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    Shane is the one naked and dripping wet, and he still feels like Ilya is the one who exudes sex. Just standing there, brushing his teeth. When Shane turns off the water, Ilya hands him a towel and then turns around to rinse his mouth with the hotel mouth wash. He leaves the bathroom before Shane is done, and this is the moment where a tiny inkling Shane has ignored all day becomes a full blown suspicion.

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    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    “I get kind of–” Shane makes a little whining noise in the back of his throat, tips his head toward the ceiling for a moment before looking back at Ilya. “I hate those fucking press conferences. I hate them, Roz, and sometimes it just feels like too much and I can’t–” One hand goes up to run through his hair, already a little mussed, and Shane gives it a slight tug, making a frustrated noise that Ilya hasn’t heard before.

    And Ilya decides that’s enough.

    - or, a post-game press conference makes shane hit his breaking point. ilya goes after him. 

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    27 Dec 2025

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    Shane could not catch a breath to speak. Suffocating waves of fear and dread crashed down onto him. Rosanov only drew closer, cautiously, as if Shane was about to bolt in the opposite direction.

    “Breathe,” Rosanov’s voice commanded. Shane was not sure if he would ever breathe again.

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    Shane has a panic attack before the playoff finals. Who else finds him but Rosanov? Months later, Ilya is unable to shake the encounter and tries to get Hollander to let him in again. Both struggle with the unexpected vulnerability of it all. Set some time after Vegas, when both are falling hard but still stuck in denial.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    Another Ontario summer is on the horizon. With Dicky Thomson selling off the dairy, Darry is soon to be out of a job. When a friend asks for help you help him, and more hands make less work, but Wayne’s not expecting all the change that comes with his best good buddy being on the farm full-time. Better all around to leave ruminating to the cows and marinating to the steaks—if only Wayne and his brain could agree on the things that aren’t worth thinking about.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    Large, freezing fingers take hold of his hair and wrench him up, up onto trembling knees as it snarls, there, close enough to rip his throat open with its maw of borrowed teeth.

    "Do not think I am not tempted, Victor!" There is no heat to its breath, as it bellows its contempt not an inch from his face. Only moisture, and rushing air, expelled to defile his name. "To bleed you. To humble you."

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    "You have denied me death, I deny you in kind. You must live, Victor."

    He hates the sound of his name in its mouth. Hates it. Had only it died as intended, that he would never suffer the sound again.

    "For if you will not grant me a companion, I will take you as one."

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    07 Dec 2025