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    During the off-season, Rin Itoshi is left in the care of his estranged older brother Sae, stirring painful memories of abandonment and the brother he no longer recognizes. Isolated and overwhelmed by years of emotional suppression and pressure from Blue Lock, Rin turns to self-harm as a silent cry for help. When Sae unexpectedly shows concern after noticing the signs…it’s too late

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    20 Jul 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    The Reserve caught his attention in the first competition, and Komaeda couldn't let go after. What a horrid luck it was. To want to connect with a Reserve Course student of all people, someone that is even more insignificant than him. Yet he couldn't help it, with each competition, between all the teasing and arguing a strange bond seemed to form between the two boys.

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    23 Jul 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Itoshi Rin, determined to lead his youth team to a nationals victory in his brother's absence, chooses to stay with his aunt in the neighbouring town of Iwatobi for the year as his parents temporarily move to Tokyo for work.

    School club is mandatory, and Rin's vague hope of a football team to practice with outside of his official training hours are crushed in an instance.

    Somehow, he ends up joining the swim club.

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    19 Jul 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    After losing everything he thought gave his life meaning, Rin Itoshi sinks into a silent war with himself. He is trapped in a cycle of depression, disconnection, and thoughts he can’t outrun. With his brother gone, his worth questioned, and his own dreams unraveling, Rin retreats into the kind of loneliness that feels permanent, but sometimes, healing doesn’t start with hope. It starts with someone sitting beside you in the dark. With quiet rooftop moments. With a cookie you didn’t ask for. With a stranger who reminds you that your pain is real, and that you still matter, even if you don’t believe it yet.

    This is a slow, aching journey of learning to live with yourself, of finding small reasons to stay, and of being loved back to life by people who choose you, especially when you can’t choose yourself.

    (Chapter 1 is now beta read and yea hopefully you all can enjoy it 💕💕)

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    12 Jul 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    On a normal spring day, Hiori and Rin listen to music as they relax on the couch. Everything is nice and smooth until Hiori finds something out about his beloved “perfect” Rin.

    “Well I never expected this from Mr. Perfect..”

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    25 Jun 2025