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    “I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”

    Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”

    “First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Still, he can’t help it. He’s fucking horny.

    “Okay, here’s what we’re gonna do.” Shane stands, hands on his hips. He fixes Ilya with his game plan look he gets right before he gives the team a speech in the locker room. “You’re gonna finish your game, I’m gonna finish cleaning, then you’ll—“

    “Fuck your brains out?” Ilya interrupts.

    Then you’re gonna make us some lunch, and we’re gonna eat it on the back patio.”

    Shane cockwarms Ilya. Ilya tries to be a good boy.

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    31 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 98

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    Shane was there. Center on the bed. His Jersey bunched up his chest being held by his hand, his panties damn near see through from where his cock was leaking, and his other hand shoved behind him. He looked already gone. Throughly fucked, and on his way to another realm. He was on his knees, straddling Ilya’s pillow, his hips moving- grinding -in small aborted movements. His bottom lip caught between his teeth, his face dusting pink with exertion, and his eyelids fluttered as he looked at Ilya.

    “Ilya,” he moaned once he saw his boyfriend in the doorway. “Please..”

    Shane rewards Ilya for winning a game with a few nudey photos and a surprise visit.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Lily: are you clean?
    Me: what?
    Me: i mean yes obviously
    Me: but why?
    Lily: if you want, i will fuck you raw after we play tonight

    Boston, 2015. Ilya has a suggestion.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    “It’s not new,” Shane admits.

    “The gay part or the relationship part?”

    “Both?”

    Hayden’s jaw slowly drops until he’s wearing such a goofy expression that Shane can’t help but laugh again.

    (Or, Shane gets to come out on his own terms for once.)

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Every single example online of the love languages could fit Ilya to some degree – Shane had never thought about it before, but now that he knew, it was a problem that he didn’t know Ilya’s. He already wasn’t fluent in Russian, despite his attempt at learning, and he refused to be behind on another of Ilya’s languages.

    Shane looked down at Ilya, still passed out asleep in his arms, and nodded to himself, ready to run a series of experiments until he found what worked for Ilya.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Troy decided to be brave. Really brave.

    “About that.” Troy said, “Do you…would you mind…giving me Shane’s phone number?” Troy ran his hand through his hair. Ilya was packing the last item from his locker into his bag when he froze as Troy finished that question.

    “For what reason?” Ilya asked, as he pretended to fidget with the last item in the bag.

    ~

    Troy just joined the Centaurs. He's not doing well mentally, but a friendship with Ilya Rozanov improves his self-worth slightly. He musters the courage to ask Ilya something....for Shane's phone number.

    or... Watch Ilya Rozanov lose his mind over the idea that Troy Barrett wants to date his boyfriend.

    EDIT: I've added the drink date! Chapter 2.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya’s coming back?” He asked, almost giddy. And— maybe the meds were stronger than she’d realised.

    “No- he was just leaving. So he came by to see how you’re doing? Did he apologise for Marlow?”

    “He was so worried,” Shane said, a tiny furrow appearing between his eyebrows.

    “Marlow?”

    “No, Ilya! He gets all serious when he’s worried.”

     

    or, Yuna runs into Rozanov in the hospital and starts connecting dots

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Yuna has let go of a lot in her life, including her own dream to play professional hockey. But that's alright; she has Shane and David and they have built a storybook legacy together. Then Ilya Rozanov gets hurt and suddenly Shane's calling her asking if they'll go pick up his archrival from the hospital.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    27 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 95

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    ”Shane,” a reporter from ESPN calls, “what is your comment on the plane crash?”

    Shane does not know about any plane crash, but he is disconnected from the news anyway, especially on game day. He asks, “What plane crash?”

    ”The Ottawa Centaurs,” the reporter says, and Shane’s heart—stops.

     

    ~*~*~*~*~*~*~

    Shane is in a press conference when he finds out about the plane crash.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Wyatt’s gaze shot up and it was like one of those moments in a fucking movie or something.

    Because the person bursting through the door like an absolute tornado at two in the morning was Shane Hollander. The man looked sweaty. And breathless. And panicked. No, haunted. His eyes were wide and tortured, chest heaving like he’d run here from Canada.

    What was he doing here in Tampa and not in Canada?

    Oh. OH. Oh shit.

    OR

    **Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game - Canon-Divergence**

    What if when the Centaurs plane trouble occurred, Shane immediately jumped on a flight to Tampa?

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Hayden felt sick as he saw Shane glance between them and his own phone in J.J.’s hand, taking in what was probably his worst nightmare playing out right in front of him. Because Hayden could see it, within seconds, the way his face closed off, went blank, like he knew exactly what was happening because he’d been dreading it for so long.

    But his eyes, fuck, his eyes showed everything even as he went very still. The bone-deep profound terror was all there.

    Hayden wanted everything to stop, he wanted to shove J.J. out of the room, shove himself out of this situation, shove Shane out of harm’s way.

    “Why the fuck is Rozanov sexting you?”

    Hayden wanted to shove the shirt Shane hadn’t had time to put on in J.J.’s fucking mouth.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Ilya’s thumb rubs slow circles into his hip, gaze dark and locked on him. “You’re doing so well, moya lyubov'.”
    Shane whimpers.
    “Such a good boy. Look at you—riding me like a slut.”
    “Just—just for you,” Shane chokes out, blushing hard, hips stuttering. “I—f-fuck—”
    “I know,” Ilya says, sitting up a little now, his mouth curving into a grin, holding steady on Shane’s hips. “You’re so good for me.”

    ---
    or: shane is overstimulated. ilya takes care of him afterwards.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    “What the fuck is Shayden?” Ilya asks, nose deep in his phone. They’re sprawled across the couch, enjoying a lazy evening at the cottage.
    Shane snorts, “I think it’s me and Hayden. Like our duo name.”
    “You and Pike? Shane, they are saying you are in love with him.”

    /

    In the Heated Rivalry Universe, Shayden is the most popular RPF ship. Ilya takes to his burner account to set the record straight.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t go to the cottage. It’s the worst mistake he’s ever made.

    Or: Neither Shane’s injury nor Scott’s bravery change Ilya’s mind, and he goes through with breaking things off. A brutal combination of realizing how deep his desire for Shane runs and witnessing a stranger get far too close to Shane has Ilya spiraling like never before.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov’s relationship is probably the worst-kept secret in the NHL, and it’s entirely their own fault. 11 years is a long time to keep a secret, and Shane and Ilya are really, really bad at sneaking around.

    Or: A look into Shane and Ilya’s relationship over the years, from all the people who walk in on them, one way or another.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “Worried?” said Shane. “Oh, no, I wouldn’t say I was worried. Just curious, I guess.”

    It was his worried voice. His thinking-too-hard voice. But Ilya was a nice boyfriend, so he wouldn’t point it out. “Curious about what, then?”

    “Well, like I said earlier,” Shane said. “You cried. When I…when I said I love you.”

    Shane wants a debrief on the whole love confession thing. Ilya thinks Shane is nosy (recently he has learned to say this), but he is not in the habit of saying no to his boyfriend, so...feelings it is.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    The team has just come back into the locker room and Ilya is sitting in front of his stall, unlacing his skates, when his world changes.

    “Oh, fuck,” Bood says. He’s got his phone in his hand and a stricken expression on his face. “The Metros plane had to make an emergency landing.”

    --

    Or: Shane's plane is the one that almost crashes.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. It’s too much. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.

    Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”

    “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.

    Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. Shane watches, his vision blurry, as a myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.

    He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.

    OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.

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    10 Jan 2026

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