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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    soulmates verse where people are compelled to collect items for their soulmate that they might need/want/use.

    ilya pov pending

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    22 Dec 2025

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    "Guys... did you hear that?" a voice suddenly booms from the corner of the locker room, uncertain, trembling slightly with excitement. Ilya freezes in place, hearing the increasingly louder whisper, which soon transforms into a repeated message: "Shane Hollander is retiring..."

    Ilya stands frozen in the locker room, the sound of his own breathing suddenly becoming the loudest thing in this frozen moment.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    21 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    shane finds ilya in the bathroom of their ottawa home. ilya is having a hard night.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    “Guess you were not pretty enough for either of us, huh?” Ilya said, Shane had expected his words to sting, but this shattered; it dug into every insecurity Shane had ever had, especially being pretty enough for Ilya.

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    After the whole mess with Rose, Shane doesn't know who he's meant for, but he knows it will probably never be Ilya Rozanov. This doesn't stop them from meeting again and from Ilya throwing a cruel comment out on the ice. Shane has never enjoyed being just "pretty", not to anyone, but after Ilya implies that Shane wasn't pretty enough for him to stay, Shane is determined to show Ilya just how pretty he can be.

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    16 Dec 2025

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    “Ah,” Ilya said, grinning, going for the joke.

    Shane looked up, curious.

    “So being boring is genetic?”

    He expected laughter. Or the way Shane would roll his eyes even as he melted, the way that made the teasing feel welcome.

    Instead, Shane’s smile disappeared completely. It wasn’t dramatic. It just… went. Like a light switched off.

    “Yeah,” Shane said, clearing his throat, forcing the word out before it could crack. “I guess so.”

    He took a step back, creating space that felt suddenly necessary, like he might suffocate if he drifted any closer. Every instinct in him screamed to leave. To put distance between himself and this feeling and the source of it before it swallowed him whole

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    16 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 17

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    Weight loss was eighty percent nutrition, twenty percent exercise. The exercise part he already had, mapped out in neat pen-and-paper grids because he trusted that more than any app. Running five days a week. Swimming six. With just enough wiggle room to add more if things got “out of hand”. Which, of course, they wouldn’t. Not if he kept control. Not if he stayed on top of it.

    When old habits start to resurface, Frank does what he does best. He runs.

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    15 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 62

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    Shane decides to stay, Ilya never wants to let him go, and they try to figure out life together.

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    15 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 46

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    Hey. Can we talk?

    Scott’s text message came in the middle of the night. Kip discovered it in the morning, when he was still blinking sleep out of his eyes, feeling instantly awake as he stared at the words.

    Hey. Of course. Where and when? He typed frantically.

    Scott didn’t read the message. He wasn’t online for quite a while.

    And then Kip got the call.

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    Scott hits his head. Kip was waiting for a text message. They're not okay.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    Scott must be confused as hell if he was asking for Kip. Especially in front of his teammates. Kip should say no, that he was a friend from outside New York. He lived in Vancouver or Hawaii or England. Scott was quite literally concussed, he didn’t actually want his ex-boyfriend showing up. It had been made abundantly clear that Kip and Scott’s friend groups would not be meeting each other.

    “I—yeah. What hospital is he at?” Kip said.

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    15 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 79

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    After their hookup in Las Vegas Shane is crying on his way back to the hotel room. Feeling vulnerable and trying to sort out all of his feelings and emotions, he accidentally presses “send”. Ilya reads it and just can’t stand the thought of Shane feeling disappointed and sad. It doesn’t help when he sees him crying. And now he just feels, wants, needs to make up for it.

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    What if Shane accidentally sends the “we didn’t even kiss” text and Ilya reads it.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.

    Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.

    Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.

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    14 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 62

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    When Ilya begins receiving notes from a mysterious admirer, he brushes it off as nothing more than an adoring fan. However, as the intensity increases, and the adoration turns to threats, Ilya realizes he may be facing someone far more dangerous.

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    13 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    Billy tries turning to look them in the face, but it's a futile attempt, one so pathetic it makes him want to cry. McVries comes to his bedside, puts a fever-checking palm on his forehead. That touch does something to Billy, and he stops fussing.
    It's the most lucid he's felt in a while: there are memories in his head that are recent, not just inane childhood-hallucinations. He remembers the sabotage, the kind of insurrectionist action so loathed by his father. It happened not long after Arthur Baker's death. Then came the run-for-it, ride-for-it in the rebel car, the pain and the screaming and the careening out of the world.

    or: The last three Long Walkers are rescued by rebels before Stebbins has the opportunity to come clean about his family situation. Forced to lie low in an isolated cabin with his former competitors, he's grappling with old demons and questioning his loyalties.

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    04 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 30

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    After a hookup that definitely meant more than either of them will admit, Ravi helps Buck with the difficult decision to leave the 118.
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    Whatever it is, no one seems to notice the change that Buck feels is written all over him. Carved into every word and movement.

    He knows for a fact he's looking at Ravi differently. It's like he can physically feel the way his eyes turn into little hearts every time he so much as glances his work partner's way. It's been like this all night. Ravi just looks so damn good in their dress uniform that Buck can't help but look right to him the moment he walks in. And then never look away, because why would he?

    Maybe any weirdness tonight is being attributed to the fact Chimney's finally making everything official. The last thing on anyone's bingo card is surely "Buck and Ravi start…something".

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    29 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 24

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    Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr. and Rafael Barba meet for the first time on Sonny's 3rd day of work at the 16th Precinct and immediately fall into bed together, starting a fling that ends up being more than either of them expected.

     

    [Or, A Barisi "what could have been" woven throughout the canon of season 16.]

    **Updates schedule will be sporadic during the holidays, will resume Monday postings in January**

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    28 Nov 2025

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    23 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 42

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    Sonny's starting to think he might have gotten more than he ever bargained for at SVU...in more ways than one.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    “You’re Rafael Barba. Assistant District Attorney for Manhattan,” he answered and Rafael let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding. At least until Carisi smiled so wide and happy and added, “My husband.”

    The words were so alien to him that he honestly couldn’t respond for a second, just kept staring at Carisi’s happy face and at the stitches in his head while he saw flashes of blood on the car window. He couldn’t imagine his expression but knew it was something less than comforting as he watched Carisi’s face fall, his eyebrows draw together.

    “What?” Carisi asked finally, eyes flitting to the nurse still hovering in the corner of the room. “What’s the matter?”

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    [Or, Carisi gets amnesia and believes they're married and Rafael has to play along... risking his own heart in the process.]

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    17 Nov 2025

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    In the middle of an ugly case regarding soulmates, Carisi and Barba make a stunning discovery. Sonny feels like the whole world just opened up to him but Barba only feels pain, and Sonny really needs to know why. And what he can do to fix it. Soulmate!AU

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    16 Nov 2025

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