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“Am I sure ?” Yes, yes you are. | Trans Dazai Week 2025 by Xaurgam
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 Sep 2025
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After getting saved by Mori at the age of 14, Dazai learns that no, it’s not usual to feel like some part of your body doesn't belong to you, nor is it usual to feel better when someone calls you by the wrong pronoun. Long story short : he finds out he’s a trans.
And, well, life gets interesting when you gotta show the world who you truly are.
This is a series of one-shots about Dazai Trans experience throughout the years. This is also an AU, although I’ll try to keep the timeline canon compliant, the character might not act as they would in canon and their relationship might differ.
Day 1 : First time binding
/packing/tucking| “You like how it looks ?” |Pride
Day 2: Dressing up | “Who cares what they say?” |Hair cuts/Hair growth
Day 4:Canon divergence| “What do we have here?” | Periods
Day 5:Found Family| “You are who you are.” |Pregnancy
Day 6: Top surgery/Bottom surgery| “I love you.” |Retribution
Day 7: Free day! (Morning cuddle | “Thank you for being here.”)
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There is something wrong with Dazai Osamu, Atsushi realized, besides his obvious penchant for suicide. He didn’t realize it all at once. It had crept up on him. A slow, crawling certainty that lodged itself under his skin and refused to leave.
Atsushi had noticed the small things first. The way Dazai sometimes lost track of conversations, then rejoined them a beat too late. The way his smile didn’t quite match his eyes. The way he seemed tired in a manner sleep couldn’t fix. Sometimes he seemed distant for no reason at all, present but not entirely there.
Dazai smiled when Atsushi asked after him. His giggle was a thin, hollow sound that echoed in the air. It sounded like the start of his usual teasing except it was something rehearsed, wrong.
“Ah, Atsushi-kun,” Dazai said, lips curving faintly, though his eyes remained dull. “Didn’t you hear? I’m dying.”
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The body was a rumor I never started by m1ko_d34d
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 Dec 2025
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Idk man a transzai Kunichuuzai angst story
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14 Apr 2026
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I would like to know if the author was in my wall thank you
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Captain Nakahara by Corruptedheart for thisnonsns
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
07 Mar 2026
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There are two types of people in the military - those who have seen death and those who have not. Captain Nakahara Chuuya belongs to the former; mentally and physically scarred, he returns to Japan as a hero and gets stationed at a new base, away from all the action. There, he meets Osamu, the son of Colonel Dazai, who turns out to be just as troubled as he is, but in another way. New place, new faces, and new troubles, all while trying to find a way back to himself - but, oddly enough, could this reclusive, rude young omega help him along?
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It's exactly what it sounds like. Captain Chuuya, Colonel's son Dazai, Dazai's heat spent together, and a lighthearted story but with darkness on the edges and traumatic reveals. Hopefully, a satisfying ending, but that's what I got you for.
Comes with gorgeous art by Lex_Dark, but the link is after the relevant chapter to avoid spoilers)))
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Kunikida was a math professor before entering the ADA, he should understand to graph charts by now.
The weird thing is.. He doesn't, he doesn't understand this problem, perhaps it isn't exactly a math problem?
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KUNIZAI FICCCCCCC TYSM FOR HEARING ME RANT ABOUT KUNIZAI TYATYAWTYYDUYWAUYBookmarked by Xaurgam
28 Feb 2026
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a gift for you (is a gift for me) by Adverb_Slut
Fandoms: The Freak Circus (Visual Novel)
18 Feb 2026
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You’ve never made brigadeiros before. You’ve had them, of course—they’re Pierrot’s specialty—but making them is an entirely different beast. One you’re determined to conquer, seeing as he likes them so much.
But, like, it’s hard, y’know? When he’s sitting at the dining table, watching you work? Like the sweetest, most devoted puppy ever?
Bookmarked by Xaurgam
22 Feb 2026