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    Ilya’s perspective of a few scenes from “something you can build” (and one scene that came after). Featuring: intense yearning for your committed long-term partner, supportive but confused himbos, Yuna Hollander’s momager energy, Scott realizing he’s a side character in someone else’s even crazier story, and a quick trip to California for Very Boring, Extremely Casual, Not-At-All-Romantic Reasons (aka, the epilogue).

    (Companion piece! You will need to have read the rest of the series for this to make any sense—here be spoilers!)

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is tired of wanting someone he cannot have, and he’s dying as he waits for someone who will not stay. Someone who doesn’t want to stay, not when there are so many others waiting for him. Fun of another variety, Shane left a treat amongst many.

    It’s humiliating. It’s distracting. And it feels like shit.

    He wishes he could erase his feelings, move on as easily. In an effort to gain back control over the ‘situation’ that has become his romantic attraction to a notorious player, Shane attempts at imitating Ilya Rozanov’s methods until he perfects them and becomes as good as keeping it light and casual as his rival.

     

    Or Shane tries to Hoe Phase himself into a self discovery journey to choke and kill his feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Ilya is not the only who suffers from it, but he sure feels like he’s being choked and killed.

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    Story ends after chapter 6 but I keep writing bonus because the hyper fixation doesn’t end.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.

    There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.

    (Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has always wanted to open his own bar. When the opportunity presents itself, he manages to make his dreams come true, and opens up his own place. He meets fussy food writer Shane Hollander one night at the bar as Shane is assigned to do a write-up on the new hot spot. What starts out as a quippy, slightly antagonistic relationship, turns into a sweet romance...

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    08 Feb 2026

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    29 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 90

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    All of my history-based AUs, all in one place!

    This series is organized by intensity, not content. None of these stories are related to one another EXCEPT that they are all AUs that feature A LOT of history or are otherwise learning-intensive. They're organized from MOST (#1) to LEAST (last) learning heavy.

    October 2024 Ordering:
    The Fox's Bargain (1920s archeologists)
    Coquelicot (World War I/Craiglockhart hospital)
    Noble Blood (James I's court; Mary & George au)
    In The Stars (Monuments Men au)

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    27 Jan 2026

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Harris launches a new series for the Centaurs' social media: having the team answer his question of the day!

    This follows the season after The Long Game, when Shane joins the team on their road to the Stanley Cup, as they answer questions like who's the hottest/funniest/most perceptive Centaur, different preferences, rituals, and more.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    A series of social media/epistolary fic exploring the world Shane and Ilya live in post The Long Game. Written before Unrivaled!

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    19 Jan 2026

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    An answer to the question: what if the Centaurs were chaotic disasters (affectionate) on social media?

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    19 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 93

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    Here it is. I’m giving you all the power to hurt me. But you won’t hurt me, will you? Maybe that’s partially the reason he held onto those words for so long, because they are the final vestiges of safety he has remaining, before he’s completely given himself over, before he’s whole-heartedly and willingly surrendered himself up to be hurt all over again.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    "So what?" Angel Dust hummed, drumming his nails on the counter. "You and Alastor are like... friends?"

    "Oh, well, that ain't the word I would’ve used, but it's something like that!" Mimzy chirped, reaching for her drink and downing it in one go. "He used to frequent the club I had! In fact, that’s where he met his wife—"

    “Wife?!” Angel Dust cut her off, jaw dropping. “Freaky face is married?”

    “Oh yeah,” Mimzy hummed, waving her hand around. “Under all that murder and cannibalism, he’s a total sap! Can't blame him, I mean—his wife is a doll! Me an' her used to perform together!”

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    25 Nov 2025

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    Isla giggles. “We'll be tías.” Then, shyly, she tucks a lock of her blonde hair behind her pointed ear. “If you stay.”
    “What other job do I have?” Maletta scoffs, tsking.


    Maletta—disgraced, without a job—enters a bar pregnant. She somehow finds herself a home with the girls who work there.

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    12 Nov 2025

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    This work isn't hosted on the Archive so this blurb might not be complete or accurate.

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    SPECIAL NOTE: I am curating this list, picking and choosing meta to include. Not all meta will be included. HOWEVER, ***I welcome anyone to COPY this list*** into your own unique document and then delete meta you dislike or include meta that I chose not to include in this collection. Fair warning: It’s a lot of work.

    This doc is Tumblr-based meta, brought to you by the Insane Meta Mafia.

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    27 Oct 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 2

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    Storm's comin'
    I can see the clouds
    No runnin's gonna save you now
    And hard rain is gonna fall down
    Like gravity
    Like gravity
    Eye for an eye says you owe me a debt
    Blood demands blood
    Gonna get my hands wet
    The floods coming and now you can bet
    On tragedy
    Like gravity

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    15 Oct 2025

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    “Well that’s exactly it, isn’t it, Orpheus? You’re afraid that I’ll leave again, and I’m afraid I’ll feel too safe that I’ll want to stay!”

    There’s a breathless beat between them.

    Then Orpheus, voice cracking like something spilling out:

    “Have you considered, just for a moment, that maybe I want you to stay? I want you to feel safe, Eurydice — fuck, I love you, for gods’ sake!”
    -
    a little songbird told them couples therapy might be an option...

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    04 Oct 2025

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    “She truly is your daughter, Alex,” Henry sighs, defeated.

    “Fuck off, sweetheart,” he laughs, a soundbite of the sun. Henry forces himself not to physically react, the term of endearment sweet and menacingly familiar coming from Alex’s lips. It’s been years. “You know they’re useful.”

    “Ah yes, eyelashes, truly a formidable instrument in managing international relations.”

    Alex grins, and Henry is too late to catch the slightest downward lilt on the corner of his mouth, “Worked on you once, didn’t it?”

    Oh, did that ache.

     

    (Much had happened since the time Henry had told Alex to leave. Alex had passed the bar, gotten married, had the most beautiful daughter. And Henry, well. He stayed right where he was.)

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    05 Sep 2025

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