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  1. Public Bookmark 73

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    When Cas became a human, Dean turned him away; first to protect Sam, then to keep Cas out of the world-ending mess that followed the Winchesters around, then because he was too ashamed to make things right. But Sam’s settled down with Eileen, the world looks like it won’t be ending any time soon, and Dean’s running out of excuses.

    Cas isn’t happy to see him, but he reluctantly agrees to work together to get to the bottom of some strange deaths happening in his new hometown. Dean’s willing to do anything to apologize and see if he has a chance at fixing what broke between them all those years ago.

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    02 Jan 2026

  2. Rec 60

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    Being the person heading toward that, going down that road, it’s literally killing Cas. They might not even make it to the end of the road before he gets there. And Dean is fine making that decision for himself, but what kind of person has he become, that he’ll make it for Cas, too?

    He thinks, for the first time, What the fuck am I doing here?

    He can see it now, that there’s a third option. He isn’t going to save the world. He’s not going to kill the devil, he’s not going to get Sam back, he’s not going to change anything for everyone. But maybe he can change something for someone.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Cas’s fingertips held in his own, Dean brings the angel’s hand to his mouth, and presses his lips to Cas’s weathered knuckles.

    It’s just a thank you. It’s just a way of saying thank you.

    Of saying 'thanks, I know that having to do this shit all the time must annoy you, and I know that for some reason you’ve chosen to worry about me and I’m sorry that you have to, and also, I appreciate it.'

    It took Dean years not to resent the help of Cas healing him. But slowly the resentment melts into tolerance, and again into thankfulness. And every time Cas touches Dean to heal him, he starts saying his thanks by repaying in touch. It starts with grazing his lips against Cas's knuckles, squeezing his hands, kissing the soft skin of his wrist.

    It’s a way of saying thanks. And, he guesses, sorry.

    Of saying, 'Sorry for scaring you. I don’t know how me being hurt could scare you like it always seems to. But it always seems to. And that scares me.'

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    30 Dec 2025

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    When Dean thinks about it later, he could almost swear it had been raining the day Castiel left. But the rain came after. Castiel leaves on a day with no clouds, a day with golden sunlight warming Dean throughout. It happens without warning, like lightning striking out of a clear blue sky.

    It’s raining when he throws his bags in the Impala and it’s raining when he turns on the interstate and it’s still raining when he hits the state line so he keeps on going. Dean drives and it rains, so he turns on his windshield wipers and watches raindrops sliding down the windshield and flicking away into the gray air, and he just keeps thinking that this can’t be happening. It just can’t.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Eddie Munson doesn't mind working at the Family Video Store. It's a nice sense of normalcy (not to mention money) and he gets to see Robin more because of it. However, between working together and sharing the same best friend, he's also been seeing a lot more of Steve Harrington.

    He wants nothing more than to enjoy mindless fun with his friends now that everything with Vecna is over, but Eddie's finding it hard to move on from what happened. Even if the strangest thing in his life right now was simply the fact he and Steve Harrington might actually be friends.

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    08 Sep 2023