long.
as he repeats his final year of residency, he learns when to hold on and when to let go.
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04 Feb 2026
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Frank Langdon's years in the ER. as observed by Jack Abbot
or: Jack watches Frank as he grows up, burns down, and claws his way back. but it is not his circus and not his monkey. he isn't involved at all. except he really is.
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04 Feb 2026
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Dennis has never really noticed what the locker room sounds like. Unintelligible conversation from the hallway, faint beeping from the floor, a squeaky pipe yelling somewhere above them. All of it’s background noise compared to the sound of Robby inhaling his shirt, his breath catching on an almost sound, like something trapped behind bars.
Dennis legs feel like they evaporated. “What—”
“Might if I borrow this,” Robby says, voice cracking, almost as if he’s about to laugh but his face is ashen. His eyes are everywhere except for Dennis’ face. And before Dennis can answer or scream or drop to his knees, Robby’s jogging out the door.
“Sure!” Dennis says a minute later. “Have a good night!”
A zillion times Dennis fluffs Robby for Noelle, one time he doesn’t.
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29 Jan 2026
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“I was gonna take him home,” Santos cuts his thoughts off, her voice all playful that suggests she knows exactly which buttons she’s pressing. She’s watching the way Robby’s hand hasn’t moved from the air around Dennis’s waist. “But if you want to---”
“I do,” Robby says immediately.
The words are out before he can filter them, too fucking raw for someone who is supposed to be just a colleague. He catches himself, and swallows the sudden tang of his own desperation, and drops his voice. “If that’s okay. With you. With him.”
or the time these doctors stop lying about being ruinously in love with the other
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28 Jan 2026
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After his boss gets him home one night, Dennis doesn't know how to act at work. He is drowned in an embarrassment that goes away a few drinks in.
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27 Jan 2026
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The Diaz Study on Long-Term Exposure to the Buckley Variable: Statistically Significant, Emotionally Catastrophic, and Unmodeled by DamnSterek
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Jan 2026
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Abstract: In a longitudinal assessment of the Buckley variable’s impact on Dr. Diaz, we document a surprising decline in objectivity, an alarming spike in flustered rambling, and multiple methodological failures including—but not limited to—accidental staring, uncontrolled blushing, and an unprecedented disregard for professional boundaries. Despite repeated replication attempts, no reliable strategy for emotional neutrality was found. The data strongly support the hypothesis that Subject Buckley is hazardous to academic composure. Peer review pending. Further study (and possibly therapy) is recommended.
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TLDR: A Buddie AU where rockstar!Buck crashes straight into professor!Eddie’s quiet life… and absolutely wrecks him (emotionally and physically).
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24 Jan 2026
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"Chim told me to go home," Buck murmurs.
Eddie swallows, gaze dipping down over the sight of him — Buck knows he’s a mess. Knows his hair must be all over the place, and the bags under his eyes definitely haven’t disappeared in the last couple hours. His clothes are wrinkled and he’s wearing two different shoes. Eddie’s gaze comes back up, slow, exacting, and then he asks, "So you came here?"
And Buck hears the question behind the question clearer than the question itself.
This is home?
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Or, Buck goes home.
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20 Jan 2026
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He better lock it down (cause good ones never wait) by Ren_Saxon
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
11 Jan 2026
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“Well, what did your hot model ex want? Did he call me crazy again?”
“Actually, sort of?” Phil fought with himself and lost, a little giggle escaping him at the sight of Dan’s expression. “He asked if you had proposed to me already. Said, if it was him, he’d have locked me down already.”
Dan stared at him with uncharacteristic silence.
“I know what you’re doing, Lester.”
Phil tries to ragebait Dan into proposing.
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15 Jan 2026
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For such a competent guy, Eddie is kind of unbelievably bad at taking care of himself. There’s something satisfying, soothing even, in just making him do what Buck knows will make him feel better.
this is a fill for the kink meme, for the prompt
Buck/Eddie, gentle domming
Would love to see Buck realizing how much Eddie LOVES being taken care of even though he can never ask for it, gently domming him when they're alone until it turns sexual.- Language:
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11 Jan 2026
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Sasuke finds himself, somehow, still alive.
So he tries his best to do just that; live. He cooks. He reads. He takes care of the neighbourhood cat. He lays awake, dulls off, wakes up tired. Some nights, he listens to Naruto snoring. And some days, his old friends come over uninvited.
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10 Jan 2026
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"You have no idea what you deserve. You’re terrible at judging."
"Who else," Eddie says, tiredly. "Who else will do it."
"Me," Buck says.
Self-denial won't save you, but there are other solutions out there.
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07 Jan 2026
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This was such a bad idea, but if anyone asked, Eddie would say it was Buck’s fault.
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- Part 3 of My ABO Era
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04 Jan 2026