1 - 20 of 99 Bookmarks by Redstar95

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane went down hard, bleeding on the ice, and Ilya was hiding in a stairwell to avoid Shane's teammates when he caught up on the WAG chat and saw the missed call from Jackie.

    Inspired by the last bit of "please leave a message" by Ravenesta

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,658
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    468
    Kudos:
    23,221
    Bookmarks:
    3,104
    Hits:
    166,941

    26 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,815
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1,251
    Kudos:
    31,622
    Bookmarks:
    8,290
    Hits:
    344,837

    25 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 50

    Tags
    Summary

    Sam kept insisting that their father was acting weird, but Dean hadn't seen a problem. So what if he was acting a bit nicer than usual? Yeah, he kept trying to separate them, and he hadn’t wanted Dean to come along on the hunt in the first place, but he hadn’t thought it was that weird.

    Looking back on it, Dean knew he should have listened to Sam.

    (Or)

    “Something’s wrong with dad.” Sam said so quietly that Dean could hardly hear it. There was a hint of fear in his baby brother’s voice that he didn’t know what to do with.

    “Why? Cause he’s being nice?” Dean huffed. Sam could be so dramatic.

    “No- that’s not…” the small voice trailed off. “Something’s not right. I- I don’t know…”

    “He’s just in a good mood, there’s nothing wrong with that.” Dean shrugged. “It’s not anything to worry about. If something was up he’d tell me, I’m sure of it.”

    And as the words came out of his mouth something in his stomach twisted. It felt like he was lying. But he wasn’t. There was no reason to worry.

    Right?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,799
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    59
    Kudos:
    254
    Bookmarks:
    50
    Hits:
    2,911

    03 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 48

    Tags
    Summary

    Sam has a nightmare about Hell. Dean hears him thrashing and storms into his room, instantly soothing him with the same tone he used when Sam was a kid: steady, protective, grounding.

    “You’re not a problem; you’re my favorite thing to be good at.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,519
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    208
    Bookmarks:
    48
    Hits:
    1,908

    26 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    He took a step forward, turning his head to try and see the figures face. But it was too dark. Then suddenly the figure turned. The moon escaped from behind its cloud and Dean couldn’t help the gasping question that slipped from his lips.

    “Dad?”

    It was impossible, ridiculous. It just couldn’t be. His dad was dead. Had been for years. Dean had been there, had seen the body, had lit the pyre.

    Yet there, stood amongst the tall grass and the flowers, was John Winchester.

    Or...
    Episode AU for Season 12, episodes 1 and 2.
    Amara brings John Winchester back from the dead instead of Mary Winchester.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,901
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    51
    Kudos:
    734
    Bookmarks:
    170
    Hits:
    9,987

    20 Jun 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 78

    Words:
    113,876
    Works:
    5
    Bookmarks:
    78

    22 May 2025

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Arthur and his knights, and Merlin, set out on a quest to find the last dragon lord. It’s a desperate last-ditch effort as they seek out the only hope they have for subduing the dragons rumored to have recently awakened.

    As their journey grows more dangerous Merlin’s magic becomes harder to hide.

    But Merlin isn’t the only one with a secret.

    (This is much more vampire themed than it sounds.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    199,578
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    829
    Kudos:
    2,333
    Bookmarks:
    643
    Hits:
    79,255

    19 May 2025

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It all started because of a stupid lead Sam checked without backup. That was how he found himself caged, used and shrouded by darkness inside an omega trafficking ring. The torture continued for months, until Dean finally unearthed the operation and saved them. While Sam sought justice in court for all the victims, he unwittingly became a media sensation.

    Sam wants to fade into the background. Being buried alive puts life in perspective. His dream of traveling seems impossible, so he gets creative. He's got the cash from a massive settlement.

    Sam realizes he doesn’t have to ‘fly’ under the radar, maybe he could ‘ship off—raise anchor?’

    Dean’s terrified of Sam disappearing again. He and his mate, Cas, decide to plant a Novak brother in Sam’s path secretly: as a hired bodyguard.

    It works, Sam and Gabriel set sail, Gabriel acting as a guide, captain and (covert) watchman…but complications arise. Complications, in the way that Sam learns to trust again and begins falling in love. Complications, in the way that all of Sam's PTSD medications compromise his nose, because Gabriel is fucking positive: they’re true mates.

    A normal around-the-world cruise would be too much to ask for, of course.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    71,620
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    340
    Bookmarks:
    107
    Hits:
    7,268

    05 May 2025

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    An alternate universe where Dean was fourteen when the fire that killed their mother happened, but Sam was still only six months. A world where their father drank too much and swung too hard, and Dean got Sam out.

    Words:
    546,770
    Works:
    18
    Bookmarks:
    225

    04 May 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 52

    Tags
    Summary

    Request by AngelColdHeart: Ever since Sam and Dean were born, they have had angel mates Castiel and Gabriel they are designed to fall in love with, but Lucifer and Michael are obsessed with claiming them first.

    Or how Gabriel screwed up the apocalypse.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,392
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
    73
    Kudos:
    350
    Bookmarks:
    52
    Hits:
    11,474

    17 Apr 2025

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Awkward, chubby teenager Sam Winchester spent his high school years enduring endless bullying, mostly from his secret crush, Gabriel Novak, the older brother of Sam’s best friend Cas.

    Twenty years later, Sam is grown up, successful, and has a rock hard six pack—but he refuses to date, too skittish due to his past. When his older brother, Dean, musters out of the Army, he convinces Sam to join him and sign up to be on the nation’s hottest reality dating show. Sam reluctantly goes along with his brother’s plan, hoping to simply earn enough ‘easy money’ to pay off his student loans.

    Once on set, living in a luxurious Montana Ranch, Sam begins to relax and finally enjoy himself...until HE walks out.
    Who knew that the ‘bachelor’ they were vying for would be none other than the man that Sam could never seem to get over—Gabriel Novak.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    165,541
    Chapters:
    31/31
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    607
    Kudos:
    783
    Bookmarks:
    192
    Hits:
    21,712

    16 Apr 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 63

    Tags
    Summary

    A routine hunt gone wrong leaves Sam bewitched into a five year old—physically and mentally. Most of his Big Boy Memories are hidden from him with a wall not unlike the one that kept his Lucifer’s Cage Memories out. And we all know how flimsy that wall was…

    Let’s not worry about that though! Until they can reverse the spell, Big Brother Dean is intent on making the most of the situation and giving Sammy the childhood he deserved.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    20,695
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    48
    Kudos:
    349
    Bookmarks:
    63
    Hits:
    5,299

    14 Apr 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Sam Winchester had almost given up on ever meeting his soulmate. He’s ‘too old’ by most societal standards, and he was starting to think it would be easier to let the idea go. There’s not much in Sam’s life that’s great other than his family and his dog. However, when Sam and his brother, Dean, are given tickets to attend a fan convention for their favorite TV show, Sam is finally excited about something. For the first time, it seems that life might finally be going his way. To make things even better, thanks to Dean’s brand new soulmate, Castiel, Sam ends up with tickets for a photo op with his celebrity crush, Gabriel Milton! When Sam meets Gabe, nothing could be more awkward—or sexually charged. But the moment is only that—a moment. The picture is taken and Sam is quickly moved along to finish out the convention alone. In the hustle and bustle of a Con Weekend, neither man notices that their Soulmate Marks have completed until later.
    While Gabriel uses his celebrity status to find the fan who is meant to be his, Sam is just plain confused. Time is running out, because once the convention is over, the chances of them finding one another will drop drastically.
    Tick...tick...tick...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    38,295
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    89
    Kudos:
    512
    Bookmarks:
    116
    Hits:
    7,639

    12 Apr 2025

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Sam Winchester’s brother, Dean, asks him to be his Best Man, Sam finds himself flying back home to Kansas for the wedding, despite his reservations. A chance encounter at the airport--involving a spilled cup of coffee--throws Sam into the path of outgoing travel writer, Gabriel Novak. When the two men find themselves as seat mates on the flight, the simmering heat between them ramps up. A quickie in the airport bathroom after they land has Sam walking on air when he meets up with his slightly estranged brother. He is surprised, however, to discover that not only is Dean marrying a man—but that his fiancé, Cas, happens to also be Gabriel’s little brother.
    When Sam’s accommodations fall through, and there is no vacancy at the hotel, Gabriel graciously offers to share his room. Between wedding drama, family issues, trying to keep their budding romance from their brothers, as well as just about every ex in Sam’s past crawling out of the woodwork, the two men find that their only respite is when they are alone together in their room. Sam certainly hadn’t expected anyone like Gabriel to come into his life, but after a weekend to remember, he isn’t ready to let the other man go.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    87,545
    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    361
    Kudos:
    604
    Bookmarks:
    151
    Hits:
    10,545

    07 Apr 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 55

    Summary

    When I saw Sam sneaking out behind a dumpster to drink demon blood, I said aloud "oh...he's an addict." And, dealing with a loved one with addiction, it completely seized me. I love the show as a whole, and I suppose I long for a family as loving and open as the one I've attempted to create below, trying to base it completely off of the amazing canon themes of family Kripke created. As a blanket statement, please be alert to themes of drug abuse, alcoholism, child abuse, addiction, depression, and anxiety. I have done my best to address these themes with honesty, but also humor, and much, much love, which is what we're all looking for, no matter what our issues and across all vices.

    Words:
    144,249
    Works:
    26
    Bookmarks:
    55

    28 Mar 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 42

    Tags
    Summary

    Sam adjusts to his new life. It consists of himself, Dean, and Dean’s boyfriend.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,270
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    195
    Bookmarks:
    42
    Hits:
    2,868

    17 Mar 2025

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Sam met Gabriel when he was ten (and Gabriel was still a Trickster). However, Gabriel still protected Sam for the next eight years. They get together. Somehow John finds out and tries to convince Sam to kill Gabriel and that's what brought on the Stanford argument.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,689
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    1,978
    Bookmarks:
    387
    Hits:
    19,766

    02 Feb 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When his dad comes back into the clearing with a scrawny kid he's just bought in tow, Dean isn't surprised. He knows Lilim aren't human, that they're creatures, like witches or wendigo.

    But the kid that John's got by the arm, who's pulled as far away from Dean's dad as possible without actually trying to get his arm back, the kid whose eyes don't leave John and are bright with fear, the kid who looks like he hasn't eaten in a couple of days and is obviously favoring his left leg...

    This kid looks an awful lot like a person. And what's more, he's the same age Sammy would have been.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    108,415
    Chapters:
    31/31
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    629
    Kudos:
    2,324
    Bookmarks:
    648
    Hits:
    77,867

    25 Jan 2025

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Circa 1988-9. Sam gets taken by the CPS.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,493
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    1,057
    Bookmarks:
    217
    Hits:
    19,503

    12 Jan 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The Cage was never meant to hold a human. It was meant for one archangel, not two, and definitely not a human soul. Little by little Sam's soul was being destroyed by the torture the Cage inflicted on it. Lucifer and Michael joined together and, with their combined grace, pieced together Sam Winchester's soul and sent him out of the Cage and into the past in the hopes that he can stop this whole thing before it even starts.

    Only, when Sam lands, things don't quite go so well. He's not all that sure that this isn't another torture the Cage has provided for him. He's in the past, right after Dean got out of Hell, and he's nowhere near the same man he was before. He can barely remember how to function as a human. It's going to take his family and a little help from a surprised archangel for Sam to start to recover. He doesn't have much time, though, because the apocalypse is still coming and the angels are fighting to get Lucifer free. Can one broken man manage to change the past? Or are they doomed to repeat their same mistakes over and over again?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    57,905
    Chapters:
    17/17
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    515
    Kudos:
    4,874
    Bookmarks:
    1,368
    Hits:
    80,086

    08 Jan 2025

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation