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    "I don't get you," Dean spits. "I don't get what you want. Just — just tell me. I'm a big boy, I can take it."

    "I did tell you!" Castiel exclaims. "I told you, and then I died!"

     

    (In which Castiel is rescued from the Empty, Jack gives up the powers of God to be a kid again, and Dean overcompensates.)

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    18 Nov 2024

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    Cas asks Dean to marry him, and Dean can't think of a reason to say no.

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    "Dean," Cas says calmly, gingerly sitting his fork down, and oh, this is gonna be a thing, Dean can tell. Sure enough, it is because Cas goes on to say, "What would you think if I suggested we get married?"

    Dean blinks and swallows the food in his mouth, staring at Cas curiously. "I would think...you were either on drugs or going insane, why?"

    "I'm not inebriated, nor mentally unstable."

    "I—I…" Dean takes in a deep breath, then blows it out heavily. "Cas, you're not fucking with me, are you?"

    "I'm not," Cas tells him.

    "Okay," he says, "fuck it, let's get hitched."

    "Thank you," Cas murmurs sincerely, then picks his fork back up and goes right back to eating.

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    18 Nov 2024

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    A year ago, the world didn't end. Now it's summer and the cicadas are buzzing, and something is changing. Something is going to give.

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    18 Nov 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    aka Love Conquers All: The Final Cut

    Cas's love for Dean ends up getting him out of The Empty much to The Shadow's chagrin. Unfortunately, he's now stuck in the interdimensional fabric of the cosmos where even Jack can't see him. With Cas MIA for a year, Dean's had time to hit rock bottom and climb up out of it again.

    When Dean's soul plays beacon to Cas, leading him back home, it will take some doing to get them good and reunited.

    There's also the matter of the love nuke Cas accidentally set off in The Empty. But that's Jack's problem.

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    18 Nov 2024

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    Dean got halfway through his coffee before Sam finally said, “Have you talked to him?”

    “‘Bout what?” Dean leaned on his hand.

    “Um… About whatever’s goin’ on with you guys?”

    “What’s goin’ on?” Dean muttered, hiding behind his mug. “Nothin’s goin’ on.”

    “Dean.” Sam gave him a look and Dean thought he looked awfully snide for somebody with shaved coconut in their breakfast bowl. “Come on. I haven’t had the chance to bring it up with people in and out. But it’s different from the last time. You’ve been all, ya know…flustered.”

    “Flus- I’m not- what- what are you talking about?” Dean sputtered. “I don’t get flustered. Why would I be flustered around Cas?”

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    18 Nov 2024

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    Dean gets to spend eternity sharing beers with Bobby on the Roadhouse porch and riding around in his Baby with Sam. He’s at peace… or he feels like he should be. But a few things nag at him: Where is Cas, and everybody else Dean had been hoping to see in Heaven? Why does he feel like he’s stuck in a loop, reliving the same memories over and over again? And who are the strangers wearing Sam’s and Bobby’s faces?

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    18 Nov 2024

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    Cas comes back. It's not exactly the reunion that Dean is expecting.

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    Dean stares at him, flummoxed. Cas quite literally poured his heart out to Dean, gave a truly sappy and distressingly romantic speech and everything, then proceeded to give his life so that Dean could live his. And he wants to act like he doesn't want to see Dean, be around him, touch him?

    Actually, Dean's ninety-nine percent sure that Cas probably wants to fuck him, and while he has no clue how he feels about that, he's pretty goddamn sure that means Cas doesn't get to act like this and make it authentic.

    It feels strangely real, though, as if Cas wants nothing more than to get as far away from him as possible. This is a blatant contradiction. Even someone as weird as Cas doesn't want to get away from the person they have the desire to fuck five ways to Sunday, that they're in love with. That's not how these things work, so Dean isn't buying it.

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    18 Nov 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 86

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    Dean travels to the Empty to rescue Castiel. (+fluffy aftermath)

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    18 Nov 2024

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    Dean Winchester is dead. For decades, he, along with Castiel and Sam, has led a peaceful afterlife in heaven. He has everything he’s ever wanted: a home, his family and friends surrounding him, and a relationship with Cas—and he’s bored as hell. Until, one day, Chuck escapes heaven’s lock up and begins capturing souls to regain power. To stop him, Jack sends Dean, Cas, and Sam back to Earth. After so long away from hunting, will they be able to once again find their place in the family business?

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    11 Nov 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 59

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    if you asked Duke what his plans were on this Wednesday afternoon a few hours ago, catching up with his family while a formerly murderous martial artist commandeers his adoptive father’s kitchen wouldn’t have been Duke's first guess

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    18 Sep 2024

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    The bullet didn’t fully penetrate his skin, Bruce didn’t think, though the roar of adrenaline might be masking it. No major hemorrhage, hopefully. There’s still an active firearm to be dealt with, so he needs to get there. Disarm him.

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    18 Sep 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 47

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    patching bruce up in his townhouse garage, and a conversation to be had

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    18 Sep 2024

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    Cas is back from the Empty, and Dean knows how to be grateful.

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    16 Sep 2024

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    In the weeks after Cas' death, right up until he comes back, Dean manages to convince himself that Cas' confession wasn't romantic. Because if Cas meant it romantically- he would've. He would've kissed Dean, right? If Cas meant it That Way and he knew that he was going to die, he would've pulled Dean in for one final kiss, right?

    He would've let Cas kiss him, Dean thinks. It's the least he could do, after all.

    Wait. Shit. Did he want Cas to kiss him?

    (Or: Dean watches too many movies and tries to give Cas an "in" to kiss him after he comes back- just to confirm the nature of Cas' confession for himself, of course. He tries not to think about it too hard.)

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    16 Sep 2024

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    There’s a spell that requires an angel’s kiss to work. Dean takes one for the team.

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    16 Sep 2024

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    Wherein Castiel defied God for Dean before Dean even knew his name.

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    14 Sep 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 18

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    Bible says, This is love: that we walk in obedience to His commands; and Castiel learns to love fully. He constructs his actions alongside this commandment, understands the directive as it is carved into his metaphysical muscles, and he shapes his new existence into an echo of this new word, Love. He thinks he might not understand it in its entirety.

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    Or: Before and after Castiel’s deconstruction of faith and the moments in between.

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    13 Sep 2024

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    Then it’s just him and Jack. Him and the kid.

    And the entire near future branches out before him, a sad unflattering replica of Sylvia Plath’s fig tree. Where the possible futures don’t stretch into years and lifetimes, but grow into short stalks of accidental maiming. Where the kid gets sick because Dean doesn’t know how to feed him, gets bruised because Dean doesn't know how to hold him, cries because Dean isn’t his mother or his father or a sub-family he can count on.

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    Or: Cas dies, Jack is a newborn baby, Sam is going through something, and Dean doesn’t know what to do. Until he does.

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    13 Sep 2024

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    It’s—God, everything is so—Dean’s supposed to be this all-knowing guy. This gifted savior come to fix all that got screwed over before. But the longer he’s allowed to make choices and the longer he squeezes himself into this body that doesn’t fit him anymore, the more he feels like he’s just not cut out for it.

    He's not smart enough for this. Not creative or artistic enough—if the past were made out of clay, vulnerable to whatever shape Dean’s hands are capable of making, then he thinks the past might take the shape of a gun. He imagines the timeline crumpling in his hands to the metaphorical barrel end of it, a dark tunnel waiting for the inevitable explosion to go off by his calloused fingers.

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    Or: During the rapture, in a moment of hopelessness, Jack sends Dean back to 2015 on a mission: Kill God. Only, he gets the day wrong and Dean pops up in 2008, freshly out of hell with too much baggage and not a clue how to stop Chuck. He also struggles with accountability (or lack thereof). But what else is new.

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    13 Sep 2024

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    In which Amara doesn't bring back Mary, she brings back John Winchester.

    Dean is uncertain what Amara's meaning is when she brings John back, and struggles with coming to terms with the new family dynamic. Sam tries harder to keep the peace than he used to, and Cas does not get along with John at all- though he tries. Testosterone is at an all-time high as these four men struggle to coexist in the hunting world with very different ideologies.

    We explore just how much the brothers have changed in the ten years without their father's guidance, the trauma they still haven't resolved, and the feelings that Dean and Cas hold for one another despite the very real and new barrier that is John.

    This story begins 12x01 and ends around 13x06

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    13 Sep 2024

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