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“Are you in love with me?”
“Please,” Buck whispers, the plea cracking in his throat as he fights against the urge to collapse against Eddie and sob. “Please don’t ask me that.”
“It’s a little late for that, Buck,” Eddie says, his free hand returning to Buck’s cheek, swiping away another tear with heartbreaking gentleness. “Please. Just answer.”
“It doesn’t matter if I am. I’m— I’m outta dicks, Eddie. I’m out of excuses.”
Eddie blinks at him, fingers freezing. “What?”
“I— This is the last one. I-I don’t have any more.” Humiliation burns a path up his neck, heating his cheeks.
Frowning, Eddie asks, “... Are they single-use? What the hell am I missing here?”
“N-No. I— I wash them. I’m very hygienic. Y-You have to keep them clean so they last a long time, b-but sometimes people buy new ones for new partners, I guess. I just— I’ve only used most of them on me. A-And you, now.”
“Buck?”
Voice weak, he answers, “Yeah?
“Are you in love with me?”
OR: After exploring Buck’s entire strap collection, things get a little messy.
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- Part 4 of ngl prompts.
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21 Apr 2026
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so just, slap u around with it beautiful. hurts so completely but also fulfills and reassures
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Buck yanks his boxers down and stands there, in Eddie’s room, nakedly.
…What the fuck is he doing?
Is his solution to accidentally catching an eyeful of Eddie’s dick to flash him back?
Stomach swooping, Buck scrambles to pick his briefs back off the floor. At the same moment, the bedroom door cracks open.
He hears Eddie’s sharp inhale, head snapping up in time to watch Eddie scramble for the light switch, plunging them into darkness.
Fantastic. Now they’re staring at each other in the dark. And Buck’s dick is still out.
Alright. Buck can work with this.
“Hey, man,” Buck says, feigning nonchalance.
This is a battlefield. There is no room for modesty.
An incredulous giggle slips past Eddie’s lips. “Were, uh. Were you planning on sleeping naked?”
Or: Buck and Eddie run into each other naked. Several times. For some reason.
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20 Apr 2026
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"She didn't care. She'd pee while I was in the shower like it was nothing. Or floss while I was brushing my teeth. I didn't at first, because I thought we should be more romantic. In the honeymoon phase or whatever. But that was romantic, right? And I just didn't know it yet."
"Sure," Eddie agrees. He'd thought romance was flowers and always looking hot for the other person when he and Shannon started dating too. Of course, he'd been seventeen, not twenty-six, but whatever. At least Buck was getting there in his own time.
Buck gives Eddie a taste of what casual intimacy with another person feels like. Eddie struggles with the loss of it when Buck cuts him off.
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- Part 7 of wee woo kink meme fills
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19 Apr 2026
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it all breaks down, it always does (it all works out, it always does) by Elgney
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Apr 2026
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“I have no idea what’s going on.” He was embarrassed at the whiny note in his voice, but he couldn’t swallow it away. “I mean, the last thing I remember, I was telling my parents that I was leaving Texas. And then all of the sudden I wake up and it’s like—”
Like some stranger named Buck had infiltrated every corner of his life. That’s what it felt like.
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Amnesiac Eddie tries really hard to hate Buck. It doesn’t stick.
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19 Apr 2026
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Buck wonders, suddenly, if Eddie’s on any dating apps. Or — God forbid — Grindr.
He looks up when Eddie makes a small noise. His gaze finds Eddie’s mouth first, pink and right there, before he very stubbornly reorients to Eddie’s eyes. His eyes that, suddenly, bear a heat Buck’s grown used to over the past couple of months.
“Wanna?” Eddie murmurs, tapping Buck’s hip. “After dinner?”
Heat pools in Buck’s gut, and he nods, a little dazed. “S-sure. Yeah, sure.”
Or: Buck and Eddie fuck sometimes. As friends. With a self-imposed no-talking-during-sex rule. This is fine with Buck. He’s really chill about it.
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- Part 18 of cjo + 911
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18 Apr 2026
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“Hey,” Buck says, in the hospital room after it’s all over. “Just so you know, I’m in love with you.”
His voice is raspy, his smile a little self-deprecating. His eyes, when Eddie stares at him in surprise, are steady and blue. He doesn't sound like he’s blurting something out, or getting something off his chest, or confessing something he’s embarrassed of. He just sounds like he’s telling Eddie about the weather, something mundane. The sun is hot in the sky, they’re in New Mexico, and Buck is, apparently, in love with him.
Buck confesses to Eddie after the kidnapping. Eddie, in a fit of madness, accepts his confession. It'll be fine - just because Eddie isn't in love with Buck, doesn't mean he can't be his boyfriend.
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17 Apr 2026
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“What are you doing here?” he asks his niece when she starts squirming back out of his embrace, carefully setting her down. He almost asks if she ran away from home, because he knows it would make her giggle, but thinks better of it. “Tea party? And I wasn't invited?”
“She's hanging out with her uncle Eddie today,” Eddie says, leaning back on his hands. He's smiling when he looks up at Buck, a real smile, and his whole face scrunches happily when Jee-Yun crashes into his side.
Buck feels like he needs to look away, but he has no idea how.
or: one toddler, two conversations, and so many missed opportunities for buck to act like a guy not in love with his best friend.
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“I’m a normal size.”
“No,” Buck says, insistent. “It’s— it’s thick, Eddie. Like— a real handful thick.”
Eddie ducks his head, swallowing hard. “I’m a— grower. By your definition. It gets bigger.”
Buck is still staring at him. Eddie does not look back. “Like an inch bigger?”
Grabbing his beer from the table, Eddie takes the last sip, hoping the chill of it will be some kind of cool balm over the flames within. It doesn’t help much. Quietly, he answers, “More.”
Buck gasps, loud and theatrical. “More?”
“Yes. Alright?” Eddie says tightly, his body flushes hotly. “More.”
A long second ticks by.
Abruptly and a little loudly, Buck asks, “Eddie, how big is your cock?”
Or: Buck finds out Eddie is hung. Seriously hung. This is mindblowing information to possess, apparently.
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- Part 17 of cjo + 911
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15 Apr 2026
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I’ll always be a bridesmaid (and I’ll never take one home) by paleredheadinascifi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Apr 2025
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“I told you my partner was coming,” the man says, shifting awkwardly. He turns and gestures towards Buck. “Here he is.”
Oh shit. It’s happening. It’s happening. The Universal Rom-Com Allocation System has finally found him and deemed him worthy.
He’s going to be the best Fake Boyfriend this beautiful man has ever seen.
Or, Eddie needs a fake boyfriend. Buck is about to deliver the Oscar-worthy performance of a lifetime.
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15 Apr 2026
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“It didn’t mean anything! I swear!” The random man Eddie has never seen before cries suddenly, somewhat stilted, looking directly at Eddie. “Please take me back!”
Eddie has no fucking idea what’s happening. It’s like he had a stroke and woke up in the middle of a telenovela.
Or, Buck needs a fake boyfriend. Eddie loses his mind and offers to play the part.
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15 Apr 2026
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“Fuck. Get up here. Let me take care of you.”
Eddie feels Buck shake his head, still nuzzled against his thigh. He gives one last kiss to Eddie’s skin, then starts extracting himself from between Eddie’s legs, wiping his mouth along the way. “No, I’m good. We’re running late as it is.”
And…that is reasonable and rational. They did get a bit carried away, and they are expected to make an appearance at Bobby’s for a barbeque. Except…
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13 Apr 2026
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Everything falls away, this close to the edge, and all that’s left is Buck, hard and wanting inside him, driving them both further into bliss.
Eddie hitches a leg over Buck’s waist, adjusts the angle and—
A knock on the locked door, and a moment later, the increasingly familiar whine of his preteen son. “Dad, I’m hungry. What’s for breakfast?”
Well shit.
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Morning sex is interrupted, waffles are made, and Buck gets some reassurance.
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Five minutes later Eddie hears his phone vibrate on the counter, the screen saying it’s another message from Buck. He expects it to be a link to a trail Buck wants to do, or maybe even a detailed grocery list.
But…
When he opens his message, he’s greeted to—it’s—well, it’s Buck’s dick.
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12 Apr 2026
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“My best friend almost died.” Eddie says, every word feeling heavy in his mouth. “And then he confessed his love for me.”
“Is that a bad thing?”
Eddie laughs, something hysterical bubbling up in him. ”It’s—I don’t even know.”
“So, what's the problem? Oh no,” he winces, “Is he ugly?”
“I'm straight.”
That gets him a look. “Honey, you know you’re in a gay bar right?"
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Buck confesses. It gives Eddie a lot to think about.Bookmarked by Yusha
12 Apr 2026
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“If Buck gets his way, you’re the one getting laid tonight,” Ravi points out. And then he tries not to think about what that would be like, Eddie under some beautiful and anonymous woman—or worse, Buck—while Ravi goes home alone to his right hand and a box of tissues.
Eddie takes another sip. “Buck gets his way as much as he needs to.”
And isn’t that just enigmatic enough to get Ravi invested? He takes his own sip, trying to seem cool and disinterested. The problem with looking cool is that it’s much easier to achieve from afar. Eddie has seen him puke in a bush after a gruesome call, and once Ravi got broken up with by text when he was on-shift and ate an entire pint of ice cream, and Eddie knows he plays frolf, of all things, and it is very hard to be cool under those circumstances.
Or: Ravi doesn't have a crush on Eddie, because he has self-preservation instincts. Okay, maybe he doesn't. Because if he did, the evening wouldn't end with him trailing Eddie to his truck, filled with foolish hope.
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11 Apr 2026
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The air in the kitchen is heavy with heat and scent. Two pies are on the counter, under a dish towel. One on the windowsill. Buttery, flaky crust, just touched with brown, a latticed top with soft, wet pink peeking through. Eddie lays a hand on the top; just warm, still. His mouth waters so hard it makes his jaw twinge.
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11 Apr 2026
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"I miss you."
Eddie didn’t mean to say it, didn’t even know he was thinking it. Buck shifts a little restlessly.
"I literally could not be closer to you," he says dryly. Which isn’t true, after all. They’re under the same covers, Buck’s body warming him as his must be warming Buck’s, but there’s plenty of space between them.
The only way to change things is to find a way to say what you want.
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11 Apr 2026
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“I need a photo of you,” Chris says.
“N-Now?” Buck looks down at himself: long gloves, meatball hands, denim apron. This is not exactly Instagram-worthy material. Beneath the apron, he’s wearing a stretched-out shirt of Eddie’s that still smells of his cologne at the collar. He holds up his hands, brows raised. “I’ve got meatballs on my hands.”
“No. It’s for school. I need a photo of you now.”
Oh. That’s fine. Buck’s got plenty of candid shots he can email Christopher’s way. Eddie’s no photographer, but he’s always been good at catching Buck at the right angle.
But then, shattering Buck’s delight in being part of Chris’s project, he continues: “And one when you were a kid.”
“Oh.” Dread injects itself into his veins—Buck barely has any photos from his childhood, half because his parents never cared enough to take them, but half because he doesn’t exactly like looking at them. He doesn’t look like himself in them. Long blonde hair, itchy dresses, hollow eyes and skin that never fit quite right.
“Um. What’s the project?”
Or: Buck comes out to Chris.
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10 Apr 2026
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“Firefighter Diaz!”
Eddie pauses at the hospital doors, and turns back towards the voice. He smiles when he recognizes the face. “Ian! How’s it going, man?”
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Or, Eddie thinks he's made a new friend. It's a little more than that.Bookmarked by Yusha
09 Apr 2026
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“Hey, Buck?” Christopher says. “How do you know you’re not in love with my dad?”
Buck freezes. A full body clench. “Uh,” he says. “Could you - - I think I - - sorry,” he laughs uncomfortably. “Could you repeat the question?”
“I asked Dad, but now I’m more confused. And you date men, right? But you don’t date Dad. So how do you know you don’t want to date Dad?”
Or, Christopher has some questions. He asks the two worst possible people.
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09 Apr 2026