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    “Are you…” Nesta started, her voice nothing but a raspy whisper. “Are you real?”

    She said the words as if she couldn’t bear to speak them fully aloud, as if she didn’t quite believe that he was.

    Cassian blinked, brows furrowing. Not once had he ever seen her like this, not even when Elain had been put into the Cauldron, and not even during the war that followed. This was a level of horror he’d rarely seen in anyone, let alone this female, who was stoic until the last moment, always. And so, he heard himself say,

    “I’m real. I’m real, sweetheart. See?”

    Her eyes flicked down to his chest again, as if she didn’t believe him, and he reached for her injured hand gently, moving it so it could rest over his sternum, where his heartbeat rapidly.

    “What is it?” He asked again. “Was it a dream?”

    Her eyes met his, tears still streaming down her face. In a voice that was almost childlike, betraying her own confusion, she asked,

    “You don’t see him?”
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    Or, when Amren pushes Nesta too far at training, she unlocks the full potential of her power, and with it comes devastating consequences.

    A post-ACOWAR AU in which Lady Death sees the dead, with chaotic results.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    “And you cared about nothing,” Neil fills in the blanks by himself, forging the unbreakable image of Kevin and Andrew before Neil even knew them. “You wanted to be more like him.”

    When Andrew doesn’t answer, Neil continues, “His left hand. He always let you take care of it, too. He trusted you like that. Kevin— Kevin never doubted your ability to be gentle.”

    “He was naive,” Andrew grinds his teeth, “and stupid.”

    Neil’s response is so automatic he couldn’t have taken it back if he wanted to. “And you loved him for it.”

    Alternatively: Kevin's graduation confirms what they already knew — it's always easier to realize you love something after you lose it.

    Russian translation available!

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    Ball Buster, the title reads. Kevin flips the book over to read the back.

    Silas is the newbie goalie for the Cherrington Cocks, but it’s not long before there’s tension building between him and team captain Max. Will Max drive Silas off the court, or can the boys find a way to settle the friction between them?

    Oh. Oh, fuck. Kevin realises all of a sudden that this is one of those romance novels that horny suburban housewives read. Or, well, maybe not, since it’s not just a romance novel, but a gay one.

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    01 Aug 2025

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    “Christ, Kevin, would you just calm down?” she said, exasperated. “I mean, God, do you have a crush on him or something?”

    She did not expect Kevin to stare back at her, again, as if she were an idiot.

    “What?” she demanded.

    Kevin visibly hesitated. “They didn’t tell you?” he asked dubiously.

    “Tell me what? That you’re a bloody psycho?”

    Kevin stared at her some more. He flicked his gaze over her shoulder, to where she knew Andrew and Neil still were. When he looked at her again, a flush had begun to crawl up his neck. He cleared his throat. His lips parted on words that would not come.

    She stared back at him. “Oh my god, have you actually got a crush on Andrew?”

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    Five times the Foxes find out Neil has two boyfriends, plus one other time.

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    04 Jul 2025

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    “What are you doing?”
    Aaron heard the door shut and closed his eyes. Even his eyelids were sticky. “It’s hot,” he said, the effort of peeling the words from his lips lingering in the form of sweat dripping down his face.
    “I was asking Andrew.”
    From somewhere near his feet, Andrew said, “It’s extremely hot.”
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    it's hot, and the twins are disgruntled, and aaron can't stop hoping for things he can't have.

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    20 Jun 2025