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“Am I sure ?” Yes, yes you are. | Trans Dazai Week 2025 by Xaurgam
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 Sep 2025
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After getting saved by Mori at the age of 14, Dazai learns that no, it’s not usual to feel like some part of your body doesn't belong to you, nor is it usual to feel better when someone calls you by the wrong pronoun. Long story short : he finds out he’s a trans.
And, well, life gets interesting when you gotta show the world who you truly are.
This is a series of one-shots about Dazai Trans experience throughout the years. This is also an AU, although I’ll try to keep the timeline canon compliant, the character might not act as they would in canon and their relationship might differ.
Day 1 : First time binding
/packing/tucking| “You like how it looks ?” |Pride
Day 2: Dressing up | “Who cares what they say?” |Hair cuts/Hair growth
Day 4:Canon divergence| “What do we have here?” | Periods
Day 5:Found Family| “You are who you are.” |Pregnancy
Day 6: Top surgery/Bottom surgery| “I love you.” |Retribution
Day 7: Free day! (Morning cuddle | “Thank you for being here.”)
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“You know I’m not judging you,” Tenna huffed. “It’s fine if you want to dye your hair! I was just curious.” Spamton’s forced smile slowly withered down into a small frown. He grabbed a loose strand of hair between his thumb and forefinger, spinning it in his grip. Tenna crossed his arms expectantly as he watched Spamton mull over how he wanted to respond. He really didn’t see what the big deal was.
“Fine, yeah, I dye it,” Spamton admitted finally. He gestured at his hair with his free hand. “Gotta have a signature style.”
“Oh,” Tenna said. “Oh, yes, of course!” He laughed to himself. “I’m all for it! It does rather suit your brand!”OR: Tenna discovers that Spamton dyes his hair and it quickly snowballs into something bigger than he was expecting.
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- Part 3 of Cube's Trans Spamton Musings
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The Festival of the Light is a time meant to be spent with family, friends, and lovers. Spamton is sorely lacking in all of those departments, but his luck might finally change this year.
(also known as the Spamtenna Hallmark Christmas Movie fanfic)Bookmarked by Xaurgam
06 Jan 2026
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Tenna wakes up to find he was kidnapped by two addisons, who want him to spill Spamton's secret on how he became a big shot. But Tenna can't spill what he doesn't know, and even if he did, he certainly wouldn't tell these brutes!
But these addisons aren't taking no for an answer, so Tenna's night turns out very electrifying.
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05 Jan 2026
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Spamton’s roots were growing out. It took a while for Tenna to notice, or maybe it just took a while to happen. His body was so different now, hard plastic where there had once been soft feathers, gaping, empty sockets that had once held sharp eyes. Static and unchanging. Wounds that would have once healed with time now had to be carefully repaired and his blood was no longer a familiar, humanizing red. He was a doll in more than just appearance. And, like a doll, his hair didn’t grow. Or at least, it hadn't.
OR: Tenna notices that Spamton's stopped dying his hair, despite how vital he knows it was to him. He tries to help without completely ruining whatever fragile truce they've managed to construct.
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- Part 5 of Cube's Trans Spamton Musings
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04 Jan 2026
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Lilith finally comes back, what will this mean for Lucifer and Alastor's relationship now?
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- Part 3 of Radioapple AU
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11 Dec 2025