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  1. Rec 22

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    When Buck deems he’s finished with the application, he pulls back and skips a breath at Eddie’s freshly painted eyes.

    Buck hadn’t really been paying attention to how Eddie looked, he was too focused on applying it neatly so he didn’t accidentally stab Eddie in the eye.

    If Buck was entranced by Eddie’s normal eyes without makeup, Buck can’t even begin to describe the shellshock of seeing those eyes coated in mascara. And Buck, stupid Buck, who can’t hide his feelings, utters out a soft “Eddie,” with an equally gentle smile on his face.

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    Eddie is trying to be a good father, one tube of mascara at a time.

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    24 May 2026

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    “You were at the bar,” Eddie adds, confused and cold and not altogether convinced that this isn’t some sort of twisted mirage. Maybe he fell over on the way here, and is currently passed out in a random alleyway in downtown Nashville while Buck fucks a beautiful woman in a bar bathroom.

    He wants to sink down to the floor with Buck, lean against the door with him until their bodies are pressed together from shoulder to foot, knock his boots against Buck’s just so he laughs and pokes at Eddie’s middle with gentle, teasing fingertips.

    “I left,” Buck explains, unhelpfully.
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    or: eddie leaves buck at the bar with dixie, buck leaves right after. eddie spirals, feelings are had, and they fuck nasty about it

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    23 May 2026

  3. Rec 6

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    How is Buck here?

    Eddie,” he says again, and it is his voice.

    It’s his intonation, it’s his timbre, it’s the same way Eddie’s heard his name come from this mouth hundreds, thousands of times. The sound of it is a salve to his injuries, and it pulls a sob from deep within his chest.

    His relief is short-lived, soon swept away by heartrending clarity, because he can’t be hearing this voice. He can’t be hearing it because Buck can’t be here. Buck is somewhere in the building, a few floors away from Eddie, who’s still suspended mid-air in an echoing shaft, stuck in-between.

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    22 May 2026

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    "That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."

    Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."

    "I do know that."

    "You don't."

    "Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."

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    Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.

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    17 May 2026

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    “Uh Buck, forgetting something?” Eddie throws out in a sarcastic tone, pointing towards the kitchen island.

    Buck turns around and starts walking towards Eddie cautiously, with a confused tilt to his head and furrowed eyebrows. Once he reaches Eddie he kisses him softly on the forehead, moving back to raise an eyebrow in question. Did I get it?

    Eddie immediately flushes red and makes a strange noise of confusion, causing everyone else to look up. “No, Buck. You’re forgetting to-”

    All Eddie is trying to do, is to tell Buck that he is about to leave his phone. The one he insisted someone text him the group's order on. The one he is going to use to pay even though he went through the effort of going down to the locker room to grab his wallet, just to come back up to the loft to say goodbye.

    But he’s cut off by Buck gently grabbing his face and kissing him again. This time on the lips.

    Or Buck is going out to buy a pick me up for the team and when Eddie tries to remind him to bring his phone, Buck kissed him instead.

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    16 May 2026