12 Bookmarks by dillncrocus
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Shane is the one naked and dripping wet, and he still feels like Ilya is the one who exudes sex. Just standing there, brushing his teeth. When Shane turns off the water, Ilya hands him a towel and then turns around to rinse his mouth with the hotel mouth wash. He leaves the bathroom before Shane is done, and this is the moment where a tiny inkling Shane has ignored all day becomes a full blown suspicion.
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Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.
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Bookmarked by dillncrocus
19 Jan 2026
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pushing it down & praying by lavender (punchinginadream)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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“I get kind of–” Shane makes a little whining noise in the back of his throat, tips his head toward the ceiling for a moment before looking back at Ilya. “I hate those fucking press conferences. I hate them, Roz, and sometimes it just feels like too much and I can’t–” One hand goes up to run through his hair, already a little mussed, and Shane gives it a slight tug, making a frustrated noise that Ilya hasn’t heard before.
And Ilya decides that’s enough.
- or, a post-game press conference makes shane hit his breaking point. ilya goes after him.
Bookmarked by dillncrocus
27 Dec 2025
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I'm Not Whole by Night_Fics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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Shane could not catch a breath to speak. Suffocating waves of fear and dread crashed down onto him. Rosanov only drew closer, cautiously, as if Shane was about to bolt in the opposite direction.
“Breathe,” Rosanov’s voice commanded. Shane was not sure if he would ever breathe again.
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Shane has a panic attack before the playoff finals. Who else finds him but Rosanov? Months later, Ilya is unable to shake the encounter and tries to get Hollander to let him in again. Both struggle with the unexpected vulnerability of it all. Set some time after Vegas, when both are falling hard but still stuck in denial.
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27 Dec 2025
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Another Ontario summer is on the horizon. With Dicky Thomson selling off the dairy, Darry is soon to be out of a job. When a friend asks for help you help him, and more hands make less work, but Wayne’s not expecting all the change that comes with his best good buddy being on the farm full-time. Better all around to leave ruminating to the cows and marinating to the steaks—if only Wayne and his brain could agree on the things that aren’t worth thinking about.
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Bookmarked by dillncrocus
12 Dec 2025
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Large, freezing fingers take hold of his hair and wrench him up, up onto trembling knees as it snarls, there, close enough to rip his throat open with its maw of borrowed teeth.
"Do not think I am not tempted, Victor!" There is no heat to its breath, as it bellows its contempt not an inch from his face. Only moisture, and rushing air, expelled to defile his name. "To bleed you. To humble you."
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"You have denied me death, I deny you in kind. You must live, Victor."
He hates the sound of his name in its mouth. Hates it. Had only it died as intended, that he would never suffer the sound again.
"For if you will not grant me a companion, I will take you as one."
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- Part 1 of Companions
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Bookmarked by dillncrocus
07 Dec 2025
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“Think of that mask you’ve got on, that one you wear for your wife, showing her you’re strong, that you’re Mister Tough Guy – it ain’t comfortable, is it? It’s an ill fit. So, take it off, set that on the coffee table—” He mimes lifting off a mask off Tyrell’s face, and placing it aside, “There we go – and let me help you.”
In a secluded Dark Army safehouse, an unstoppable force meets an immovable object. Set during S03E03, and through Season 2.
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- Part 1 of Cabin Fever
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19 Oct 2025
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McCoy's transport is destroyed in what appears to be a containment field explosion, leaving no known survivors. The truth, however, is not so simple as that ...
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Bookmarked by dillncrocus
24 Apr 2025
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Your name is Harry Du Bois. You are a 25-year-old gym teacher at a high school in Grand-Couron. Over the next three days you will make new friends, learn new things, and find new ways to make a complete and utter fool of yourself. What is it all for? Who is it all for? And what will become of you once it's all over?
Who knows? Perhaps some things are just inevitable.
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- Part 1 of CARDIOVERSE
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Bookmarked by dillncrocus
13 Apr 2025
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It takes ages for Andrew to stop shaking, and when he finally speaks, his voice is thin and hoarse. “I’m sorry.”
“Shut up, Blur.”
“It’s never happened before, not like that, he’s never—”
Fucking Ed and his goddamn ghost shit. Sam’s lips are a tight line as he sits up enough to rub Andrew’s back. “Stop talking.”
“I’m trying—I’m fucking trying to figure this shit out—”
Andrew stops when Sam pushes his fingers into his curls and pulls—not enough to hurt him, just enough to get him to stop fucking babbling. “Andrew.” The other man makes a small sound in reply; Sam keeps the tension on Andrew’s hair for a moment longer, then lets go, scratching his scalp again. “I’m not mad, but you gotta shut the hell up."
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The morning after the deer.
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21 Jan 2025
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Eddie cast around for topics that might get Richie going—weird movie concepts, gross food combinations, Odd Future, how much all the TV Eddie liked apparently sucked—but nothing seemed like it would be enough to fix whatever this was. Eddie took a deep breath as subtly as he could. “Do you, like, hate it here?”
Richie made a laugh-adjacent noise. “Uh, yeah. What tipped you off?” he said immediately. But then he looked at Eddie out of the corner of his eye. “Do you?” he asked, sounding less sure.
“So fucking much,” Eddie said.
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Richie and Eddie meet in freshman year.
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- Part 1 of The Life of the Mind
Bookmarked by dillncrocus
24 Jul 2022
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It’s been five months since being revived, four months of staying at Phil’s place in the Arctic, when Wilbur realises that he can’t get his hands to stop shaking.
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Or: Wilbur fucking hates antipsychotics. Phil is just trying his best to be a good dad.
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30 Jan 2022
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Bruno can’t let them find out all the ways that he’s been hurt and hurting over the years. He can’t let them see how badly he’s still struggling. Bruno has been the guardian of terrible things ever since he was five years old, and these secrets are nothing new nor different.
It’s not as easy as it used to be. It’s not as if they aren’t looking, after all, Bruno’s just good at not being found.
He’s been hiding so long he’s not sure how to be honest anymore, and really, that’s no one’s fault but his own.
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Bookmarked by dillncrocus
07 Jan 2022
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devastating
maybe somebody has felt the way i feel