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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    It was probably a bad idea for two kings to sneak out in the middle of the night.

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    27 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    Damen visits Arles to see Laurent.

    They are going to have to pick a place to live eventually.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    the domestic banter hejxkxifej

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    Andrew and the Idiotic, Thirsty, Ill-advised, Very Off-Limits Crush on his College Roommate's Younger Brother.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Andrew didn’t know he wanted anything until he realized he already had it.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
    I wanna get better, better, better, better,
    I wanna get better

     

    Or, Andrew persuades Neil to give Dr. Betsy Dobson a chance and the decision starts to change their relationship in ways they didn't expect.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    important literature !!

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    & other stories in which Andrew allows himself to be a ridiculous boyfriend.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Andrew gets his flu shot.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    After an upbringing lacking in mundanity, Neil just wants to live a “normal” life. He’s got a home, a circle of friends, a job — why not give casual sex a shot?

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    14 Feb 2026

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    simply one of the best casual-not-so-casual-sex-fics i’ve ever read !!

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    “You’re fucked up here,” Andrew says, prodding at the base of Neil’s skull with his pointer finger.

    “Business as usual, right?”

    Andrew rolls his eyes. “I hate you.”

    Neil had heard somewhere of a sensation felt by amputee patients. Phantom limb. Is that what they called it? Is that what it would feel like for Neil? Would he still feel the cold ghost of Andrew at his side only to reach out and wrap his arms around nothing?


    It's Andrew and Neil's last summer together before Andrew goes pro. Neil desperately searches for something to fill him in Andrew's absence.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    incredible yearner!neil and horny!neil thank you

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    This is what he can’t explain to Matt – they are so different that they cannot be compared. The other Foxes think of it as Neil and Kevin, Neil and Andrew, Andrew and Kevin. They do not see it for what it is – Neil and Andrew and Kevin. He can’t choose between them because he doesn’t have to. They are incomparable. Apples and oranges. They make him different. They make him better.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    one last time, i need to be the one to take you home
    one more time, i promise after that i’ll let you go

     

    Andrew and Neil break up. About two years later, they're both heading to the Olympic Games.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    feelingssssss

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    When Neil meets the perfect guy Andrew realizes that six and a half years later, he still doesn’t know how to ask the important questions.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    the perfect one shot

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    It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —

    Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.

    Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —

    And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.

    Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.

    Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Everyone on the US national team knows that Andrew Minyard and Neil Josten hate each other, so of course they all think it's hilarious to force them to share a room in the name of 'team harmony' for the entirety of the Exy World Cup.

    An enemies-to-lovers/professional Exy AU

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Andrew doesn’t mean it to get so out of control. Hell, he doesn't mean to start the collection at all.

    It just seems that whenever he’s confronted with merchandise of his boyfriend, his wallet has a mind of its own.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Nathaniel Wesninski was hard. Tough. Cold. He didn’t have time for fun, he couldn’t be soft. Or light. Or in love, like Neil is.

    Neil Josten can be whoever he wants though, he can be weak and vulnerable. He can be loud or quiet. He can enjoy wearing clothes his boyfriend likes.

    He doesn’t know how to say that, but from the way Andrew steps closer, he knows his boyfriend understands.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    The feeling morphed from an itch to a constant, the buzz of a worn-out system coming back online inside of him. It was supposed to be there this whole time, it belonged, ready to elevate Aaron to his full annoying brother potential.

    This whole time, he didn't want to undo their progress, didn't want to shame or fight Andrew.

    No.

    He wanted to make fun of him.

    Aaron calls Andrew out on being the most obnoxious boyfriend to ever boyfriend.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    "Is this your fucking date spot?" Allison asks, the joy like water spilling from a damn, a cackle woven between syllables.

    "It's a Chili's," Neil deadpans.

    "Holy shit, it is. You guys were totally holding out on us."

    "Wonder why."

    The Foxes decide to eat at an off-campus restaurant. Andrew and Neil are already quite familiar with it.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    CUTE

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    Deep down, Andrew knew he would always reach this crossroads, a time where the thought became too strong to ignore.

    Going all the way with Neil. It's not something he can continue to avoid thinking about. When Andrew looks back to the days where he held Neil's hands down, when he never got off with him in the same room, he's forced to acknowledge how much he's allowed.

    Not allowed. Welcomed. Wanted.

    But that’s not all there is to it, and the desire to make a decision finally makes itself known.

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    Chapters:
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    30 Jan 2026

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    The one where Andrew makes a perfectly reasonable request and Neil takes it too far like the dumbass he is.

    Or, relationships are complicated and communication is hard. They don't always nail it.

     

    So, Andrew has hit his limit. Neil’s charged silence next to him is so loud that Andrew can’t read over the buzz of it in his ears.

     

    “Get out,” he says, turning to glare at Neil.

     

    Neil blinks at him.

     

    “Whatever stupid thing you’re obsessing over. It’s irritating. I don’t have time to solve your problems for you. Handle it. I have to study.”

     

    Instantly, he realizes it was a mistake. He watches Neil’s face and body shutter up, closing tight like he’s locking down for a hurricane. It took so fucking long to get Neil to open up in the first place. Andrew had to peel him open one truth at a time. Fuck.

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    18 Jan 2026

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