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move into the sun by friendlyneighbourhoodelf
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
17 Aug 2024
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He did his best to smile, tried to speak in the way that he had when they’d been young and Rex had sought him out in need of gentle reassurance. “It doesn’t,” The words fell flat, devoid of comfort, “It hurts each time you lose someone.”
What he didn’t say was that, when he caught himself thinking for just a moment too long, he wondered if this was better, if pain was better than apathy. A part of him feared that someday he’d simply cease to care, that there’d be too many dead for his grief to hold meaning. He worried, in the privacy of his room when he woke gasping from a nightmare, that he would cease to be Kote if he no longer cared.
Cody dreams over and over of drowning, of unknown waters encasing him. He never quite drowns, and eventually Cody starts to become a man that might survive the war. He realises that once, he might simply have been a child.
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18 Aug 2024
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Swim Across the Riptide by complaining_at_the_void for Sparkchemy
Fandoms: Alan Wake (Video Games)
17 Nov 2025
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This time, on Night Springs…
To Casey’s surprise, Anderson invites him on a family trip. He doesn’t particularly want to spend his vacation days in the middle of nowhere, Washington, but Logan in particular wants him to join, and how can he turn her down?
Once there, Logan wants his help digging into some family history that she thinks her mom isn’t telling her about, and Casey reluctantly agrees. Surely nothing serious could go wrong?
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10 Dec 2025
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Not My Peter by Lupana
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel's Spider-Man (Insomniac Games Video Games), The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb), Spider-Man (Movies - Raimi)
12 Dec 2025
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Tony Stark should have died when he snapped his fingers. Instead, he is stranded in a universe where he never existed– no fortune, no lab, no way home to the wife, daughter, and the Spiderling he vowed to protect. This universe’s Spider-Man isn’t the boy he knows, but the friendly-neighborhood hero can’t walk away from a citizen in need. Even if their story seems… well, insane. Plus, how can he resist helping a little girl reunite with her daddy?
“Wait. You’re not Peter.”
“Uh, yes I am? I think I’d know myself, sir.”
“Cut the crap, Underoos. This isn’t funny anymore.”
Peter frowned and blinked once. “Did you just call me Underwear?”Bookmarked by aestuar
01 Dec 2025
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call the play, coach by asalmonhalibut
Fandom: Marvel's Spider-Man (Insomniac Games Video Games), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
24 Dec 2025
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Was formerly called "asalmonhalibut's Insomniac Spidey Fics (cooler name to come)"
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18 Oct 2025
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<Changed/Contaminated Casey> by ChangeTheCircumstances
Fandoms: Alan Wake (Video Games), Control (Video Game)
13 Feb 2024
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Alex Casey isn't sure how long he's been in the FBC's custody. Only that Wake's and Scratch's yelling is grating on his ears and makes it hard to sleep.
Then he finds out Wake isn't in a cell next to his. He's never been in a containment unit anywhere near Alex. The FBC doesn't have the man in custody at all. Believe him to be back in the Dark Place.
And suddenly, Alex Casey is certain of even less.
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18 Oct 2025