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  1. Public Bookmark 56

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    “What would you do if I abstracted tomorrow?”

    Jax's voice was steady, yet a flicker of hesitation danced in his eyes.
    "I’d move on." He turned his head towards her, a slow and deliberate motion as he added, "And probably forget about you." He tilted his head slightly

    “Okay… Okay… I understand…”

    A low scoff escaped Jax's lips, followed by a soft chuckle as he turned back to meet her gaze. “Geez, you really can’t take a joke, can you?” His expression shifted as he blinked and surveyed his surroundings. No longer in the main area and Pomni had vanished from sight

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    17 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 51

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    Jax is exhausted. Keeping up his "funny" facade day in and day out is finally taking a toll on him, especially after his huge fight with Pomni, the last person in the circus who gave him the time of day. So when he finds a strange new friend, who offers him a curious way out of his anxious predicament, he takes it - only to start slipping away in front of everyone's eyes.

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  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    An AU stemming from episode 4! The Reevaluation goes horribly, and now Jax has to deal with it mentally as he struggles through interactions with others and adventures, trying to keep up his image around them, especially Gangle.

    Alt description, Jax gets traumatized to hell and back and can’t cope.

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    27 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 70

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    Jax is fine.

    Completely and totally fine.

    He's fine when his best friend suddenly becomes aggressive and turns on him. He's fine when he starts pushing everyone else away. He's fine after fighting with Pomni when she claims they're friends. And he's sure as hell fine when he locks himself and his room, slowly beginning to abstract.

    Jax's world is coming down around him and he struggles to admit that he's lost control, that maybe he's never been in control.

    When he started to abstract he didn't expect to wake up. He didn't expect the rest of the circus to suddenly be rallying with him after everything he said and did.

    And he definitely didn't expect that he might finally have to admit, to himself and everyone else, that he's not okay.

    (OR: After episode 6 Jax starts to abstract. The gang finds a way to stop it but there are… consequences. Jax is forced to think about his past and becomes angry at the idea that he once again could be hopeless. But is he really?)

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    16 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    It’s the end of the Metal Virus. Everyone is safe. Everyone is alive. Everyone is (largely) happy.

    Sonic knows better than to listen to voices in his head. He is better than that. He is better. He is fine. Very fine. Nothing wrong.

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    Sonic slowly deteriorates, and he’s not as slick as he thinks he is.

     

    TEMPORARY HIATUS WHILE I FIGURE OUT WHERE THE FUCK IS THE PLOT IS GOING <3

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    14 Aug 2025