1 - 20 of 1,365 Bookmarks by cor_aeterna

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    38,174
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1,568
    Kudos:
    6,829
    Bookmarks:
    2,649
    Hits:
    82,835

    24 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
    Bookmarker's Notes

    weeping and wailing

  2. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane wakes up on Tuesday at 5:26 AM on game day in Boston, four minutes before his alarm goes off. Shane wants it to be Wednesday. But no matter what, Shane wakes up on Tuesday at 5:26 AM on game day in Boston, four minutes before his alarm goes off.

    ”Fuck,” he croaks. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.”

    Chapter 1: Shane wakes up on the same Tuesday over and over again after leaving Rozanov in a rush. Tuesday is his second least favourite day of the week, so he's not really happy about it.

    Chapter 2: Ilya notices Shane acts strangely. He just never remembers.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,663
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    508
    Kudos:
    2,270
    Bookmarks:
    692
    Hits:
    17,336

    24 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Cliff Marleau isn't quite as stupid as he looks.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,567
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    105
    Kudos:
    1,056
    Bookmarks:
    138
    Hits:
    4,955

    24 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
    Bookmarker's Notes

    im a cliff is ilya's bestie truther

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    you, plural.

    or: Svetlana has Ilya, and then she does not.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,422
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    163
    Kudos:
    648
    Bookmarks:
    175
    Hits:
    4,078

    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Of course Ilya had known that Shane would come back but it was gratifying, still, the text from Jane, Can we meet up when you’re here tomorrow, I don’t care where. I really need to see you. The intimation, probably accidental, that Shane was so very desperate he was open to the idea of Ilya fucking him in the street. Ilya typed and deleted many potential replies, which was not characteristic of him.

     

    (Or: Shane gets blackmailed. Ilya handles it.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,866
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    222
    Kudos:
    1,291
    Bookmarks:
    224
    Hits:
    6,316

    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Seeing you smile like that, it makes me want to give you all of this,” he called out, making a sweeping gesture across the ice.

    Shane turned back to look at him, eyes bright, and laughed. “Canadian Tire Centre? I know you’re rich, Rozanov, but an entire arena is a pretty big real estate investment.”

    Ilya pushed off, skating to a stop in front of him, knowing his expression had morphed into something serious. “Hockey, Hollander. It should have been yours.”

    Or, everything that happens when your dreams don’t come true.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    69,624
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    425
    Kudos:
    1,858
    Bookmarks:
    692
    Hits:
    23,785

    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  7. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    42,284
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    1,757
    Kudos:
    5,265
    Bookmarks:
    1,750
    Hits:
    69,999

    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    truly incredible

  8. Public Bookmark 91

    Tags
    Summary

    “Do I dream?” Hollander repeats. When Ilya nods, he says, “Yes? Why?” His eyebrows bunch together. “Wait, you’re not—do you mean in like, a sex way?”

    “No,” Ilya says, watching that flush spread. “But I like your idea better. What do I do in these dreams?”

    Choking, Hollander says, “Fuck off.”

    He is his mother’s son.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,508
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    50
    Kudos:
    369
    Bookmarks:
    91
    Hits:
    3,934

    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  9. Public Bookmark 96

    Tags
    Summary

    The tattoo is so big. Shane doesn’t know if he likes it or not, is only just beginning to understand that this means forever.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,744
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    54
    Kudos:
    336
    Bookmarks:
    96
    Hits:
    3,911

    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Shane…”

    “Who the fuck do you think you’re calling Shane?”

    “Sweetheart,” Ilya corrects, tilting his head down against Shane’s grip on his hair to try to catch his lips. “Please.”

    “I can do everything she can,” Shane says. “But you’ve been a bit too naughty today. I’m tying you up first.”

    “Oh, no,” Ilya says, voice going high and breathy. “That’s terrible.”

    Or - The jealous Shane/pathetic top Ilya fic where Shane makes Ilya beg for it

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,400
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    318
    Kudos:
    19,446
    Bookmarks:
    3,924
    Hits:
    225,873

    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  11. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    39,649
    Works:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    2,314

    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Hayden Pike’s mother is diagnosed with dementia, the last person he expects to understand is Ilya Rozanov. Grief has a way of finding common ground.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,375
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    94
    Kudos:
    1,759
    Bookmarks:
    336
    Hits:
    9,223

    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
    Bookmarker's Notes

    ough. grief.

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    After Ilya leaves the cottage, Yuna comes over to cheer Shane up. And maybe—maybe—excavate some shit she's buried inside herself.

    Basically I think Yuna and Shane should let their hair down and gossip a little. And, you know. Heal.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,928
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    130
    Kudos:
    1,650
    Bookmarks:
    378
    Hits:
    7,104

    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
    Bookmarker's Notes

    mama hollander. ily <3

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Ilya has a horrific accident on the ice, Shane snaps into action before his heart has even begin to piece together why.

    __

    The video JJ sent was just captioned oh shit. It jumped straight to a corner battle—Boston’d had a home game against the Nomads last night. Shane had only caught the score, exhausted after his own game, but now dread pooled in his stomach. What did oh shit mean? He could see Rozanov racing after a loose puck and then a Nomad defender came in from the side with a shoulder check. Rozanov caught an edge and pitched forward just as the defender caught Rozanov at the wrong angle, sending him head first into the boards.

    Shane made a high, frightened noise he’d never heard from himself before.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,295
    Chapters:
    4/5
    Comments:
    219
    Kudos:
    1,509
    Bookmarks:
    419
    Hits:
    20,509

    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  15. Public Bookmark 71

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane speaks slowly. “Being with you … is emotional for me.”

    Ilya takes in breath. Shane’s life is better now, and sleeping with Ilya again probably makes him think of the sad times before he met Rose. Okay, Ilya can roll with that. He can give Shane a good enough time that he forgets the negative memories he associates with Ilya. He voices this: “I will take care of you.”

    Silence. But Shane still hasn’t run away, which isn’t nothing.

    Instead of publically breaking up, Shane and Rose continue a fake relationship. (Temporary) Heartbreak for Ilya and Shane ensues.

    all four chapters are fully planned :)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,915
    Chapters:
    2/4
    Comments:
    39
    Kudos:
    213
    Bookmarks:
    71
    Hits:
    3,320

    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
    Bookmarker's Notes

    this hurt my feelings ;_;

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Shane lets himself think about what it might be like at All Stars, there's a blurry gap where he's standing. Ilya will be wearing something stylish and sexy — probably a shiny shirt that makes Shane want to grab him and never let go. There's nothing Shane owns that fits in that category.

    But Reebok and Rolex have both had him work with stylists for appearances in the past. He pulls up the photos of those events, and flips through the photos. He sends them to Rose.

    Which of these is better?

    She replies to the Rolex photo with six exclamation marks.

    Shane Hollander's five rules of how to not look gay (and how he breaks them for Ilya Rozanov) + one time he doesn't have to.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,166
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    468
    Kudos:
    2,729
    Bookmarks:
    591
    Hits:
    23,193

    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya introduces Shane and Svetlana, and gets a little more than he bargained for.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,599
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    115
    Kudos:
    2,159
    Bookmarks:
    477
    Hits:
    12,201

    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Shane was born an ocean away from her homeland, Yuna Hollander, who did not pray, whispered into the world: Let every door open for him, my son.

    OR: Yuna Hollander learns to appreciate Ilya Rozanov, one step at a time.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,235
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    248
    Kudos:
    3,497
    Bookmarks:
    865
    Hits:
    19,285

    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
    Bookmarker's Notes

    what if i cry bro

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane kicks Ilya out of the playoffs. Afterwards, he makes it up to him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,036
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    121
    Kudos:
    1,300
    Bookmarks:
    312
    Hits:
    12,925

    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Media: Here is the goodest most normal boy.
    Me: Oh so he’s a lil fucked up, got it. Here he is developing a bruise kink on top of everything else going on.

     

    Something’s different, just in general. Like wearing sunglasses, a filter of sorts over everything, but if Shane was in any way honest with himself, he’d know it was more like going without for the first time.

    He’s painfully aware of his body these days; how it looks, how it moves, how it responds to… stimuli. And it is responding, lately. His bruises, too: always just there, so used to them they’d barely registered anymore, but recently there’s been a sort of constant hum of them at the edge of his awareness. It’s a layer of input he really doesn’t need right now, busy as he is.

    But he’s been woken up. Restless. Needy.

    Late in bed, when all his chores are done, fingers travel up to his collarbone, where the newest acquisition is waiting for him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,716
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    245
    Kudos:
    1,273
    Bookmarks:
    395
    Hits:
    10,620

    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
    Bookmarker's Notes

    freak4freak truly <3

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation