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i love you, ya tebya lyublyu, je t'aime by moonlightdances
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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“Because I can’t fucking do this, Ilya. I’m going to my parents’, I- I need a break, alright? Shit.” Shane’s gaze locked onto his keys and he picked them up, stalking towards the door. He needed a break from the arguing and he needed to go somewhere he could breathe and collect his thoughts, so he could process this correctly and talk about it with Ilya civilly. Everything was still suffocating and overwhelming and Shane needed out, needed to go sit in his car and drive in silence to his parents’ place.
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Ilya had seen enough breakups to know what one looked like. Shane ignored him, and looked irritated, and said he couldn’t do this (this, like everything between them could be reduced to a single word other than love), and said he needed a break (his confidence in Ilya’s English was comforting up until Ilya realised it meant Shane didn’t feel the need to say the dramatic I’m breaking up with you that characterised the ends of relationships).or, hollanov fight and misunderstandings resulting in an injury ensue
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15 Jan 2026
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Shane spirals after a disastrous interview.
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11 Jan 2026
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“I think you could kiss anyone here.”
Buck huffs, somehow pressing in even closer, the hand on Eddie’s shoulder slipping off and grasping his hip. “I think we both know if we both went up to someone wanting to kiss them, they’d pick you every time.”
Eddie closes his eyes, swallowing thickly. Buck’s cologne has mostly faded, but it’s still there, mixed with the smell of sweat and booze and the lingering scent of marijuana from the duo smoking by the entrance when they came in. It’s heady. He sways into Buck’s grip, only just managing to catch himself before he full forces swoons into him.
“They’d be wrong,” he whispers on a slow exhale.
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or, Buck and Eddie ring in the New Year.
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01 Jan 2026
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where's the trophy (he just comes running over to me) by sanjuwrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Dec 2025
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Shane smiles shakily and Ilya lets go, watching him walk up and slot in between Haas and Wyatt. Bood leans forward, "Hollander okay?"
Ilya smiles a little at the concern in his friend's voice, "He will be fine. We will all be fine, because," Ilya raises his voice, carrying over the line of hockey players, "we are winning tonight!"
The ground shakes with the force of the team hitting their sticks against the rubber floors.
Outside, the announcer begins announcing the Centaurs, and within the span of a minute, all of their skates are hitting the ice.
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Shane and Ilya play the Stanley Cup finals. And then they celebrate. A lot.
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26 Dec 2025
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you'd rather die than take your eyes off me by princebutt
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Nov 2025
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“Hey, Hollander, did you see the news about Rozanov?”
Shane’s head snaps up and he almost gives himself whiplash. It’s deja vu, and it throws him back to that moment last season when Ilya’s father passed and he went MIA. His teammates had speculated, but Shane had known the truth – Ilya’s father had passed and he’d flown back to Russia to take care of family matters.
“No?” He states simply, because he doesn’t trust his tongue to not betray him. What could Ilya possibly have done that would get him on the news?
A phone is passed over, and Shane squints against the light and the tiny font of the news article. In big, bold letters the title reads ‘HOCKEY STAR ILYA ROZANOV SEVERELY INJURED IN CAR CRASH.’ It’s accompanied by a generic picture from the Boston news channel, but Shane doesn’t scroll down any further. He can’t. He doesn’t think his brain is capable of any thoughts currently. The phone drops out of his shaking hand and he realizes belatedly that tears are blurring his vision.
“I gotta go.”
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OR, Ilya is in a car accident. Shane hurries to be by his side, and outs them in the process. Set during the year Ilya is playing for Boston.
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22 Dec 2025
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Dom-drop rough snippet/drabble.
Ilya is shattered when he leaves but it doesn't last for long.Bookmarked by fickle_ghost
22 Dec 2025
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you'll ask me to pray for rain with ash in your mouth by Daisies_and_Briars
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
07 Nov 2025
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Whenever Eddie sleeps, he experiences the dreams of those who are dreaming about him. He doesn't tell anyone. But when Buck's dreams start to change, addressing his strange ability may become unavoidable.
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16 Nov 2025
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11 Nov 2025
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“But anyway, it's like Eddie’s turned into my own personal blanket, and I don't know what to do about it.”
Chimney studies Buck carefully for a minute before saying anything.
“Is it making it so you can't sleep?” he asks.
“No.” In fact, Buck has been getting some of the best sleep of his life.
“Does it make you uncomfortable?”
“Well…” Buck scratches his chin. “No.” Quite the opposite, actually. If he could, he'd stay under his Eddie blanket for the rest of his life. That's part of the problem.
Chimney sighs, a deep, tired, drawn-out breath released from the depths of his soul.
“Then I don't see the issue, Buck.”
or; Buck keeps waking up to Eddie draped over him like a blanket and spirals about it.
Fluffvember Day 3: Blanket
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- Part 3 of Ivy's Fluffvember 2025
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05 Nov 2025
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“Wanna dance?” Eddie asks, leaning only slightly away to look at Buck. He’s smirking now, eyes traveling all over Buck’s face, taking in his expression and the color blooming on his cheeks.
There’s a look in Eddie’s eyes now, one that Buck hadn’t quite seen before this trip. Or had he? Did it just not mean to him then what he realizes, or thinks, it means now? Regardless, it confirms a thought that has been niggling at the back of his mind all night.
Flirting. Eddie was flirting with him.
or, Buck visits Eddie in Texas a few months after he leaves LA. They road trip to Austin with Adriana to stay with Sophia, who has planned a night out on the town that none of them will soon forget - especially Buck and Eddie.
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Bookmarked by fickle_ghost
30 Oct 2025
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Buck’s kisses trail up, closer to his mouth with each suck and bite, and this is where Eddie’s inability to voice his needs stops. It is one thing to let Buck give him what he wants, and another to let Buck take something they can’t go back from. He can’t allow Buck to kiss him. Not if he wants their friendship to continue unscathed.
“No—” he breathes out, voice hoarse, “no kisses.”
“What?”
“Don’t kiss me, Buck,” he says with more conviction than the previous statement, as if he’s trying to convince himself as well as his best friend.
It’s a funny thing to say to someone while their hand is on your dick, because Eddie is pretty sure he should’ve led with that. That’s, like, a determining factor whether this happens or not at all.OR: Buck and Eddie become friends with benefits and are casual about it, but are they really?
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19 Oct 2025
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all my affection is yours by vibrantsaturn
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
27 Jul 2025
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Alex didn’t think it was possible, but Henry’s hold turns tighter, and he pulls away slightly so that he can bite at the underside of Alex’s jaw, leaving a hickey high enough that Alex would have trouble covering it. Alex tilts his chin for better access, wanting to know if Henry is doing this just to deter Spencer.
“Is he still looking?”
“Alex,” Henry mutters, sounding annoyed. “I’m kissing you, stop thinking about other men.”
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henry knows he doesn’t have a right to be possessive over alex. it doesn’t seem to stop him anyway.Bookmarked by fickle_ghost
22 Sep 2025
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766 Days by milschn
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue (2023), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
15 Apr 2025
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Musician Alex and musician Henry broke up 2 years ago, 766 days to be precise. Alex missed him for 766 days, longer even. He misses him now. With Henry only a few feet away from him. On stage. A world away.
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20 Sep 2025
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His Achilles Heel by clockwrkpendrxgon
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
02 Sep 2025
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Alex has seen and heard shocking things in his life given the nature of his job, but none of them is as shocking as the sight of best-selling author Henry Fox at his doorstep, alarmingly looking like shit and clutching his side.
“Hey.” Is all he says before he uncharacteristically collapses into Alex's house with a deafening thud.
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13 Sep 2025
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These days, them getting dressed for work together isn’t out of the ordinary. Neither is Buck waking Chris up for school while Eddie takes a shower, or Buck cooking breakfast while Eddie lingers nearby, going over the bills at the dining table, or Chris trying to finish up last night’s homework while they eat their eggs and bacon.
Buck likes the company. It isn’t the same as Abby or Taylor or…Tommy, cuddling at night while sneaking kisses underneath the sheets, but maybe he’ll let himself admit it’s better.
In Eddie's absence, Buck moves into his house. Now that Eddie and Chris are back, things are different. Not bad. Just different.
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11 Sep 2025
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Andrew might be in love.
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- Part 4 of unraveled
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10 Sep 2025
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The Side Effects Of Falling For Your Best Friend by Aficatyourfingertips, buckdiass
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
06 Sep 2025
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"Okay," Eddie says, shaking his head like he's throwing off the laughter. "Touch my ass."
"What?"
"The only way for us to face this is to jump in. So, touch my ass."
Buck untangles his arms from around Eddie. "I think the mood's gone."
"Oh, c'mon," Eddie whines. "I promise I won't laugh."
"I don't want to do it anymore."
That earns him a raised eyebrow. "You don't want to touch my ass?"
"Eddie—"
"Just touch my ass."
"Stop saying ass."
"Ass, ass, ass, ass, ass—"
Side effects may include laughter during sex, moody teens, competitive streaks a mile wide, and the ability to (somewhat) effectively communicate.
or...Finally together, Buck and Eddie navigate their developing relationship. Eddie’s laughter at the thought of sex and Chris’s passive aggressive mixed signals don’t help a spiraling Buck’s mourning of an imagined loss of friendship. Meanwhile, Eddie comes to terms with his identity and it means for him. Featuring too much information shared during wine nights, zoo trips with a gaggle of kids, and an exhausted Ravi.
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09 Sep 2025
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Picture You by Juloviz for viola_player1, 0npurpose
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
16 Aug 2025
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He concentrates on the sink, staring at it as though his life depended on it, heart pounding in his chest like a prisoner desperate to break free. It feels completely wrong to see Henry like this, but even worse is the realization that part of him didn’t want to look away.
Which, tragically, is the central conflict.
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Bookmarked by fickle_ghost
07 Sep 2025
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Honestly, I was flattered by his obsession. Eventually, he gave up and settled into the role of reluctant co-captain. But in doing so, Henry made a decision that would define the next three years of our life:
I was public enemy number one.
And me? I came to a conclusion of my own.
One day, I’m going to kiss Henry Fox.Bookmarked by fickle_ghost
07 Sep 2025
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you had me at goodbye by ingberry
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
04 Sep 2025
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The kiss is scorching hot, unlike the cold October night. Alex’s hand cups his neck, the pressure firm, and their tongues brush slowly against each other as time becomes an abstract concept.
Alex pulls away and Henry jolts back into his surroundings, head swimming. Space grows between them and Henry stands rooted to the pavement as cars whizz past, eyes glued to Alex’s face.
A small, private smile steals across it. “Goodbye, Henry Fox.”
Henry meets Alex at his own goodbye party.
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04 Sep 2025