17 Bookmarks by Solaceofthewild

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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    In a world where Doms and Subs exist, Shane Hollander is a boring, mid-level Dom who never uses his voice. Or so everyone thinks. He's actually a level 10 Sub in hiding. He's never met anyone who could drop him. That is, until Ilya Rozanov skates into his life and drops him without even noticing.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s whining beneath him, head thrown back, exposing the long column of his neck and rutting up against Ilya. Ilya licks up his throat, nibbling at Shane’s jaw, before his lips brush the shell of Shane’s ear.

    “Tell me what you want.”

    The reply is instant.

    “You.”

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    or: after his drunken confession, shane keeps avoiding ilya. at a student party ilya finally gets the chance to speak to him.
    part 2 to Close to Me

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    22 Jan 2026

  4. Rec 21

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    Five times the crew read each other's diaries.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is struggling to make ends meet. After his best friend Hayden sets up a dating profile for him on a sugar baby website, he learns that there are some men who will pay for anything - even companionship.

    ** EPILOGUE ADDED 02/20/26 **

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Simon forces himself to keep breathing. It’s only suspicious if he makes it so, he tells himself firmly. “What’s wrong?” he teases, doing his best to keep his tone light. “I’m sure you’ve met plenty of my kind.”

    “Nothing,” Wilhelm jumps to defend himself. He picks idly at the skin of his fingers and Simon can’t help but notice the ragged flesh around his nails, almost as if this is a common habit for him. “I’ve just never had the best relationship with reporters - or the press.”

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    Or: Simon, a journalist at a left-wing magazine, eagerly accepts the chance of a lifetime to write a scathingly honest piece about the newly crowned King Wilhelm, who has a history shrouded in parties, drugs, and gay allegations. His plans, however, go to shit when he realizes that Wilhelm is nothing like he expected.

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    17 Jun 2025

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    The dagger at Simon’s hip weighs more than it had when he’d first strapped it to himself this morning.

    Wille gentles an arm around his shoulders, pointing out exotic birds and plants, explaining their respective habitats, their food habits. The vulnerable skin of his throat is unguarded, the tender flesh near his heart covered only by thin, white cotton. It would be quick, Simon promises himself, painless even. Wilhelm need not unnecessarily suffer.

    “– back inside?”

    Simon blinks up at him.

    Wille’s shading his eyes, brows knitted together in faint concern as he looks down at him.

    Simon feels himself flush. “Sorry, I missed what you said.”

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    Or, Wille is the second born son of Queen Kristina. Simon is the fool who marries him with the goal of assassinating him and bringing an end to the tyrannical monarchy. It doesn't go according to plan.

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    14 Jun 2025

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    He remembers, distantly, learning that when a body dies, it starts to bloat with all the things trapped inside. Gases, fluids, broken whispers of life clinging stubbornly to flesh. He wonders, grotesquely, if when he dies, it will not be gases that fill him but this.
    This feeling. Undigested, unresolved, unspoken.
    Will he rot with Matt’s name still burning under his tongue?

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    Alex has loved Matt for years. Everything spirals in one week, and he can't take it any more.

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    03 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Hoooooly shit, this was so good and so poetic, I teared up

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    Logan didn’t much like Erik Lehnsherr when he first met him in a bar about a year ago. Logan likes him a lot less after he dumps Logan’s tranquilized carcass on Charles Xavier’s doorstep like a dog presenting its owner with a stunned rabbit.

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    01 Sep 2024

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    “Besides,” Charles complains, “No one ever gets the story right.”

    Edwin hums. “If my memory of assigned school readings can be trusted—and I assure you, it can be—Ovid was perhaps the closest.”

    “You think so?”

    “‘Dying a second time, now, there was no complaint to her husband (what, then, could she complain of, except that she had been loved?)’” Edwin quotes softly, looking over to Charles as he does. “Many authors have assumed that I–that Eurydice–would be bitter or sorrowful when Orpheus turned. Only Ovid truly grasped that she was none of those things. How can one be bitter when one is loved?”

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    Or, Crystal accidentally awakens Charles and Edwin's past lives

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    30 Jul 2024

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    Charles and Edwin take on a case that forces them back to a tortured place - St Hilarion's. They expect it to be difficult, but what they find is beyond what either of them could have predicted.

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    02 Jun 2024

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    21 May 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I'm absolutely feral over those two dead boys

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    The boy Charles rescued from Hell, so frail without his waistcoat and ridiculous britches, had been nearly unrecognizable as his best friend. Charles would do anything, compromise any dignity, to make sure Edwin never has to return to the pit.

    He just has to figure out how.

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    03 May 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "Charles will dismantle this structure stone by stone, shatter the glass and burn the relics. He’ll wage his own unholy war to erase any semblance of dogma that makes Edwin believe he has anything to apologize for. Charles can find Edwin a new god to kneel before, if that’s what he really needs to feel safe."

    Going feral

  15. Public Bookmark 21

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    Owen understands conceptually why the New York mafia represents a problem, he just doesn’t understand why it has to be his problem in particular. It doesn’t help that New York in late August is so humid he suspects the air could be bottled, and it certainly doesn’t help that he’s sat inside a car with the windows barely wound down next to Curt, who has taken advantage of the weather to eschew a jacket. He hasn’t decided whether the view is a pro or a con yet.
    “So,” Curt says, “Enjoying New York?”
    “As much as I’d enjoy free-style trepanation.”

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    Owen, eighteen months into working with Curt, has been sent to work with him in America for the first time. It's an insultingly minor task, keeping an eye on the New York mafia, which Owen will need to cling onto to maintain his sanity in the face of his increasingly dubious taste in men.

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    11 Apr 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 22

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    Honestly, Curt should have noticed it before. All the weird ways Owen had changed, the shit he pulled on missions. This was just kind of a slap in the at this point.

    Follow up to my fic Green-Eyed

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    30 Mar 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Someone's jealous~~

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    “Hey, shitheads!” Steve “the hair” Harrington barks, looming in the doorway like a monster from the Abyss. “What the fuck are you doing in here? Get your asses down to the gym right fucking now.”

    Eddie gapes. First of all, the audacity— Second, he’s never been much for physical fights, but if this douchebag thinks he can bully any of Eddie’s kids, he’ll have to go through Eddie first.

    “Let’s go! Move it!” Harrington snaps, making an impatient gesture down the hall.

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    20 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Giggling and kicking my feet the whole time

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