MayWilder
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"We will do this twice a week. I'll get your parents to write a letter to your school, and every Tuesday and Thursday morning we will sit here and recite scripture until you reach the absolution you so desire."
“How will I know that I’ve reached absolution?” Jake's voice was sore from speaking through tears. "How will I know that God's forgiven me?"
“Everything will fall into place, Jake,” Pastor Trevor squeezed the back of his neck again, prompting him to keep his head bowed. “You’ll find the grandest sense of peace, of finally arriving home, where you are safe and loved.”
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Or, while celebrating the success of the mission, Jake contemplates his past, present, and future.
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Bradley is Maverick’s child. There’s nothing he could ever do to replace Goose, and he didn’t do half as good a job as his best friend would have done. However, Maverick soothed nightmares and nursed fevers, negotiated during tantrums and cheered at every baseball game. And while Maverick did a lot of things wrong, you can pry parenthood out of his burned-in corpse. He loves his kid, and all he’s ever wanted is for Bradley to be whole and happy.
And maybe that starts with a real, honest conversation that is long overdue.
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Or, after The Mission, life moves on.Series
- Part 1 of Feels Like Home
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Her birthday was always the worst.
The anniversary of her death was manageable. It had been a day that Bradley was anticipating with dread, but it had been expected. Watching her finally close her eyes and take her last breath had come with an ugly mix of emotions. Pain, at never hearing her voice again. Relief, that she was no longer in pain. Selfish relief, that he was released from the burden of watching her deteriorate. Guilt, at the relief. And all together, it was Bradley’s grief. That terrible grief that had him clutching her lifeless hand, hours after it began to stiffen and Hospice hadn’t arrived, and - oh god, his mother was dead. Carole Bradshaw would never again make whole the lives of those around her.
All of the horrible people in the world, and the beautiful shining light that was Carole Bradshaw, was out.
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- Part 4 of Feels Like Home
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“My wife has asked that you join us for dinner tomorrow night,” Beau says carefully.
“Your wife, sir?” Jake’s brow furrows. “Why would she like to meet me?”
“She thinks its important that my mentee sees a healthy work-life balance.”
“I’m your mentee?” Jake teases, smirking lightly. “And you talk about me enough that your wife wants to meet me?”
“You can continue to be a pain in my ass,” Beau sighs, looking up at the ceiling. “Or, you can take the offer of a free dinner with a beautiful and intellectually stimulating woman.”
“Oh, I definitely want to see this side of Cyclone,” Jake grins. “Domesticated.”
“You’re bordering on impertinence.”
“Me? Never.”
“Let’s go back to when you respected me and my position.”
Jake appears to settle down, but only slightly. He clears his throat and squares his shoulders. “I’d be honored to attend dinner with your family, Admiral. Just tell me a date and time.”
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or, Beau Simpson didn't mean to adopt a fully grown naval aviator, but, you know; shit happens.Series
- Part 3 of Feels Like Home
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Jake: he said he wants to know if he can say something outside of a professional scope
Mick Mouse: SAY YES
Jake: Okay
Jake: Copied from his message “There are worse places to spend a friday night. Too bad it was for work.”
Mick Mouse: are you screaming rn? im screaming for you
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or, Jake is pretty sure he's fallen into a 90s porn flick
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Same Stars by MayWilder
Fandom A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, Game of Thrones (TV)
08 May 2023
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"All the time I feel I must justify my existence."
Prince Charles
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cheesy country love song by enzhe, MayWilder
Fandom Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Mar 2020
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you all the way down by inkingbrushes for chaentics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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“Is my favourite thing.” Ilya murmurs.
The rain has started to slow down a little. Barely any lightning strikes anymore. Soon, the sky will clear.
“What is?” Shane asks.
Ilya brings their joined hands up to his face and presses a small, tired smile to the back of Shane’s hand. “You and me.”
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(or: they’re best friends who go on a roadtrip together.)
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29 Apr 2026
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The memory of Shane’s face the first time he had entered him has been permanently tattooed on his brain for years. There have been very few nights where the image of Shane arching back with his eyes closed in bliss has not haunted him, so many times that he knows it as well as his own. But this Shane, the one underneath him right this very moment, is going to be his undoing. It’s the same mouth open around a soundless cry, the same eyelashes fanning over freckled cheeks, the same shock of black hair against a pillow, but the expression is peaceful in a way that Ilya has never seen.
In comparison, Ilya is unraveling. He can feel every cell of his body vibrating on a frequency that threatens to dissolve him into an entirely different state of matter. Here, inside Shane with nothing between them, he is going to split apart and be made new, something beyond flesh.
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Missing scene from the Tampa Bay hotel room.
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- Part 1 of Song of Solomon
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The Art of Disappearing by Wipandwonder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are soulmates. They just don’t know it yet.
For ten years they have been the NHL’s most legendary rivals. They have spent a decade convinced that they are opposites, destined to collide but never to connect. But what if the universe, tired of waiting for them to take the leap, decided to intervene?
It starts with a shared dream. A blue-lit, empty arena where the noise of the fans and the weight of their reputations finally fall away. In this silent sanctuary, Shane and Ilya are stripped of their armor, and in the soft glow of a world that doesn't exist, they do the impossible: they fall in love.
But the dream world cannot protect them from the waking one. When a devastating accident on the ice leaves Shane’s career, and his life, hanging by a thread, their romance is thrust into the brutal light of reality. No longer shielded by dreams, they must navigate a world of traumatic recovery and public scandal.
Shane and Ilya must discover if the bond they forged in the stars can survive the gravity of the real world.
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10 Apr 2026
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“It was in 2013. The first time, we were in that stupid apartment of yours in Montreal. So many pillows, you hired someone to decorate. I knew it was your first time, like that, with anybody. I wanted to make it good for you so badly. I’d thought a lot about it. I’d planned for it, like I never would have for anybody else I’ve been with. I didn’t expect— I didn’t realize how right it would be. I wanted to stay, I wanted to stay in that bed forever just to hold you.”
“Holy shit,” Shane says.
Ilya sighs, glares at him. “You have got to stop saying that in response to my romantic declarations. Is bad for my nerves.”
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26 Mar 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, get loved.
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- Part 3 of Duty of Care
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12 Feb 2026