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as a Shadow, as a Silhouette by Lovesick_Rat
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Hawkeye (TV 2021), Black Widow (Movie 2021)
05 Sep 2025
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a post-thunderbolts* character study exploring Yelena's anxiety + depression, grief, and her slight tendency towards violence.
"Hawkeye. Tell me if my sister ever talked about me."
(Title from the song "Haunt Me" by Grandmas House)
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“My name is Emily Prentiss.” She says slowly, though it feels more like she is speaking to her reflection than speaking to herself, and for some reason, she and the person in the mirror feel like two different entities.
Her fingers pull at the ends of her hair as she continues her mantra, “Lauren Reynolds is dead- she is dead.”
[Emily has been having a hard time distinguishing between herself and all the people she has made herself be- she can’t tell where she ends and Lauren begins, she’s pieces of so many different identities that she’s not even sure if there is any Emily left]
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Beatrice died when she fell from heaven.
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“Never would Laudna have thought that an act as simple as sitting down at a dining room table would be the worst decision of her life.
In fact, a direct contributor to the end of it.”
(Title is a line from the song “Love Me Dead” by Ludo)
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Instead of the canon conversation with her mother about her failure to receive the halo, Lilith instead has one with her about the fact that she is no longer her son, but instead her daughter.
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No Longer Alone by FanficReader321
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
19 Nov 2025
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Set directly after the events of the movie.
Yelena tries to hide that she's hurt from the others, despite having a concussion and broken ribs. While they all crash at Bucky's house, the others eventually catch on, and everyone does their best to help, despite no one really knowing how.
*Or a bunch of emotionally constipated killers try to help each other, and realize that being together might just be better than being alone.
**Now a larger continuation as they learn how to be a team, and all of them living together in the Watchtower.
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Post Hawkeye.
Kate needs a friend. Yelena needs a friend.
The two have to decide what comes next for them.
Friends turn into more after Yelena deals with her past trauma.
Two idiots in love really.
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- Part 1 of The From Russia Saga
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Having battled her cancer and being reminded of her sister's death, Scully is left feeling like a shell of the person she used to be.
Some hurtful comments from Bill make matters worse and it all comes crashing down.Attempting to hide her struggles from Mulder, he quickly notices and desperately tries to break through to her and convince her to accept his help.
TW for graphic depiction of self-harm in the first chapter
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Scully moves to Salt Lake City following their trip back from Antarctica. Something tragic happens and Mulder comes back into her life, but is she ready for him?
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The day Emily Prentiss went missing the BAU slowly but surely fell apart. Spencer Reid still blames himself months after her abduction, torturing himself with going over every single detail of the evening she went missing.
Months pass until Emily staggers into a hospital and breaks down exhausted und malnourished. While it seems like a miraculous escape at first, the profilers soon have to realise this is all part of a bigger plan.
Will Emily ever recover, and will Reid be able to forgive himself? Will the team find out what happened and more importantly what’s about to happen next?