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we only know the love we’re shown by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.
Found someone else.
Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?
Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
30 May 2026
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we only know the love we’re shown
justhockeySummary:
Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.
Found someone else.
Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?
This made me crrrryyyy
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Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.
It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.
Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.
Right???
(or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)
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- English
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- 150,159
- Chapters:
- 21/21
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Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
29 May 2026
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there is no heart for me like yours
profdanglais
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Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.
Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.
Right???
(or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)
INSTANT CLASSIC!!!! this is a beautiful and affirming fic
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In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.
- Language:
- English
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- 66,960
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 1,545
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Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
26 May 2026
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I'll build a house inside of you
jtimu
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In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough. -
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Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.
Except, well. Then there are zombies.
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- English
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- 95,670
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
24 May 2026
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oh well, I guess we're gonna find out!
angel_deux
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Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.Except, well. Then there are zombies.
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
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- English
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- 18/18
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- 8,058
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Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
23 May 2026
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good on my own accord
impetuous
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
this fic is genius
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After an eventful loss to Montreal the night before, Coach LeClaire is happy to get his team on the road back to Boston. It's only when they're about to go through Customs that he realizes the Raiders have a stowaway on their bus.
Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
23 May 2026
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this golden thread to secret future
realisaonum
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After an eventful loss to Montreal the night before, Coach LeClaire is happy to get his team on the road back to Boston. It's only when they're about to go through Customs that he realizes the Raiders have a stowaway on their bus. -
following the path; leaving a trail by allthatsings
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Apr 2026
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With Russia banned from competing in World Juniors, Shane and Ilya don’t meet until draft day. How is their story different without those first few interactions and without the media’s “rivalry” obsession?
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- Part 1 of how did we get here, my love
- Language:
- English
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- 43,504
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- 15/15
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- 577
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Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
17 May 2026
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following the path; leaving a trail
allthatsingsSummary:
With Russia banned from competing in World Juniors, Shane and Ilya don’t meet until draft day. How is their story different without those first few interactions and without the media’s “rivalry” obsession?
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call it what you want to by Mathgeek12
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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Shane's plan gave them two years to convince the world they were friends. Five times they purposefully tried to hard launch their friendship, and the one time it accidentally stuck.
Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
17 May 2026
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call it what you want to
Mathgeek12Summary:
Shane's plan gave them two years to convince the world they were friends. Five times they purposefully tried to hard launch their friendship, and the one time it accidentally stuck.
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it’s gonna be my year by myshangel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Apr 2026
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His mom fills him in, standing with hunched shoulders in a cramped, too-bright hallway at The Ottawa Hospital. An illegal check into the boards; they were worried about a head injury, because Ilya wasn’t moving and he’s usually so, so hard to take down like that. But then his heart stopped, and they had to CPR right there on the ice to bring it back. To bring him back.
Shane buckles, crouching against the wall with his head in his hands. His mom’s voice is fuzzy above him, her hair tickling his shoulder when she leans down to comfort him. Ilya’s heart fucking stopped. On the ice, in the middle of a game, he died.
Or: Ilya goes into a coma after an accident on the ice. Shane figures out how to build him a life worth waking up for.
- Language:
- English
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- 22,691
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- 1/1
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- 119
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- 1,523
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Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
17 May 2026
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it’s gonna be my year
myshangel
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His mom fills him in, standing with hunched shoulders in a cramped, too-bright hallway at The Ottawa Hospital. An illegal check into the boards; they were worried about a head injury, because Ilya wasn’t moving and he’s usually so, so hard to take down like that. But then his heart stopped, and they had to CPR right there on the ice to bring it back. To bring him back.Shane buckles, crouching against the wall with his head in his hands. His mom’s voice is fuzzy above him, her hair tickling his shoulder when she leans down to comfort him. Ilya’s heart fucking stopped. On the ice, in the middle of a game, he died.
Or: Ilya goes into a coma after an accident on the ice. Shane figures out how to build him a life worth waking up for.
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Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…
Incredible.
"I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."
"Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"
He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."
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or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.
- Language:
- English
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- 29,501
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 559
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Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
17 May 2026
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It had to be you, Wonderful you
bannerthyme
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Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…Incredible.
"I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."
"Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"
He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."
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or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.
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so you must like me for me by alasse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 May 2026
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Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.
It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.
- Language:
- English
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- 36,206
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- 2/2
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- 1,055
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Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
16 May 2026
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so you must like me for me
alasse
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Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.
this is beautiful and so fun!
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Iced Out (ft. Ilya Rozanov) (Explicit Ver.) by losernotfound
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 May 2026
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“Hollander, did you hear about this shit?”
Shane glanced up from his phone. “What?”
“Come here, look.”
Shane crossed the locker room to stand beside Hayden. J.J. tilted his phone screen towards them to show a news headline. ‘Iced Out’ Is Catching Fire: Russian Rap Song Goes Viral Thanks to Hockey Star Ilya Rozanov
“What the hell?” Shane heard himself ask. “Wait, they just asked me about this.”
“I fucking hate this guy,” Hayden groaned. “I swear to God he did this purposely to fuck with all of us.”
aka
the one where Ilya's featured on a viral rap song, and Shane can't figure out why he keeps getting hard in the middle of games.
- Language:
- English
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- 12,155
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 229
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- 2,239
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Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
15 May 2026
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Iced Out (ft. Ilya Rozanov) (Explicit Ver.)
losernotfound
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“Hollander, did you hear about this shit?”Shane glanced up from his phone. “What?”
“Come here, look.”
Shane crossed the locker room to stand beside Hayden. J.J. tilted his phone screen towards them to show a news headline. ‘Iced Out’ Is Catching Fire: Russian Rap Song Goes Viral Thanks to Hockey Star Ilya Rozanov
“What the hell?” Shane heard himself ask. “Wait, they just asked me about this.”
“I fucking hate this guy,” Hayden groaned. “I swear to God he did this purposely to fuck with all of us.”
aka
the one where Ilya's featured on a viral rap song, and Shane can't figure out why he keeps getting hard in the middle of games.
this fic is so clever
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I Keep You Safe by ShutUpGwen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Apr 2026
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How did he let this happen?
Shane's not sure.
One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's
gorgeoussweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...Well.
Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.
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Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.
Series
- Part 1 of Finding Family
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 40,018
- Chapters:
- 25/25
- Comments:
- 4,017
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- 7,545
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- 2,031
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- 147,513
Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
14 May 2026
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I Keep You Safe
ShutUpGwen
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How did he let this happen?Shane's not sure.
One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's gorgeous sweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...
Well.
Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.
Or
Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.
i love this fic.
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In which Kip asks Shane if any other hockey players have ever hooked up, and various secrets come to light.
(Featuring Shane Hollander being a menace, husbands flirting in public, queer found family, and a non-linear narrative.)
Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
12 May 2026
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The Friends They Made Along The Way
songstress
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In which Kip asks Shane if any other hockey players have ever hooked up, and various secrets come to light.(Featuring Shane Hollander being a menace, husbands flirting in public, queer found family, and a non-linear narrative.)
i think about the line jane is a man and he was mine like twice a week
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“Not very attractive, broken noses,” Luca says, wincing. It’s not like Cliff doesn’t have eyes, but Luca doesn’t need to call his attention to how swollen his nose is.
Cliff takes a long gulp of cider, eyes on Luca’s face, before saying, “Attractive enough, on some people.”
Oh, so. Okay. Luca can do this. Okay.
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Luca gets a broken nose, and seizes an opportunity.
Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
12 May 2026
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A Lucky Break
nomsy
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“Not very attractive, broken noses,” Luca says, wincing. It’s not like Cliff doesn’t have eyes, but Luca doesn’t need to call his attention to how swollen his nose is.Cliff takes a long gulp of cider, eyes on Luca’s face, before saying, “Attractive enough, on some people.”
Oh, so. Okay. Luca can do this. Okay.
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Luca gets a broken nose, and seizes an opportunity.
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All Alone In Our Own Universe by songstress
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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When Shane Hollander wakes up in a world that never invented hockey, the only other person who remembers is Ilya Rozanov.
(Set in August 2012 – a year and a half after their last hookup, during the flirtatious-texts montage.)
Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
11 May 2026
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All Alone In Our Own Universe
songstressSummary:
When Shane Hollander wakes up in a world that never invented hockey, the only other person who remembers is Ilya Rozanov.
(Set in August 2012 – a year and a half after their last hookup, during the flirtatious-texts montage.)
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ESPN@ESPN_updates: Hockey MVP Ilya Rozanov engaged to long-term partner. The three-time Stanley cup…read more
u/pookiebear replying u/ollypoppy: I’m not even surprised. Rozy has homewrecker energy 🤭
In light of an announcement from their favorite hockey player, fans do a deep dive and find that Shane and Ilya have an interesting history.
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- Part 1 of hollanov fics
- Language:
- English
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- 7,837
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 1
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- 187
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Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
11 May 2026
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I will fuck your heaven (for the hell of it)
AnonymousSummary:
ESPN@ESPN_updates: Hockey MVP Ilya Rozanov engaged to long-term partner. The three-time Stanley cup…read more
u/pookiebear replying u/ollypoppy: I’m not even surprised. Rozy has homewrecker energy 🤭
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Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”
“Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”
Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,118
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 661
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- 21,294
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- 129,838
Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
10 May 2026
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i'll follow where your light goes
countdracilya
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Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”“Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”
Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.
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what if i told you none of it was accidental by rainchance
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 May 2026
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Ilya makes Shane a friendship bracelet.
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- Part 1 of Shane Hollander's Alter Egos Tour
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 52,431
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 650
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- 2,013
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- 702
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- 45,859
Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
10 May 2026
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what if i told you none of it was accidental
rainchance
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Ilya makes Shane a friendship bracelet.the one where shane is taylor swift
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Modern Lockets by princepixel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 May 2026
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“Sweetheart, your pretty little head is so silly. For every photocard I make of ugly hockey men, I make two of my gorgeous, radiant, pulchritudinous boyfriend. Sometimes three.”
A smile breaks through the heated haze of Shane’s expression. “You’ve been using the thesaurus Dad got you for Christmas?”
“I will beat Yuna Hollander at Scrabble one day,” Ilya declares against Shane’s hip bone.
In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.
…At least, not yet.
(AKA: Ilya's mission to desensitize the hockey world to his Hollander fanboyisms, and the NHL players that suffer for it.)- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 35,708
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 337
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- 3,332
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- 1,067
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- 31,897
Bookmarked by bantha fodder (banthafodder)
05 May 2026
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Modern Lockets
princepixel
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“Sweetheart, your pretty little head is so silly. For every photocard I make of ugly hockey men, I make two of my gorgeous, radiant, pulchritudinous boyfriend. Sometimes three.”A smile breaks through the heated haze of Shane’s expression. “You’ve been using the thesaurus Dad got you for Christmas?”
“I will beat Yuna Hollander at Scrabble one day,” Ilya declares against Shane’s hip bone.
In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.
…At least, not yet.
(AKA: Ilya's mission to desensitize the hockey world to his Hollander fanboyisms, and the NHL players that suffer for it.)
this is a fun concept! sad and sharp and soft