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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Changbin sighs and Jeongin can sense the action he’ll be doing inside the headspace, rubbing his brow like a tired old man who has to corral a bunch of crazy kids into listening.

    “There was something about him, Jeongin. He seemed hurt.”

    “Everyone’s hurt,” Jeongin fires back. “That doesn’t make it our problem.”

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    13 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Seungmin is struggling, but he won't tell anyone just how bad it is.
    Hyunjin loves Seungmin, and he wants to help him before it's too late.

    Or.

    Seungmin has been struggling with major depression recently, but doesn't want to burden his friends, and Hyunjin is hopelessly in love with Seungmin, but feels like he can't reach him.

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    09 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Jisung sighed. “Look, it was just one summer in high school and it wasn’t that serious.” Half true. “We never even had sex.” True. “It’s not like I was in love with him or anything.” Untrue.

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    After a brief summer romance, Jisung’s first love disappeared without explanation. Now in his junior year of college, Jisung is an aspiring writer and Minho is a student athlete who doesn’t seem to remember their teenage fling. Jisung is determined to leave the past in the past. But the universe and his roommate have other plans.

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    09 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    Seungmin isn’t a queasy person. He can rub someone’s back if they are sick, put a bandaid on a cut, see a broken bone - but when it’s himself practically gushing blood, he feels nauseous. He usually feels nauseous during panic attacks, so even if he wasn’t bleeding, he would puke anyway.

    He spills his guts on top of the shards. He feels like he’s choking and breaking and dying. Everything hurts.

    Why is life so difficult these days?

     

    Or, Seungmin is trying too hard, and his members don't notice - some more than others.

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    08 Sep 2025

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    “We can't." Jisung squeezes his eyes shut and puts his hands to Minho's shoulders to stop him. He tries really really hard to not think about the warmth and the muscle firm under his palm.

    "What?" Minho says, voice quiet and confused. It makes something in Jisung ache.

    Jisung opens his eyes and sees Minho blinking at him. His mouth's parted too. Jisung looks away, trying to stay strong.

    “We can't—" He scrambles to find the right words. "You know."

    or

    jisung shouldn’t, but he really really wants to.

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    31 Aug 2025