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    After winning the cup two seasons in a row, Shane Hollander is inexplicably traded to a west coast team just two days before Montreal and Boston are to meet for the first time of the season. Shane reaches out, Ilya doesn't reply. Then Ilya reaches out, Shane ignores him.

    What now?

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    16 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 66

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    Shane Hollander has spent his entire career in careful control - of his image, his privacy, and the parts of himself he wasn’t ready to share with the world. One leaked conversation strips all of that away overnight, and what’s left in its wake is a locker room that’s turned on him, a coaching staff that wants him gone, and an organization that has decided the easiest solution is to make him disappear quietly.

    Ilya has been in the league now long enough to understand that some things are too dangerous to want. He has his career, his team, and the laws of his home country to think about. He has very good reasons to keep his distance from Shane Hollander and the storm currently surrounding him. But he’s never been good at doing what he should do.

    A story about what it costs to have everything taken from you - your privacy, your safety, your right to tell your own story - and what it looks like to slowly, painstakingly, build something real in the wreckage. About two people who have been circling each other for years finally running out of room to keep pretending. About found family, hostile ice, and the difference between the life you survived and the one you actually get to live.

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    16 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    Shane stares down the medic, “Get a tourniquet on his leg and Cliff will leave but not a fucking second sooner.”  
    The other medic, a woman, starts going through their medical equipment bags and kneels next to Cliff. The loud one, a man, nods at Shane. 

    “That’s fair. And other than holding his hand, what are you doing to help, Mr. Hollander?” Shane glances down at Ilya’s pale and frightened face. He briefly takes stock of what just happened. He’s on the ice holding Ilya Rozanov’s hand. He's in his regular clothes at a game he’s not playing in. He steels himself and meets the medic's eyes again. Fuck it. 

    “I’m his boyfriend. I guess I’m here for moral support. Give me something useful to do and I’ll do it. But I’m not going anywhere.” 

    Shane looks down at Ilya. He shrugs his shoulders and smiles tightly. He watches as Ilya goes from shocked to awed to joyous and finally to overwhelmed. His eyes are glassy and he swallows roughly. “Have I lost too much blood, or did you just tell someone you are my boyfriend?” Shane scoffs and smiles down at him, “A little bit of both. Just stay awake, ok?”  

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    16 May 2026

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    “You fucking knocked me up.”

    There’s a pause before the corner of Rozanov's mouth tilts up, words nearly purring through his grin. “Ah. You are trying to turn me on, yes?”

    or: Shane gets pregnant. Unfortunately the father is Ilya Rozanov, the bane of his existence.

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    16 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    June 2010

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov hook up for the first time and Shane needs to process his feelings.

    As it pertained to his sexuality, he’d crossed the Rubicon. And there was no going back. The man-on-man sex bell had been rung. But could someone tell by looking at him? Was there something different about his eyes or his face… or maybe his lips?

    Shane brought his right index finger up and traced his lower lip. Immediately he could vividly imagine the feeling of Ilya’s soft, full lips on his, pressing and pushing; his tongue seeking entrance and Shane granting it.

    Shane closed his eyes and sighed as he relived the way Ilya had (gently) taken his face in his hand to hold him steady as he initiated their first kiss.

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    16 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 57

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    "Hollander, how come we never fight?"

    For all their years of rivalry, they've kept their fights strictly off the ice. Ilya thinks it might be fun to plan a fight in the third period of their upcoming game. No one thinks Shane's good enough to try it. And then Shane's accidentally lays Ilya Rozanov out cold on home ice. It could have been funny if Shane didn't dissolve into an absolute basket case over it.

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    15 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 8

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    Alphas were never made to take another alpha's knot - this is the dichotomy of every AlphaxAlpha relationship.

    Ilya and Shane are both more than aware of this.

    But what happens when a knot accidentally pops? How far can a body be pushed before it can no longer take more?
    (Now replace the words 'a body' with Shane Hollander and re-read that last sentence)

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    15 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 90

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    Scent patches were mandatory for anyone participating in World Junior's, but a lot of the Russian guys Shane saw in the hotel or around the rink had them loosely attached to their necks or not quite centered over their scent gland. Shane had been on his way to his parents' car when the wind shifted, and he smelled that Rozanov, leaning against the wall and not-at-all-surreptitiously fishing a carton of cigarettes out of his pocket, must have been one of them.

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    15 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 21

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    Ilya has given Shane almost all of his firsts. Years into their marriage, they’re still sharing new experiences, and although not all of them are good, most of them teach important lessons. This is the story of how Shane and Ilya learn what may be the most important one of all.

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    15 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ilya Rozanov's life has never been easy. He has always believed he didn't deserve to be happy, to have a happy ending.

    Against all odds, he's found his happy ending. He is married to the love of his life and they have just won their team, the Ottawa Centaurs, first championship cup in the history of the franchise. They are the hometown heroes, and due to some viral podcast clips, they are also beloved by pop culture. He's mere months away from becoming a Canadian citizen. There's no better moment to come out then now.

    Life is looking pretty good for the Hollander-Rozanov clan, until Ilya's past starts to come to the surface and it threatens everything he holds dear. Can he clear his name and keep his marriage together? Can he protect those he loves and those he knows won't be protected by anyone else?

    -or-

    Dallas Kent's world is collapsing around him. He's decided he's not going down without a fight, or alone.

    Will doing the right thing cost Ilya everything?

    Will the league sacrifice its best player in order to save another one?

    CW: There's talk of assault, coercion, homophobia, etc. in this fic. Please do not engage if this is upsetting to you.TY.

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    15 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 41

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    Where’s Shane?

    It was all anyone was asking.

    Canada’s star hockey player was missing - and no one in authority was talking.

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    15 May 2026

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    “You…wanted to see me?” He asks, barely resisting a wince at how awkwardly it comes out. “After yesterday-” He stops, swallows.

    Hollander makes a face–one of Ilya’s favorite faces, in fact–that says he’s a little embarrassed about what he’s about to say. Ilya feels his chest go a little tighter, wondering if Hollander has had time to reconsider, if he’d even planned to reach out after the game, apologize for spooking and running, ask to come ba-

    “Did something…happen yesterday?” Hollander asks.

    Ilya stares at him.

    (the accident that takes shane out for the season happens the day after the tuna meltdown) (...it also takes his memory of the tuna meltdown with it)

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    15 May 2026

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    Shane gets outed to Montreal a lot earlier than he originally planned to (aka never). The plan he and Ilya made needs to change drastically, as Shane finds himself the one trading teams instead of Ilya. Some things stay the same, but some things change.

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    15 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 57

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    Title inspired by the lyric in Season 2 Weight Loss by Harry Styles. Post inspired by a prompt I saw on Twitter from @mcgee_lives. "Tuna melt scene, but it's Shane that whispers Ilya's name, Ilya freaks out and makes Shane leave. Few months later, he's seen dating a model (if she looks like Shane, that's between Ilya and God). They date a little over a year, maybe. Ilya breaks up with her after he hears rumors of Shane dating a man."

    May deviate a bit from the prompt. WIP and this is my first time ever writing/publishing a fic but the prompt was too fun not to try. Criticism is welcome as long as it won't make me cry!

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    15 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 85

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    Shane (to himself): This is great. I'm going to get a good grade in friends with benefits, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve,

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    When Shane sticks it out at Ilya's house, and the tuna meltdown doesn't happen, he still walks away confused about what Ilya actually WANTS from him. When an opportunity presents itself in the form of Rose Landry and a very thorough PR relationship contract, Shane decides to take advantage of it to show Ilya that he can be a totally chill and normal friend with benefits, and definitely isn't too attached.

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    15 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 15

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    Despues del primer bebé, Shane siente el pecho adolorido. Ilya se ofrece para ayudarlo

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    15 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 64

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    In the beginning, suggesting Ilya move to Ottawa seemed to be a bridge over a previously unpassable body of water. It felt like a lifeline, a breath of air after drowning for years upon years. Maybe it was, at first. Shane got to have it all, everything he wanted. But despite his willingness to go along with whatever Shane wants, he can tell it’s been weighing on Ilya. He’d given up everything, and Shane can feel how lonely he is. He can see his bright eyes dimming, his laugh growing hollow; he’s withering away while Shane is emptying everything he has into a sport that can never love him back the way Ilya does.
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    Two years after Ilya moves to Ottawa, Shane decides he's worth more than anything Montreal can give him. He won't let Ilya be the only one who makes sacrifices for their relationship. But he doesn't know that Ilya has been struggling, secretly and in silence. And now the only question is if Shane is too late.
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    An alternative version of Shane changing teams and deciding to move to Ottawa willingly, on his own accord, without being outed. He and Ilya are honest with each other - but not before a bit of angst ensues.
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    NO AI USED ~ FUCK AI

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    15 May 2026

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    With Russia banned from competing in World Juniors, Shane and Ilya don’t meet until draft day. How is their story different without those first few interactions and without the media’s “rivalry” obsession?

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    15 May 2026

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    "Hi, I'm Matt," the man said. His gaze swept over the table, and when he met Shane's eyes, he winked. "Great to meet all of you. I'm a big hockey fan."

    Shane flushed bright red. Because he recognized that voice, and he remembered that name, but there were billions of people in the world, and Shane had never considered the possibility that his old vacation hook-up would make a reappearance.

    "You're a fan?"

    In which Shane and Ilya (and a few friends) run into Mexico top (iykyk) at the Kingfisher.

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    14 May 2026

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    Author's notes: I’m autistic and see a lot of myself in Shane Hollander. So I thought, in this situation, what if he did exactly what I did the first time I hooked up with someone and didn’t know what the protocol was after it was over, what the next steps were, how to be like everyone else in a moment that felt amazing and confusing at the same time. What if he just asked?

    Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Some things are from the show - aged up Marleau and Hunter, mainly - but the timeline is a mix of both. (Notably, they don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.) Some tags are for later chapters. I post a few times a week, and think it'll be about 30 chapters total but I'll update the total count if that changes. Please comment if you feel I'm missing any tags!

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    14 May 2026

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