ShadowOfDaysPast



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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    “So–” Gerard leans in to press a kiss to Ray’s cheek, their arms brushing when he moves closer and stays there. “Vacation.”
    Vacation.
    Actually– “Alright.”

    Gerard and Ray are in Europe on vacation. And they both confront their feelings and admit what they feel... and that they’re good for each other.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Gerard is a weird freaky guy. He is weird about nudity between friends, he is weird about Star Wars, he is weird about coffee... It’s hard to pick the weirdest thing about him but actually it’s not, because the dude has the freakiest reaction ever to horror movies.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    22 Feb 2026

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    ‘Oh my god,’ Gerard says when Ilya sends Shane a dick pic. ‘You can’t fucking do that, dude.’

    That makes Frank laugh. ‘You’re such a prude.’

    ‘I just have some fucking manners.’

    ‘Like you’ve never sent me one?’

    ‘Only when you ask for it,’ Gerard says petulantly.

    ‘What about-’

    ‘That was an accident and you fucking know it.’

    ‘Right, you accidentally dropped your phone down the front of your pants.’

    ‘Shut up.’

    Frank just grins.

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    21 Feb 2026