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  1. Rec 10

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    For a second he'd wondered if everything else had been a dream. If he was finally waking up now, after all these years. That Never Come Down had never been a hit, that he'd never been famous at all. That it was him and Matt who were going on tour.
    That was something they used to talk about. After booking the Rivoli, they'd tour Canada and the U.S. as Nirvanna the Band. A road trip adventure. Jay had such a clear image in his mind of Matt coming up with some crazy promotional stunt for them, something like jumping into the Grand Canyon.
    “You with me, Bird?”
    But no, that couldn't be right. Jay was the same Jay he'd always been. He was still in his Hawaiian shirt from the concert. He was in restraints.
    “Did you—" He blinked at Matt in front of him. "You kidnapped me?”
    Matt stood up, a little taken back. “How else would I be able to talk to you?"
    God, they'd ended up in a Misery homage?

    On the first night of Canadian Rockstar Jay McCarrol’s world tour, the man disappears.

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    10 Apr 2026

  2. Rec 13

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    Jay should really be more disgusted by Matt than he is

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    04 Apr 2026

  3. Rec 27

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    Jay wakes up and Matt isn’t home.

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    Could there be a sweeter arrangement? Over and over
    he gets to ask.
    I get to tell.

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    27 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 36

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    Through everything, there's an overlay of I want to take his hand, that's so stupid. It's dark here, he could kiss me and nobody would have to know. Is he rough with himself – would he be rough with me? Could he be loud for me? Could I shut him up? It makes Jay feel like looseleaf paper falling out of the sheaf, mixed up with no context, can't figure out where anything gets put back.

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    22 Mar 2026

  5. Rec 89

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    "I'm from the future," Jay says at last.

    That's not possible, is Matt's first thought but he clamps down on it because this is Jay, and Jay is wandering Spadina, and Jay is also here in his room. So. Something impossible is now possible and it may as well be time travel.

    "You're a time traveller." Matt giggles. "Holy shit. Holy shit. How did you—? No, never mind that, what am I thinking. Do you have a sports almanac on you? Any winning lotto numbers?"

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    20 Mar 2026