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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    10 May 2026

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    Shane narrows his eyes, focusing on the flirtatious tilt of the alpha’s mouth as he smiles at him. And then what he just said finally registers in his mind. What the fuck? Is that guy for real? Flirting with him on the first day of school? With his daughter only standing a few feet away?

    “Was that supposed to be a pick-up line?”

    The alpha’s grin doesn't waver. If anything, it grows more pronounced, those unfairly blue eyes crinkling at the corners. “If you want to.”

    Shane Hollander was nineteen when he finally presented. Twenty-one when he got diagnosed with IOED, a rare condition that shows itself with delayed secondary omega traits and absent heats. In other words: infertility.

    When his boyfriend breaks up with him for this very reason, Shane has to come to terms with the fact that he’ll probably be alone forever. What alpha in his right mind could possibly want a defective omega?

    That’s where Ilya Rozanov comes in, proving him wrong at every turn, because loving Shane appears to be the easiest thing he’s ever done.

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    09 May 2026

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    Shane clicked onto the next slide displaying his classroom's schedule and turned back to the group seated facing him. His eyes landed on the parent who had just walked in.

    First, this man did not fit in the small chair designed for a second grader.

    Second, he was really fucking pretty.

    Shane Hollander built his life after college around safe choices. Safe job, safe routines, and a safe distance from the hockey world he abandoned years ago.

    That is, until Ilya Rozanov walked into his second grade classroom.

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    09 May 2026

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    “Don’t marry her.” Shane blurted out, his heart unable to contain itself anymore, “Don’t marry Svetlana.”

    “Hollander, I need Citizenship to keep playing. I don’t have any other option.” Ilya told him.

    “Marry me.”

     

    Or,

    The fic where to avoid deportation, Shane asks Ilya to marry him, and chaos ensues.

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    07 May 2026

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    It wasn’t a mistake.

    It wasn’t an accident.

    Ilya Rozanov had recorded himself fucking someone wearing Shane’s jersey. Either to humiliate or provoke, he had shot his load over Shane’s last name. Or, perhaps, he had done it to claim dominance.

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    What if Ilya had let his jealousy get the better of him during the Rose Landry era?

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    02 May 2026

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    After Shane walks out on Ilya following the tuna meltdown, he meets Rose Landry, who promptly clocks him as gay and drunkenly encourages him to get over the guy he's pining for through Grindr meetups. Slutty Shane Hollander ensues, but hookups aren't as satisfying as Shane imagined them to be.

    grindr au! my first work on ao3/my first fanfic in general! this will mostly be slutty shane (in a twisted kind of way i think) but hollanov will be end game i pinky promise.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    🌹"No questions. No feelings. Just because we want to."🌹

    Shane Hollander is a PhD student who knows how to stay invisible.
    Ilya Rozanov is Montreal’s most arrogant hockey star who never plays by rules he didn’t set himself.

    It should be easy to walk away.

    Instead, it becomes something quiet and hidden—late nights, closed doors, and a version of Ilya no one else gets to see.

    Ilya doesn’t do feelings.
    Shane was never meant for something like this.

    But he stays.
    And he falls anyway.

    And when it ends, Ilya might finally understand what it meant—
    when there’s nothing left to hold onto.

    (fake dating, secrecy, loving someone who was never going to choose you | WIP — 2 updates/week | happy ending, I promise 💔➡️❤️) 🔥

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a good vet. He can diagnose patients, neuter animals with Shakira blasting from the other room and deal with a few cat scratches. What he cannot manage is professional hockey player Ilya Rozanov being an overanxious dog dad and flirting with him, especially when he can barely tell.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    “You’re impossible.”

    “Yet here you are.”

    A skiing accident sidelines DU hockey’s golden freshman center.

    A Russian phenom arrives to replace him.

    And a very poorly made housing assignment.

    A stupid tree may have cost Shane Hollander his first collegiate season, but Ilya Rosanov has cost him the rest of his peace.

    It would be easier if they stayed enemies.
    It would be easier if they didn’t have to go home to the same place every night.

    Between rehab sessions, early practices, and an apartment that’s way too small for this much ego, Shane and Ilya discover that rivalry is easy—it’s everything else that’s complicated.

    Or… enemies to friends (kind of) to lovers (ew, Ilya, no, that’s gross), with hockey, bad decisions, and feelings no one asked for.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Luca is 13 when he starts using tumblr. At that point, playing for an MLH-team is just a dream to him. Due to his intrest for hockey and art, that is exactly what he starts postinging about. He makes friends online. And then, he starts reaching for his dreams.

    Or: Luca is a tumblr fanboy who ships Hollanov through all of his teenage yesrs. And maybe after that as well-

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Instead of breaking up, Shane and Rose agree to a mutually beneficial lavender relationship for the cameras.

    If only Ilya would let him explain...

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander, hockey enthusiast and licensed massage therapist, is an expert in helping athletes keep their bodies in tip-top shape. Working with the Boston Raiders should've been his career milestone.

    One Ilya Rozanov makes things much, much more complicated. Relentless on the ice and unreadable everywhere else, Ilya unsettles Shane in ways that have nothing to do with hockey and everything to do with proximity, restraint, and the dangerous pull of something unspoken.

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    Shane is a sports therapist that starts working with the Boston Raiders.

    Strong hands shifted to the back of Shane’s head, to the nape of his neck. That’s when time began to blur, seconds melting together until they barely existed at all. That’s when Rozanov leaned in – and when Shane followed. Like the strike of flint against wood. They existed in that moment, and in the wildfire that followed.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Hayden have been together for 2 years and things are going great. Or, as great as it can be going between two men who have the same boring routine every single day. But when Shane gets a new personal trainer at the gym, sparks fly and questionable choices are made.

    [Please read tags. Just like my other fic (The Love Triangle) this is gonna be messy and awful so read with caution and know what you’re getting into before you read it]

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    15 Mar 2026

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    14 Mar 2026

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    "We have newest member of the team with us today, as you all have seen.”

    Shane glanced up again, watching as the captain gestured vaguely toward Shane without looking at him. “Shane Hollander.” The name came out of his mouth like it was laced with poison.

    Shane became very aware of many eyes turning to him now. He felt a few claps on the back and tried to force a tight smile. But his eyes wandered back up to Ilya Rozanov, who was looking at him with so much quiet contempt, that Shane started to understand the phrase ‘if looks could kill.’
     

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    OR: Ilya spirals into a deep depression when Shane breaks things off with him definitively after a horrifying run in with their feelings (and tuna melts).

    They go no contact for close to a year until Shane is unexpectedly traded to Boston the following season.

    Shane finds his new captain is a version of Ilya he's never seen before: dark, icy, and distant.

    But their newfound proximity mixed with old feelings creates a complicated dynamic that they can't ignore forever.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    10 Mar 2026

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    Fans in uproar after Centaurs Captain Ilya Rozanov tweets “Only steers and queers in Vegas and I’m not a cow.” — is Rozanov gay or a homophobe? Vote in the poll below!

     

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    When beloved hockey player Ilya Rozanov finds himself in trouble after a drunken tweet Shane Hollander steps in and saves the day.

    How, you may ask?

    Well. Fake dating, of course.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Lily: is what you call a prank?
    Lily: Who are you? Jane’s friend?
    Shane: Not Jane, or a prank.
    Shane: I thought you were Lily. I met her last night.
    Lily: clearly not
    ..

    When Shane Hollander gets an unexpected dick pic from a number he he thought belonged a girl, he falls into an explicit texting-only affair with an anonymous man that slowly becomes more. Too bad he doesn't know that the person on the other end of the line is his career rival, Ilya Rozanov.

    Or, a wrong number au

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    Comments:
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    08 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is immediately intrigued by his team's hot new massage therapist. He thinks he probably just wants to sleep with him, but the more he gets to know him, the more he fears he may actually want something real.

    Meanwhile, Shane has just landed his dream job and has no interest in crossing any professional boundaries, no matter how much their star player might make him want to.

    Featuring famous!Ilya who's at the height of his career and is tired of the playboy lifestyle, and professional!Shane who's far too busy achieving his goals to worry about his heart.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    05 Mar 2026

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    Royal Ottawa Golf and Country Club - Recreational Guidelines

    General Pool Conduct
    - Running on the pool deck is prohibited.
    - Diving is permitted only in designated deep-water areas.
    - Food and beverages are not permitted in the pool.
    - Alcoholic beverages are not permitted inside the pool.
    - Smoking is prohibited in all pool and indoor lounge areas.

    Staff & Club Member Interaction Policy
    - Employees must maintain professional boundaries with all club members.
    - Romantic or sexual relationships between staff and members are strictly forbidden.
    -Any violation of this policy will result in immediate termination.

    Or: Shane Hollander is a strict rule follower, and Ilya Rozanov is determined to break every single one.

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    03 Mar 2026

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