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    After a high-pressure game, Shane Hollander is a live wire of anxious perfectionism, desperately insisting he's "fine." Ilya Rozanov knows better. He can smell the oncoming omega crash. When Shane's brittle control finally shatters, Ilya must use every ounce of his firm, grounding alpha presence to guide his omega through the collapse—from frantic resistance, to overwhelming relief, and finally, into the safe, quiet space of total submission and praise. (Or: The one where Shane falls apart, and Ilya is there to catch him.)

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    22 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    Ilya, more than anything, wanted to be the one fucking him tonight, instead of staring at him from across the club floor in the flashing lights like they were strangers.

    Ilya's perspective in the shower after leaving the club in Episode 4.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Rozanov poked a finger into Shane’s hip. Shane looked down, breath catching on a gasp at the sight of slowly fading handprint shaped red marks on his hips. Rozanov’s hands. Rozanov had held onto him so closely, fucked into him so hard, that he left marks on Shane’s skin.

    Shane should have been pissed, but really, if he hadn’t just come three times, he’d be hard in an instant. Part of him wished Rozanov had held him even tighter, held him hard enough to bruise.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    This season for Shane Hollander is everything - scouts watching, stats climbing, NHL dreams within arm’s reach. He’s disciplined, controlled, built to dominate. But then he goes into an unexpected first heat in the middle of a game. No one notices except Ilya Rozanov, a rival he’s only ever admired through screens and stat sheets, the one man whose scent cuts through Shane’s fever like relief.

    A whispered room number becomes inevitability. Shane arrives shaking, desperate, half-feral with need he doesn’t understand. What follows is hours of relentless waves of heat and hunger, release collapsing into need again, Ilya’s hands and voice the only thing keeping Shane from burning through the mattress.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    When Ilya gets a text from Shane in the hospital that just says “I’m so sorry,” he has no idea what to think. He expects the worst, except he doesn’t know what the worst possibly is.

    Ten minutes later Ilya receives a text from a phone number without a contact. His heart seems to stop as he opens it.

    “Ilya Rozanov,” it reads, and then on another line, “this is Yuna Hollander, Shane Hollander’s mother. I’m inviting you to dinner at Montoya's at 5:30pm tonight. It is private and quiet. Please be there.”

    Shane accidentally spills the beans to his parents while high on pain meds and Ilya has to have dinner with them alone.

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    01 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 94

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    “I’m going to take my time with you tonight,” Ilya murmurs, pressing down against Hollander's tongue until he can feel the drool pooling. Hollander moans around the intrusion and blinks up at Ilya. His face is so fucking trusting, so full of desire, it makes Ilya's heart race. It’s fucking terrifying.

    Unable to hold Hollander’s gaze, Ilya leans in to claim a hungry, biting kiss. Hollander arches forward and moans as his erection brushes against the bulge in Ilya’s shorts, then grabs Ilya’s shoulders to pull him closer. His hands are trembling. He’s trembling for Ilya, clinging to him like he needs him, like he wants him for real, and not just for sex. 

    But, Ilya reminds himself, this is just sex. That’s all it can be: just scaldingly hot, clandestine sex with a side order of mutually assured destruction. He takes Hollander’s face in both hands, drawing him in to deepen the kiss.

    An unexpected snow day with Hollanov, set roughly during the winter in late 2014 or early 2015, when things still feel new between them but they're starting to become a little more familiar.

    These two chapters tell the same story, first from Ilya's point of view and then from Shane's.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Hollander is always a bit like that, in increments. He takes every loss personally – every missed shot, every empty netter, every failed pass. He could stand to get out of his head for a while.

    It would be good, Ilya thinks, for him to calm down.

    To sit and relax, maybe.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    “Shane?” Hayden waved a hand in front of his face, snapping him back to reality. “Who’s the girl that Rozanov t-shirt belongs to? And, stop me if i’m overstepping, but does she wear it in the bedroom? Is that what you’re into?!”

    Or, the story of an old Rozanov t-shirt and the effect it has on both Shane and Ilya.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    At the club, Shane realises what he wants.

    So he follows it out the front door.

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    13 Dec 2025

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    Harry has trouble asking for what he wants in bed. Draco uses Veritaserum to help him along.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    Lily: How many times can you come in an hour?

    Shane doesn’t know. But he’s happy to test it.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    He hadn’t been consistently replying to Rozanov’s texts— partially because Rozanov was a flirty asshole who had probably texted hundreds of people like this throughout his short life as a man built like a Roman god, and partially because Shane was too much of a chicken to even try to flirt back. What the fuck was he supposed to say— yes, I want you inside me so much I can barely stand it and I fuck myself to sleep multiple times a week just thinking about it?

    Nope, nope, nope. Embarrassing, desperate, too clingy to fathom. There was no fucking way Shane’s emotions could be set loose like that on Ilya fucking Rozanov.

    But fuck— he didn’t want the texts to stop. He had to say something.

    Or, Shane and Ilya dabble in sexting.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    When Theodore Nott agreed to participate in Hermione Granger’s research on Veritaserum and arousal, he didn’t expect restraints, edging, or the most mortifying confessions of his life.

    But he’s about to learn an important truth: science is extremely hands-on.

    Winner of Favourite Kink in the Mischief & Magic Fest.

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    20 Nov 2025

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    Pansy only accepts the best ingredients for her apothecary. Unfortunately, that means working with Neville Longbottom. However, when she places an order for her personal stash and he refuses to fulfill her request, she has to convince him how effective her brewing can be.

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    24 Oct 2025

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    Pansy Parkinson is confident in her ability to keep herself safe. Harry Potter is determined to prove how wrong she is.

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    19 Oct 2025

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    When Neville Longbottom wakes up at St. Mungo’s with no memory of the past six years of his life, he discovers that he not only has his dream job and dream home, but is married to the witch he’d admired from afar for half his life.

    Now that he can’t remember how he got any of it, however, he’s in danger of losing everything.

    He has to fight to keep what he wants, if only he could remember how he did it the first time.

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    15 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 47

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    Neville Longbottom loves nothing more than to talk about herbology and his life-saving work in developing healing potions. A fact that wouldn’t be a problem…if he didn’t work as an Unspeakable for the Department of Mysteries. After a history of slip-ups, Hermione is not taking any chances with his work being compromised or stolen a third time and assigns Pansy Parkinson as his protective detail. The woman who he’s always had a little bit of a crush on and been more than a little bit terrified of surely won’t be a distraction to completing his work, will she?

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    28 Sep 2025

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    They survived a war, but no one taught them how to survive their twenties. Burnout. Scars. Grief. Expectations. In a world that demands perfection, six witches find strength in late night voice notes, texts, shared bottles of wine, and the radical magic of showing up for each other. This isn't about happily ever after. It's about still standing, tired, brilliant, and together.

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    23 Sep 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 76

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    It’s summer, it’s hot, and Draco will do anything to find out how Hermione manages to conjure ultra strong cooling charms.

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    26 Aug 2025

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    Desperate for a change of pace following the end of the war, Hermione leaves London for a distant seaside town. There she stumbles upon Draco Malfoy, alone and seeking a fresh start. Written for Strictly Dramione's Summer Lovin' Fest 2018.

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    18 Aug 2025

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