17 Bookmarks by blinvinsh

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    Andreil/Kandreil based on prompts.

    Check the notes for info about the content of each chapter.

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    10 May 2024

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    Jeremy’s words fill Jean with a warmth he so rarely feels, but that he has been feeling more and more often the longer he stays with the Trojans. Sitting like this, leaning over Jeremy, his hands framing Jean’s face, he can’t help but want to follow the tug in his chest that keeps him in Jeremy’s orbit.

    “Are you going to kiss me?” Jean asks before he can stop himself. Jeremy startles and then smiles.

    “Do you want me to?” Jeremy shoots back.

    “Yes,” Jean answers. He doesn’t say how much he wants it, how he wants it so bad it practically hurts. Jeremy smiles and rubs a thumb across Jean’s cheekbone.

     

    Or, Jean slowly learns how to open up to his friends and be okay with wanting.

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    01 May 2024

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    Five times Jeremy didn't understand the relationship between Jean and Neil Josten, and the one time he figured it out.

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    30 Apr 2024

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    A look into the lives of pro exy players Andrew Minyard and Neil Josten. The world says they hate each other, but when Andrew gets transferred to Neil's team, their teammates begin seeing something else between them.

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    23 Apr 2024

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    Deep down, Andrew knew he would always reach this crossroads, a time where the thought became too strong to ignore.

    Going all the way with Neil. It's not something he can continue to avoid thinking about. When Andrew looks back to the days where he held Neil's hands down, when he never got off with him in the same room, he's forced to acknowledge how much he's allowed.

    Not allowed. Welcomed. Wanted.

    But that’s not all there is to it, and the desire to make a decision finally makes itself known.

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    22 Apr 2024

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    After an upbringing lacking in mundanity, Neil just wants to live a “normal” life. He’s got a home, a circle of friends, a job — why not give casual sex a shot?

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    13 Apr 2024

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    It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —

    Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.

    Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —

    And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.

    Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.

    Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.

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    29 Mar 2024

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    I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
    I wanna get better, better, better, better,
    I wanna get better

     

    Or, Andrew persuades Neil to give Dr. Betsy Dobson a chance and the decision starts to change their relationship in ways they didn't expect.

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    24 Mar 2024

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    5 times one of the Foxes sees Andrew smile, and the 1 time all of them do.
    Or, Andrew Minyard is a huge softie for Neil Josten and he can't hide it.

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    24 Mar 2024

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    Neil and Andrew aren't on the same professional teams, but that doesn't mean they're any less together. When a photograph gets taken out of context, they decide to go with it, as long as they're both having fun. And they are. Right?

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    14 Mar 2024

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    Neil Josten is not soft- has never been in fact. But when an unintended comment from one of the Foxes throws Neil for a loop, he finds himself reminding them why no one should think of him in that way. But why is Andrew suddenly so distant? And what happens when all of these reminders of his past start to catch up with him?

    Aka: all the times Neil proved he was a badass, and Andrew reminds him he's an idiot.

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    09 Mar 2024

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    Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.

     But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.

     He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.

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    08 Mar 2024

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    The Foxes make a bet: will Neil really be able to tell Aaron and Andrew apart if Aaron is deliberately impersonating his twin?

    Or, Aaron Minyard's adventures in identity theft.

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    06 Mar 2024

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    "Neil doesn't talk about his mom and doesn't think about what she'd do to him if she saw him now. He has a family, he has Exy, and he has Andrew. He has more than enough, more than he ever could have dreamed of.

    Neil doesn't talk about his mom until a warm fall day outside the locker room, waiting for the start of their game with his team and family. It's a place that she doesn't belong, where not even a memory of her belongs, but she wriggles her way in and takes root in his chest."

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    Neil reveals, piece by piece, what life with his mom was like.

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    05 Mar 2024

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    In Lyney’s completely rational and wholly unbiased opinion, his first defeat at the hands of Wriothesley doesn’t come until three days after the near disaster at the Fortress.

    Because losses, as everyone well knows, only count when the fight is fair.

    5 times Wriothesley beats Lyney in a fight + 1 time Lyney finally wins.

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    29 Nov 2023

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    Lyney thought that he could move on from everything that had happened during his mission in the Fortress of Meropide. As weeks passed, he tried to forget about Wriothesley as well. That is until the Duke pays him a visit one day after a show and he finally receives a proper apology from him. He keeps visiting after that, again and again, even when Lyney turns away and ignores Wriothesley's obvious feelings and how he tries to worm his way into his life.

    Unfortunately for the both of them, Lyney has never been good at acknowledging his own feelings.

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    15 Nov 2023

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    Jinx's head whirled back in Ekko's direction and she glared at him. "Oh, so I'm not sexy?"

    After contemplating ditching them all and driving home by himself, he decided against it and deadpanned, "I literally didn't say anything."

    "Your silence speaks volumes," she scoffed.

    Jinx is his best friend and roommate, and he's been in love with her for as long as he can remember. That aside, she's also determined to put Ekko in an early grave.

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    29 Jan 2023

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