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    Shane and Ilya decide to come out by building up their public friendship and slowly starting to hint at a relationship.

    One of these men is chronically read as straight and the other is Ilya Rozanov.

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    17 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 42

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    The idea of someone watching had always turned him on. Even if he refused to admit it when Ilya whispered elaborate fantasies in his ear about what a little show off he was until Shane was begging for release.

    Ilya would show Shane off to everyone, if he could. Turns out he can. And Shane wants to be shown off at an exclusive celebrity sex club.

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    17 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    The reason Shane Hollander hated Ilya Rozanov was not what most people thought.

    Most would assume it had to do with their rivalry that they played into so well, with how Rozanov was brutal and relentless, slamming him against the boards, while Shane only retorted with the chirps of a songbird.

    But no, that wasn’t it.

    Shane Hollander hated the way Ilya Rozanov made him crumble.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “Y-you want me to be a girl?”

    Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.

    “No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”

    ***

    Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    17 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 36

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    Shane is being weird and distant, and Ilya's mind can only feed him the worst possible scenarios. He's not coping.

    Fortunately for him, Shane's hands and body are there to take care of him and keep out the darkness.

    (OR - Shane is a sweet baby angel and Ilya misunderstands in a BIG way. But a little talking and a lot of touching can be very healing.)

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    17 Feb 2026

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    "Fucking moron." Cliff mutters. "Who doesn't like eating pussy? Well. I mean." He darts a glance out of the corner of his eye.
    Rozanov chuckles into the mouth of his beer. "Marley, you know how much pussy I've eaten?"
    "I just meant--I wasn't trying to be insensitive. I know Hollander's gay."
    "Mm. True, Shane would cry." He tilts his beer into his mouth then, so Cliff almost doesn't hear him say, "Different for him with cock, though."
    Cliff laughs. "You're a fuckin' dog, Rozy."
    "Whaaat? I'm just saying, my husband? Fucking lo-o-ves to suck cock. Loves it."

    Cliff is just trying to be a good friend. He's not realizing anything about himself at all.

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    17 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 35

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    To be fair, they all almost died, but Wyatt Hayes did not expect that to mean walking Ilya Rozanov through a panic attack after their plane nearly crashed.

     

    or, outtakes from the aftermath of the plane scene. or, Wyatt Hayes versus patriarchal standards of behavior. Wyatt POV first, then Ilya

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    17 Feb 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 79

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    Cliff always knew that Roz was a private guy. But he was a hell of a hockey player, a great Captain, and an excellent wingman. And Cliff thought he knew Roz pretty well, despite all the things that Roz didn't share. Maybe better than anyone in America. But lately it seems like there are all sorts of secrets coming out of the woodwork. Cliff can roll with it, until he can't. Does he even know Roz at all?

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    17 Feb 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    He was going to die.

    He was actually going to die.

    The thought should send him into a panic. He should scream for help, cry, or do something. But instead, he just accepts it.

    This was it. This was how it ended. He’d become his mother after all.

    [the one where ilya spirals after shane walks out post-tuna melt]

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    17 Feb 2026

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    17 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 76

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    “I have no idea what you’re talking about,” Shane says truthfully. “Who was staring at me? Rozanov?”

    “Ignore him,” Hayden cuts in. “He thinks you two hooked up at their party.”

    Shane chokes on his water. “I’m sorry, what?”

    Troy studies his face, “You did! I fucking knew it, I’m about to cash in. Kappa Tau has this huge pot going, on whether Rozy has the balls to hook up with another frat brother. I knew he’d be a sucker for your freckles Hollander, he’s always had a thing for you.”

    “Stop!” Shane rushed to say, seeing Troy’s thumbs fly across his phone. He started panicking, “No! No! We did not fucking hook up, what the fuck Barrett?”

    Or the one where Shane and Ilya are presidents of their own respective fraternities and Shane has the stupidest idea to fall for his rival (feat. a pining Shane and whipped Ilya.)

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    17 Feb 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 22

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    Shane is watching Ilya's playoff game when he comes to an interesting conclusion... he's maybe a little bit obsessed with Ilya's playoff beard. For years, Shane measures playoff months by his experience with Ilya and that gorgeous beard of his.

    Read to experience little moments between Shane and Ilya (and Ilya's beard) throughout the playoffs over the years.

    Or: Shane is slutty for Ilya's beard.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    "I'm calling it 'Adopt a Stray,'" Cliff announced, pacing the rug. "Tomorrow night. Boston vs. Montreal. We announce a new 'tradition.' We say that Boston has noticed that not every team is as close as ours. We say we’re looking for 'strays'—players who aren’t really accepted by their team, always seem an outcast, that need a little extra team bonding or whatever. And the first 'stray' we’re adopting? Is Shane Hollander."

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    17 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 47

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    Now that Ilya and Shane are planning on having a Real Relationship, Ilya knows he needs to do focus on keeping Shane interested. And as it turns out, acting like the god of gay sex when you only ever fucked two men is easier when they only met a handful of times every year.
    But Ilya has a Plan. And with the plan, comes The List.

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    Or: the one where Ilya is terrified Shane will grow bored of him sexually and dump him, now that they are fucking regularly. The obvious solution? Ilya compiles a list of all the kinks Shane likes, dislikes and might like, and springs the results on an unsuspecting Hollander. Results are mixed.

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    16 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane Hollander is young and struggling. With people, with money, with life. He’s just started a new job and he’s working his hardest to be able to afford college and work towards his lifelong dream of becoming a film director. Shane doesn’t do relationships, doesn’t have the time or the mental capacity for sex or love or anything of the sort.

    So what happens when a beautiful older man comes into the restaurant where he works and changes Shane’s entire life?

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    Ilya is Shane’s fucking sugar daddy.

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    16 Feb 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 69

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    The video was shaky, thirty seconds captured in the pulsing lights of the concert—and there he was, larger than life on the Jumbotron, looking absolutely wrecked, his glasses sliding down his face and freckles standing out against his flushed cheeks, swaying to the Spanish lyrics as they took him away like he didn't have a care in the world.

    He looked like an idiot. A drunk, happy idiot.

    "Oh god," Shane groaned, letting his arm drop back over his face. "Please tell me that's not—"

    "Three million views and counting," Rose interrupted gleefully. "The caption says 'TikTok do your thing, who is this beautiful drunk man in glasses?' There are like fifty thousand comments trying to track you down."

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    16 Feb 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark 54

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    “It’s not a list.“ Shane shakes his head in protest. “I don’t have a whole list.”

    “But you have several more ideas? Things you want?” Ilya raises an eyebrow.

    “I mean, yeah?” Shane shrugs. “But—“

    “So you have a fucking list then,” Ilya says. “That is a list.”

    (Or: Novelty, first times, cock warming, and so, so many feelings.)

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “Man, when did you learn Russian?” Pike asked.

    “Did you do that for Viktor?” J.J. said. “You’re too good, Capitaine.”

    *****
    Montreal's newest rookie doesn't speak much English. Luckily, Shane has learned enough Russian from Ilya to help. This is the story of their unlikely friendship, told from the rookie's point of view.

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    16 Feb 2026

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