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    the aftermath of a maddening chaos, roger finds himself longing for a certain bassist with the warmest pair of eyes he has ever seen in his life.

    these feelings overwhelm him, but somehow, he can't ignore how addicting they are.

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    snapshots of college students, cafes, and the jittery feeling you get when you lock eyes with the person you're enamoured with 💗🔖🌷

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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    "For a man that looks like a youth pastor, you sure like to cuss a lot, Detective Choi," He said, regretting the comment as soon as he got up and looked Soobin in the eyes. The dimpled gentle look was gone and in its place the senior officer had what could only be described as a sarcastic smirk and a weird darkness in his eyes.
    "Well, we are all sinners after all," Soobin said, turning around to put the tape in the recorder. Yeonjun took a deep, thick swallow and nodded to himself, grateful that he was given a break from those transformed eyes. "And you can call me Soobin."

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    06 May 2024

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    “You signed up for a ski lesson?” Joe pushes his goggles up onto his helmet to stare at Pete, as if making sure that he’s talking to the right person. “Who even are you? What—why would you do that?”
    “Well…” Pete considers lying, trying to convince Joe that his newfound interest in skiing is real and serious. But, well, the truth is much easier: “You know that really hot guy from the chairlift?”

    (Or, the one where Pete and Patrick go skiing and fall in love.)

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    25 Sep 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i’m gonna off myself this got me smiling SOOOO wide i want what they have so bad 😭

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    Pete’s eyes widen for a second. “You’re not fucking with me?”

    “What the fuck? No,” says Patrick. “But you’re gonna have to help me out a bit here.”

    “Um. Okay,” says Pete. “When you were on top of me? And your hand was on my neck? That was good.”

    --(Also known as my Miss Missing You behind-the-scenes fic)

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    19 Sep 2023

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    everytime i read a fic of them i just go like, god i need patrick so bad 😭🔫

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Patrick pushes the skirt back further up and brushes a barely-there kiss to the inside of Pete’s knee. “No marks where anyone can see them, right?” He presses another kiss in the same spot, then catches the folded skin between his teeth. Pete bites back a soft noise. Patrick smiles up at him, smug, because he knows all of Pete’s tells. “Problem solved.”

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    17 Sep 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    As Pete’s eyes go round and unseeing at the unremarkable expanse of grainy hotel ceiling, he pictures instead, for that split wide open second, some of the moments that got him here. Just snapshots. Freezeframe fragments.

    Figure 1: A shared hotel bed, the morning of the 1997 Northbrook Soccer Sectionals. Pete and a teammate. Pete tucked into the curl of his teammate’s body, a thicker, paler arm thrown over the dip between his hips and his ribs. Thin white bed sheets tangled between their legs. So limp in sleep their muscles haven’t remembered to be sore yet. Pete’s dumb sink-bleached hair irredeemably kinked. A half-chub digging into Pete’s spine. Alarm set to blare at 6:30 am. (“Sorry, dude,” his teammate says, after Pete’s elbowed him off and they’ve both cursed each other out and put shirts on. “I rolled over in my sleep and you’re like, the exact same size as my girlfriend.”)

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    24 Aug 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so, so in love